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1, 2, 3 4, I declare this account dead!
Margaret Atwood, from Secrecy: Selected Poems II: 1976 - 1986 (via mirroir)
the question is, why sensei?…
“I told you not to get too close to me.” “From the day we met, I knew I’d hurt you eventually.” “I wish you never had trusted me.” “I told you to leave, but you didn’t. I gave you the chance!” “We were never friends. I’m so sorry.” “I did something terrible.” “It was inevitable, but I regretted it every step of the way.” “I’m mainly sorry that somewhere along the way, I started to care about you.” “I guess this is a lesson in not trusting people, right?” “How long?…Since the beginning.” “I wish I could just make a wish and become a better person.” “None if it was real, but I wish it was.” “Do you think I liked hurting you?” “I hurt people. It’s all I’m good at.” “I did it because I had to, not because I ever wanted to.” “I -did- care about you, I just had no other choice.” “You should have walked away when you had the chance.” “If we had never met, it would have saved us both some grief.” “I know it hurts, but I’m still glad we had the chance to know each other.” “Hurting you was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do.” “I didn’t want it to be like this, but I had no control!” “I guess I’ve just never been a trustworthy person.” “I don’t blame you. I wouldn’t want to forgive me either.” “So? Aren’t you going to say something?” “If I tell you what I did, we’ll probably never see one another again.”
“When were you going to tell me about this?” “Why me? Of all people, why me?” “You planned this all from the beginning?” “I wanted so badly to think you were different.” “How could you lead me along like that?” “None of what we had was ever real, was it?” “So, our friendship didn’t mean anything to you?” “I would have done anything for you, but you’ve ruined all of that.” “All of the things I sacrificed for you didn’t mean a thing?” “I wish I had known when we met that you were such a vile person.” “If I could go back, I would just walk away.” “I forgive you, but I’m not going to forget what you did.” “No. I don’t accept your apology.” “After all your lies, how do I know you mean it when you say you’re sorry?” “I hope you realized what you did was cruel.” “I still care about you.” “Just tell me that your feelings towards me were genuine.” “What on earth is worth betraying someone who loves you?” “If you want to regain my trust, you have to earn it.” “Don’t just say you’re sorry. Show me that you’re sorry.”
Person B making a deal to save Person A’s life at the cost of all their memories together.
❛ Are you going to kiss me or not? ❜ (shifty eyes)
‘ Did you wake me up at 3 in the bloody morning just to ask me this? ’
It’s too early for this. What was she even doing up to begin with?
····⌠刀⌡ While this was not something that he was happy about doing he had very little choice in the matter, no matter how the swordsman’s expression changed it would make no difference. ❛Any reason this is so ’important’ to you?❜ While he knew he had made a vow quite some time ago, Kanda began to question if it was really worth it.
@antitheux | Starter
‘ It’s a promise I made to someone. ’
Neah was well aware of how little this particular exorcist thought of him, he wouldn’t understand that for all his crimes, a part of him was still human. Allen, a stranger to him 35 years after he’d awoken, was once a dear friend to him. It pained him to know his last moments of consciousness was terror, fearing for the unknown parasite that resided in his body, and its intention. He wouldn’t forget Allen’s sacrifice.
The flowers he’d stolen from the market were laid gently on the ground before the tree he’d chosen for Allen’s “grave”. It wasn’t anything fancy, unfortunately, and he didn’t have anything to mark it other than the flowers.
I’m sorry Allen....I promise I will end this war.
*ties my url to a rock and chucks it through your window* gimme those icons
@antitheux // cont. from this ask.
There it is again. That stupid nickname, babygirl.
Slim fingers curl into a tight fist, fingernails digging into the palm of her hand, teeth grinding behind pursed lips. She has to stop herself from causing another public disturbance via VIOLENCE; she’s been warned by the police before, even if her brother is the owner of the place, even if for a good reason, actions have consequences.
Miya exhales through her nose, eyes closing in an attempt to rein in her self control, her temper. Alas, it’s in vain, for when he dares to touch her ( she did give him a warning not too long ago ) bright blue eyes snap open, FURIOUS.
Again, this isn’t the first time he’s come onto her nor offered her “a good time”.
She turns an icy glare on him, relinquishing her hold upon her glass in favor of sharply slapping his hand away.
❛ No. This is the millionth time I’ve REJECTED you and I’m not going to change my mind. Take a damn HINT. All of this– ❜ – a wide gesture to him in general – ❛ – is just some disgusting ego you’ve cooked up and its NOT ATTRACTIVE in the slightest. I would NEVER fall for an idiot like YOU. ❜
His hand stings for a moment, her fiery temper that he loved to provoke rising just as he had hoped. Though he had been warned by Shou to not tease her, Neah found it difficult to follow that advice. She was simply so entertaining, different from the usual girls he wooed.
He raises an eyebrow at her choice of the word fall, as he had never implied anything of the sort. He merely suggested that she had a thing for him. Not that she was falling for him.
‘ It’s actually the 20th time you’ve rejected me. ’ He mused, meeting her cool glare evenly. ‘ And I don’t recall mentioning anything about catching feelings, sweet cheeks. ’
Neah turns to grab his beer from their table, taking a swig only to realize he’s already finished it. He looks around for a bartender, before realizing Miya lacked drinks of her own.
‘ Thirsty? ’
Antitheux👀👀
❛ Are you laughing or crying? ❜ ( kanda )
That last hit hurt. A lot. He leveled a scathing glare at the exorcist, trying desperately to buy himself more time. Walker’s innocence was already fighting him from the inside out, he needed to get away immediately.
‘ Laughing. ’ Neah managed to reply cockily, though he was unable to conceal a small whimper of pain that escaped him. He forced himself to laugh, which seemed even more pitiful than the pained sob.
‘ You can’t save Allen, why do any of you even bother? ’
i never meant to hurt you, I’m so sorry
“Let everybody know you can learn to let it go.”
‘ I’ve had a grudge on the Noah for 35 years, I never let anything go. ’
"Why should I deny being in denial? I never said I was in denial, YOU are the one who said I was in denial, and don’t you deny it."
‘ Whatever you say, baby girl. But I know when a girl is into me, and denying your feelings is going to get you nowhere~ ’
The man smirked, peeking a glance around the crowded bar to ensure her pesky brother wasn’t around. Not that Shou would pose much of a threat, he was more than capable of dealing with someone as wimpy as him. He just found his mere presence irritating.
He moved closer to her, his hand brushing her hair back behind her ear. She could attempt to twist his words all she wanted, he wasn’t about to let it slide that she continued to avoid him. To avoid the obvious fact that she had feelings for him.
‘ You know, my offer remains open. We can go back to my place, I can give you a good time. ’
Bonus: Lasso of Truth+question
-- I’m back bitches ~~~
