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I can't believe it. Honestlty. Its all pretty much overhelming for me. In these 2 years I had this account, I got over my selfharm, over depression and other really dark and ugly times...anyways

I don't want to get to emotional but I just want you to know how grateful I am for each and everyone for you. Thank you.

I do appereciate that a lot❤❤❤❤

A Lifetime *Masterlist*

Modern!Bucky Barnes x Reader

Summary: We fall in-Love with 3 People in our lifetime… Each one for a specific reason.

Warnings: fluff, character-death, loss, emotions, anger, first love

A/N: It’s this accounts second birthday and here something to celebrate it YAAAY. Thats also gonna be a mini series ;) Taglist open

Part 1 - First Love

Part 2 - Second Love

Part 3 - Last Love

Feedback appreciated!

Tags: @escapetheschackles / @racheo91​ / @haru-ririchiyo​​ / @memory-of-a-goldfish​​ / @1967-chevy-impala-called-roscoe​ / @learisa​

A lifetime

@Modern!Bucky Barnes x Reader

Summary: We fall in-Love with 3 People in our lifetime… Each one for a specific reason.

Warnings: fluff, character-death, loss, emotions, anger, first love

A/N: It’s this accounts second birthday and here something to celebrate it YAAAY. Thats also gonna be a mini series ;) Tags are open!

First love: This love happens at a young age. You eventually grow apart or call it quits over silly things. When you get older you may look back and think it wasn't love. But the truth is, it was. It was love for what you knew love to be.

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Bucky Barnes x Reader

Summary: You and your boyfriend have powers, now he is dead and you are expecting a baby. Hydra is interested in the child so they send the  Winter Soldier. What happens if Bucky unexpectedly falls for you…

This Part: One thing leads to another...

Warnings: fighting, making up, fluff, angst, archer being cute idk

A/N: pls don’t hate me for taking like years to post a simple next part.. but next week is the birthday of this account yay. I’ll post something then too which is already done so don’t worry :)

“No!“ Bucky yelled, taking both Steve and you a bit by surprise. “-We are going to talk about this. You can’t just decide that all by yourself to go out there and risk your life for what? Exactly nothing. We’re literally standing here with your son“ Bucky argued, but you you heard it out right away as it fell from his lips: ‘your son’. It’s still something he said even after all this time.

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Bucky Barnes x Reader

Summary: You and your boyfriend have powers, now he is dead and you are expecting a baby. Hydra is interested in the child so they send the  Winter Soldier. What happens if Bucky unexpectedly falls for you…

This Part: Reader is on her way finding her parents, maybe the wrong decision...

Warnings: anxiety, angsty, fluff, summertime sadness

A/N: remember me? remember the story? haha..uhhh......

With widened eyes you looked to Steve, not shocked but somehow scared of the truth. You knew he was looking for them, he even made the suggestion to you a few months back asking if you wanted to meet them or even know who they are so he did and now he really did found them. Over his shoulders you saw Bucky coming back and closer to the both of you. Steve already looking at you, as you just really slightly shook your head at him.

“Heeey. Everything alright?” Bucky walked up the stairs with a clasp on Steve’s shoulder and a kiss on your cheek, suspicious he looked at you, as you nodded with a forced smile, before moving past you inside.

“I am gonna tell him later. Now, back to the point, where are they?” you asked and sat down with a sigh.

“Canada. Just outside Vancouver. I wrote you down the address just let me know if you need anything” he smiled down towards you as he handed you the piece of paper.

“Thank you Steve.” you called out after him before he is out of reach again, off to another mission.

Sometimes you wished he would settle down and have his peace, not believing that he could do this literally all day like he loves to say. There just had to be something else for him, Steve just doesn’t talk about this really often or likes to do so. As you saw him drive away with his motorcycle you stood back up again, putting the address carefully folded into your back pocket, going back inside. Bucky was in the bathroom washing the dirt off of his arms as you simply walked in and sat on the bathtub watching him without a word.

“What is it? You look like you have to tell me something?” he smirked at you through the mirror.

“Maybe I just like watching you?” you teased him but Bucky knew better and you did too.

“I know that already. There is just something else behind the grins and all the teasing”. After finishing he sat down besides you on the edge of thetub waiting patiently for you.

“Steve found my parents.” you just brought out.

It's been a month already and I sadly didn't had any cake but your super kind message reminds me of this fun day I had anyways. Thank you so much that's so sweet from you❤ I hope you have a beautiful day

Now I am the one crying. Thank you so so much for taking the time to read the series and than write me the sweetest feedback I've ever gotten. It brings me so much joy, excitement to get this and makes me wanna write the next chapters even more now which I hope that you'll like just as much. Love you for this. It makes my day so much brighter. Thank you!!!!!💕

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Bucky Barnes x Reader

Summary: You and your boyfriend have powers, now he is dead and you are expecting a baby. Hydra is interested in the child so they send the  Winter Soldier. What happens if Bucky unexpectedly falls for you…

This Part: Bucky and you are trying to talk this out while the future seems a bit more interesting afterwards...

Warnings: fluff, angst abit, making out?

A/N: In case someone is confused this is now along some other parts, after this one, all in the time between Civil war and infintiy war which is included in this series (scared to write this) and Endgame (even more scared) but later so calm down. I am not over endgame yet anyway

Slowly waking up and remembering what happened last night and you wanted to right away just curl further into your blankets and pillows to sleep a bit more but then you noticed you didn’t heard Archer talking to mostly himself or playing with your hair how he liked to sometimes do in the morning, sadly he wasn’t a long sleeper like you are. Rising your head from under the pillow you looked both sides realising that Archer is nowhere in sight making you skip a heartbeat. It was a big bed and you secured the floor around every night with the decorative pillows just in case he would actually fall off or try to do come down but he wasn’t in the room at all. Dressing quickly you walked outside your room and looked both side of the hallway before you heard his giggle and Bucky’s laugh coming from the kitchen.

