peace of mind

@ask-beckhamcullen *texts you* She immediately went down to the basement room when we got home. And all she's eaten is airplane goldfish.

Christ. Did you ask about The Aces’ tour?

I tried. She just put her headphones in.

Maybe Willow or Iris can convince her.

At the moment, I just want her to eat something. Anything.

Try snacks. She might agree least graze those.

Snacks. We have plenty of those. I'll just bring her a tray of snacks.

And maybe a couple gatorades or something. Keep her hydrated.

Gatorade, got it.

Ewan and Lenny helped a bit last time, too. She can never resist them.

I'll give her the night before bombarding her with toddlers. The bedroom door wasn't locked so there's that.

That’s good.

She's definitely been crying. I hate this.

Cait says Carson didn’t go to hers. Assumed he’d try to hole himself in his apartment so her and Holden went to grab his things for changed the locks so he couldn’t. If I had to guess, he’s with Poppy.

Moat likely. She's probably letting him stay in Con's room.

At least he’s with someone. Cam said him and Car are gonna go home, make sure he doesn’t do anything.

Good. He needs it.

Cait’s really worried about him.

We all are.

He won’t return any of her messages. Think he’s scared.

Scared of what?

Her being disappointed in him.

Right. Guess that's understandable.

I’ll let Poppy know to text her and tell her Car’s okay. I’m sure he’ll be better once Con’s back.

I'm happy for Car having his friend but I know he's been having fun on the tour with Cam.

I know. I’d be more annoyed if not for knowing Car’s done the same for him.

Yeah, me too.

@ask-beckhamcullen *texts you* She immediately went down to the basement room when we got home. And all she's eaten is airplane goldfish.

Christ. Did you ask about The Aces’ tour?

I tried. She just put her headphones in.

Maybe Willow or Iris can convince her.

At the moment, I just want her to eat something. Anything.

Try snacks. She might agree least graze those.

Snacks. We have plenty of those. I'll just bring her a tray of snacks.

And maybe a couple gatorades or something. Keep her hydrated.

Gatorade, got it.

Ewan and Lenny helped a bit last time, too. She can never resist them.

I'll give her the night before bombarding her with toddlers. The bedroom door wasn't locked so there's that.

That’s good.

She's definitely been crying. I hate this.

Cait says Carson didn’t go to hers. Assumed he’d try to hole himself in his apartment so her and Holden went to grab his things for changed the locks so he couldn’t. If I had to guess, he’s with Poppy.

Moat likely. She's probably letting him stay in Con's room.

At least he’s with someone. Cam said him and Car are gonna go home, make sure he doesn’t do anything.

Good. He needs it.

Cait’s really worried about him.

We all are.

He won’t return any of her messages. Think he’s scared.

Scared of what?

Her being disappointed in him.

Right. Guess that's understandable.

I’ll let Poppy know to text her and tell her Car’s okay. I’m sure he’ll be better once Con’s back.

I'm happy for Car having his friend but I know he's been having fun on the tour with Cam.

@ask-beckhamcullen *texts you* She immediately went down to the basement room when we got home. And all she's eaten is airplane goldfish.

Christ. Did you ask about The Aces’ tour?

I tried. She just put her headphones in.

Maybe Willow or Iris can convince her.

At the moment, I just want her to eat something. Anything.

Try snacks. She might agree least graze those.

Snacks. We have plenty of those. I'll just bring her a tray of snacks.

And maybe a couple gatorades or something. Keep her hydrated.

Gatorade, got it.

Ewan and Lenny helped a bit last time, too. She can never resist them.

I'll give her the night before bombarding her with toddlers. The bedroom door wasn't locked so there's that.

That’s good.

She's definitely been crying. I hate this.

Cait says Carson didn’t go to hers. Assumed he’d try to hole himself in his apartment so her and Holden went to grab his things for changed the locks so he couldn’t. If I had to guess, he’s with Poppy.

Moat likely. She's probably letting him stay in Con's room.

At least he’s with someone. Cam said him and Car are gonna go home, make sure he doesn’t do anything.

Good. He needs it.

Cait’s really worried about him.

We all are.

He won’t return any of her messages. Think he’s scared.

Scared of what?

Her being disappointed in him.

Right. Guess that's understandable.

@ask-beckhamcullen *texts you* She immediately went down to the basement room when we got home. And all she's eaten is airplane goldfish.

Christ. Did you ask about The Aces’ tour?

I tried. She just put her headphones in.

Maybe Willow or Iris can convince her.

At the moment, I just want her to eat something. Anything.

Try snacks. She might agree least graze those.