“Good Morning” you smiled a bit at the sight of them attempting to make breakfast.

“Morning. We made breakfast if you’re hungry?” his cheerful smile and laugh disappeared a bit as he drew his attention back to Archer who sat on the counter.

“Can you show mommy what you showed me Archer?” you heard them whisper before you looked expecting to your little boy, who still smiled widely up to him and nodded, taking an empty mug in his hands.

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Bucky Barnes x Reader

Summary: You and your boyfriend have powers, now he is dead and you are expecting a baby. Hydra is interested in the child so they send the  Winter Soldier. What happens if Bucky unexpectedly falls for you…

This Part: Civil War is over and you live your life alone for now...

Warnings: angst, grief, emotional, maybe slight fluff but you won’t notice

A/N:Wow it’s been a while. hello and sorry...btw I saw endgame just like a few hours ago so sorry if that sucks. Haven’t written in a while and I am sad af right now

It didn’t took Steven long before he found you, his face showing somehow hints of guilt and grief, his jaw clenched as he looked around instead of looking straight at you. Exactly like you feared it to be, him trying to find the right words to describe what happened, what Bucky’s decision was.

“We have to talk” he just told you and sat down with you in one of the seats as the jet flew with auto-pilot towards Wakanda.

You felt like the world is about to collapse around you, in complete silence while you waited for these words to come out of his mouth, it felt like hours in these seconds neither of you didn’t speak. The world seemed grey and cold, time is going slower and slower. Steve himself looked tired and kinda rough. But he tried his best explaining to you that Bucky found it a better idea to just go back under without a single word, a goodbye, maybe even a talk. You had nothing from him, just that. The last time you spoke was the phone call. What he told Steve about Archer and you being better off without you, that he felt like this was the best case scenario at least for now, you would understand; Steven repeated his exact words for you. It felt like being left alone, like a break up through text or worse, through the best friend.

A promise seemed worthless in this time.

Ahhh I love you Ella. Was just thinking about you the last day💞😊

This is a mess (1/2)

Bucky x Reader

Summary: After an surprising return from his former crush, Bucky has to make some choices and try fixing his bad decisions...

Warnings: Language, lot is going on idk, fluff, anxiety

A/N: It’s been a while but I decided to not rush everything I do just because I am so damn impatient. I am so out of this game haha pls be kind it’s been a while. Also let’s not talk abour Abort Mission cause I have it all played out in my mind. i am just scared to write it.

Waking up from a deep sleep Bucky turned over to his side seeing his girlfriend still sleeping. Her hair almost perfectly laying on the pillows, not a single strand is out of place. Almost like in some movie with the birds singing outside, the first sun streams shining through the blindfolds and lighting up her perfectly shaped face. Rose is her name.

It was still fresh between the both of them and everything was going fine. To normal, to perfect. Like they have been together for 10 years already. It was supposed to be a one night stand after a bad day, a bad week, probably a bad month so he walked to the next bar and just wanted to get off some steam and forget about it, forget about the Avengers, the person that left but never left his mind than Rose showed up and just stuck to him, something Bucky never wanted but also didn’t wanted to lose. Maybe it was just that she showed up to the wrong time, it is a difficult situation that was for sure.

Slowly removing the blanket that laid over him, Bucky tiptoed with his clothes out of the room. Dressing himself and going back to the tower which wasn’t far away. She would understand why he left, that was always like this and she would be always so nice and respectful towards him. They didn’t had a fight or even an argument once in the months they already “dated”, if you could call it that. Nobody also knew about this, well besides Steve but he noticed that right away. Pinching the bridge of his nose all he wanted was know to get back to bed and maybe eat something before disappearing into his room for the rest of the day.

The Elevator stopped midway to his stop, Steve appearing as the doors opened, his brows querking up as he saw his friend.

“Well look who is it. How’s Rose doing?” Steve teased Bucky knowing exactly where he was because that was already the routine they went through.  

“Good. I was supposed to tell you that she wanted to meet up with you for something called..’Yoda’?” Bucky sighed out shrugging with his shoulders as he heard Steve chuckling out.

“Oh yeah Yoga..Listen I wanted to let you know that someone came in today” he turned serious and Bucky frowned turning to his side as Steve tried to avoid eye contact.

“Who?” Bucky asked but before Steven could answer to his question the doors opened and like a scene started playing in his head turned to reality. (Y/N) came in sight, she was carrying a box that seemed to be a touch to full, breaking and all the belongings inside falling in front of feet to the ground. She angrily huffed out went to picked her stuff up. He didn’t even realise that he said her name out loud as her head snapped around, her lips forming a happy smile as she got up again and darted towards him. Steve patted his back let them have their little reunion.

“Bucky!! It’s so good to see you. It’s been so so long. You have to tell me everything that happened, Steve told me Nat and Wanda are still on a mission so you gotta stick with me” she hugged him tight, with her arms around his neck so he could nuzzle his face into her neck, relaxing immediately and forgetting the rest of the world. What is main goal was since she left after she got promoted and put in charge of one the headquarters in europe. She still smelled like home to him reminding him on his first crush that he had on her after everything he went through.