Snacks. We have plenty of those. I'll just bring her a tray of snacks.

And maybe a couple gatorades or something. Keep her hydrated.

Gatorade, got it.

Ewan and Lenny helped a bit last time, too. She can never resist them.

I'll give her the night before bombarding her with toddlers. The bedroom door wasn't locked so there's that.

That’s good.

She's definitely been crying. I hate this.

Cait says Carson didn’t go to hers. Assumed he’d try to hole himself in his apartment so her and Holden went to grab his things for changed the locks so he couldn’t. If I had to guess, he’s with Poppy.

Moat likely. She's probably letting him stay in Con's room.

At least he’s with someone. Cam said him and Car are gonna go home, make sure he doesn’t do anything.

Good. He needs it.

Cait’s really worried about him.

We all are.

He won’t return any of her messages. Think he’s scared.

Scared of what?

@ask-beckhamcullen *texts you* She immediately went down to the basement room when we got home. And all she's eaten is airplane goldfish.

Christ. Did you ask about The Aces’ tour?

I tried. She just put her headphones in.

Maybe Willow or Iris can convince her.

At the moment, I just want her to eat something. Anything.

Try snacks. She might agree least graze those.

Snacks. We have plenty of those. I'll just bring her a tray of snacks.

And maybe a couple gatorades or something. Keep her hydrated.

Gatorade, got it.

Ewan and Lenny helped a bit last time, too. She can never resist them.

I'll give her the night before bombarding her with toddlers. The bedroom door wasn't locked so there's that.

That’s good.

She's definitely been crying. I hate this.

Cait says Carson didn’t go to hers. Assumed he’d try to hole himself in his apartment so her and Holden went to grab his things for changed the locks so he couldn’t. If I had to guess, he’s with Poppy.

Moat likely. She's probably letting him stay in Con's room.

At least he’s with someone. Cam said him and Car are gonna go home, make sure he doesn’t do anything.

Good. He needs it.

Cait’s really worried about him.

We all are.

@ask-beckhamcullen *texts you* She immediately went down to the basement room when we got home. And all she's eaten is airplane goldfish.

Christ. Did you ask about The Aces’ tour?

I tried. She just put her headphones in.

Maybe Willow or Iris can convince her.

At the moment, I just want her to eat something. Anything.

Try snacks. She might agree least graze those.

Snacks. We have plenty of those. I'll just bring her a tray of snacks.

And maybe a couple gatorades or something. Keep her hydrated.

Gatorade, got it.

Ewan and Lenny helped a bit last time, too. She can never resist them.

I'll give her the night before bombarding her with toddlers. The bedroom door wasn't locked so there's that.

That’s good.

She's definitely been crying. I hate this.

Cait says Carson didn’t go to hers. Assumed he’d try to hole himself in his apartment so her and Holden went to grab his things for changed the locks so he couldn’t. If I had to guess, he’s with Poppy.

Moat likely. She's probably letting him stay in Con's room.

At least he’s with someone. Cam said him and Car are gonna go home, make sure he doesn’t do anything.

Good. He needs it.

@ask-beckhamcullen *texts you* She immediately went down to the basement room when we got home. And all she's eaten is airplane goldfish.

Christ. Did you ask about The Aces’ tour?

I tried. She just put her headphones in.

Maybe Willow or Iris can convince her.

At the moment, I just want her to eat something. Anything.

Try snacks. She might agree least graze those.

Snacks. We have plenty of those. I'll just bring her a tray of snacks.

And maybe a couple gatorades or something. Keep her hydrated.

Gatorade, got it.

Ewan and Lenny helped a bit last time, too. She can never resist them.

I'll give her the night before bombarding her with toddlers. The bedroom door wasn't locked so there's that.

That’s good.

She's definitely been crying. I hate this.

Cait says Carson didn’t go to hers. Assumed he’d try to hole himself in his apartment so her and Holden went to grab his things for changed the locks so he couldn’t. If I had to guess, he’s with Poppy.

Moat likely. She's probably letting him stay in Con's room.

@ask-beckhamcullen *texts you* She immediately went down to the basement room when we got home. And all she's eaten is airplane goldfish.

Christ. Did you ask about The Aces’ tour?

I tried. She just put her headphones in.

Maybe Willow or Iris can convince her.

At the moment, I just want her to eat something. Anything.

Try snacks. She might agree least graze those.

Snacks. We have plenty of those. I'll just bring her a tray of snacks.

And maybe a couple gatorades or something. Keep her hydrated.

Gatorade, got it.

Ewan and Lenny helped a bit last time, too. She can never resist them.

I'll give her the night before bombarding her with toddlers. The bedroom door wasn't locked so there's that.

That’s good.

She's definitely been crying. I hate this.

@ask-beckhamcullen *texts you* She immediately went down to the basement room when we got home. And all she's eaten is airplane goldfish.

Christ. Did you ask about The Aces’ tour?

I tried. She just put her headphones in.

Maybe Willow or Iris can convince her.

At the moment, I just want her to eat something. Anything.

Try snacks. She might agree least graze those.

Snacks. We have plenty of those. I'll just bring her a tray of snacks.

And maybe a couple gatorades or something. Keep her hydrated.

Gatorade, got it.

Ewan and Lenny helped a bit last time, too. She can never resist them.

I'll give her the night before bombarding her with toddlers. The bedroom door wasn't locked so there's that.

@ask-beckhamcullen *texts you* She immediately went down to the basement room when we got home. And all she's eaten is airplane goldfish.

Christ. Did you ask about The Aces’ tour?

I tried. She just put her headphones in.

Maybe Willow or Iris can convince her.

At the moment, I just want her to eat something. Anything.

Try snacks. She might agree least graze those.

Snacks. We have plenty of those. I'll just bring her a tray of snacks.

And maybe a couple gatorades or something. Keep her hydrated.

Gatorade, got it.

@ask-beckhamcullen *texts you* She immediately went down to the basement room when we got home. And all she's eaten is airplane goldfish.

Christ. Did you ask about The Aces’ tour?

I tried. She just put her headphones in.

Maybe Willow or Iris can convince her.

At the moment, I just want her to eat something. Anything.

Try snacks. She might agree least graze those.

Snacks. We have plenty of those. I'll just bring her a tray of snacks.

@ask-beckhamcullen *texts you* She immediately went down to the basement room when we got home. And all she's eaten is airplane goldfish.

Christ. Did you ask about The Aces’ tour?

I tried. She just put her headphones in.

Maybe Willow or Iris can convince her.

At the moment, I just want her to eat something. Anything.

@ask-beckhamcullen *texts you* She immediately went down to the basement room when we got home. And all she's eaten is airplane goldfish.

Christ. Did you ask about The Aces’ tour?

I tried. She just put her headphones in.

@rorypresley Hey, you busy?

*watches you before going back into mine and Jamie’s room*

*looks up* Hey, where'd you go?

Rory asked for her own room and to go home. She wouldn’t tell me why.

*frowns and sits up* She wants to go home?

*nods* I don’t know what happened. They seemed fine earlier.

*sighs* And I thought we took huge steps forward.

*sighs* I’m not doing this again. C’mon, we need to get if out of him. *grabs our room key*

*nods and gets up, following you*

*goes over to his room and knocks on the door* Car?

*bites my lip and sighs*

*opens the door and looks up at you both, shaking my head and going back into the room*

*glances at Beckham and raises an eyebrow*

Car? Everything alright? *walks in slowly and glances around*

*follows you in, closing the door*

Mm, all of my friends think I’m an alcoholic and can’t be trusted on my own? Fine other than that.

*bites my lip and looks around*

They’re just worried about you, Car. *glances and raises an eyebrow, grabbing the pill bottle from the counter* Does Rory still need these?

I know she's still healing but it's not that bad, is it?

*shrugs and looks at my phone*

What does that mean?

I don’t know. I grabbed them just in case.

*stares at you and tilts my head* Carson, why are these here?

I just said why.

*sighs and walks towards you* Carson, is Ro taking these or are you?

*ignores you, messing around on my phone*

*crosses my arms* That's why she's upset, isn't she? Because you were taking these. That's what's got her shutting down again.

*looks at you before looking at Carson and sighing* Carson, I’m doing this because you need it. You’re off the rest of the tour.

*looks at the bottle and shakes my head, glancing at Carson*

*looks up and frowns* What?

This is serious, Carson.

I’m fine. I don’t need to be off the tour. *frowns more* What the fuck?

*looks at Beckham*

Clearly not, Carson. This isn’t like you. *sighs* Off the tour and if you don’t figure it out, you’re getting dropped from the label. I’m calling your mum.

*bites my lip and sighs*

Beckham- I’m /fine/. Why does everyone keep treating me like something’s wrong?

Because something is wrong, Carson. You are consuming pills that are highly addictive that don't belong to you. *raises an eyebrow* If you can't see why Ro is upset, we have more problems. I know you know the story.

We love you, Carson. You’re like a son to us, you know that. But Rory has to come first and you’re not doing okay.

She cares about you but she certainly isn't in a place to shoulder this anymore.