Samaraj Writes Taking Prompts

Title - Ride you

Pairing - Sy x reader

Warnings - smut

Story - Sy wants reader to practice driving a stick shift. Reader wants to ride him instead.

“Sy are you sure?” You glanced at your fiancée who was sitting in the passenger side of the truck, dangling the keys out to you with a cheeky grin on his face. “Remind me again why I have to drive a stick shift?”

Title - His last wish

Pairing - Sy x reader

Warnings - Angst, smut, stillborn

Note - This one’s long and holds an element of things that I’d say are personal to me. It was therapeutic to write but a bit deep so consider that a warning. Also had it sitting in drafts for ages so not the best with proofreading!

Summary - Reader returns home after ten years still holding onto a deep burden. She’s home to see her dying grandfather but is worried about crossing paths with the one who broke her heart.

It had been ten years since you’d returned home. Ten years since you left to chase your dream of becoming a doctor. And ten years since your heart was crushed into a million pieces when your first love told you “We’re going in different directions”. You’d managed to stay away this long - your family understanding your turmoil and agreeing to visit you in the city instead. But now here you were standing on your parents doorstep after they called and begged you to come. Your beloved grandfather was dying and had asked to see you.

Pairing - Bradley Bradshaw x OC Savannah Shay

Warnings - Smut

Story - A passionate weekend, a confession, a top gun pilot and a girl called Savannah

“It’s so good to see you sweetheart”. Your Aunt Penny pulled you to her side in the cramped bar. “But you have to tell him .. I know how you feel darling but he really has a right to know”.

“Pen ..”

“Sweetheart .. please”.

“I haven’t heard from him in months Pen. We spent one weekend together and he ..” You chewed on your bottom lip. “He made it clear that he was focused on his job .. he didn’t want a relationship and he even told me a family wasn’t on the cards. Something about his Dad leaving him?”

Title - Breakup Makeup

Pairings - Sy x reader

Summary - A messy breakup leads to a chance meeting. But you’re not the same girl anymore and you’re determined to give Sy a taste of his own medicine.

Warnings - smut, oral sex, anal (this one is dirty) hate sex

This was an anon prompt and it took me awhile to write. I don’t like this Sy but sometimes it’s about being creative! I’ve sat on this one for ages because I kept going back trying to rewrite Sy but at the end of the day it was a new angle. I do want my Sy back though!!

“It’s been weeks since we’ve all hung out”. You turned to your best friend Jane and smiled as you walked along the busy road to the Italian restaurant where you were meeting your large group of friends.

“Tell me about it”. Jane rolled her eyes. “Life gets so busy sometimes. You look hot by the way”.

“You think?”

“Girl you’re going to be going home with someone tonight”. Jane laughed. “Remember that last guy? Gary?”

Title - Wedding Night

Pairings - Sy x reader

Warnings - All the smut

Story - After a 12 month engagement, reader is married to the man of her dreams - and is ready to give him her virginity.

You were alone at last, standing together in the very expensive penthouse of the 5 star hotel that Sy had booked. He’d just carried you over the threshold and you had just found your feet, staring into his eyes.

Title - I need a hero

Pairings - Reader x Sy

Summary - Reader is a psychiatrist who’s devoted years to working with soldiers suffering from PTSD. She helped Sy recover and adjust back to life outside of the military. But after the loss of her parents she finds herself on the other side, slowly sinking. She needs a hero.

Warnings - Angst, loss of family

“Love? It’s going to be alright”. Your grandma smoothed back your auburn hair as you lay on the sofa. You were exhausted after the service and your face was sticky from where the tears had dried. You felt her gently remove your shoes from your feet. Her familiar hands softly stroking your calves as she tried to soothe you like she did when you were a child.

Title - Making Waves

Pairings - Reader x Sy

Warnings - Smut

Summary - Reader and Sy have flirted with each other for months, but she’s tired of their games. He’s back from deployment and she’s determined to catch his eye at the party celebrations. A woman on a mission - armed with the skimpiest bikini she can find.

You knew that you looked good. Hell, hours of waxing, make up and styling were so worth it right now as you watched Sy study your every move. He was standing by the grill chatting to his friends that were busy cooking, but his eyes kept a watch on you. You were sitting on one of those pool deck chairs alongside your best friend Lacey. She knew about you plan and was carefully giving you instructions from behind the magazine she was pretending to read.

Title - One night with you

Pairings - Reader x Rob Pattinson

Warnings - Romance, smut

Story - Reader and Rob are grounded in Boston for one night when flights are cancelled due to weather. They are instantly drawn to each other.

A layover in Boston wasn’t on your agenda. You just wanted to get home after a busy weekend but the storm had grounded all flights. You’d been given complimentary overnight accommodation with a departure leaving the following morning so you reluctantly accepted your fate. You pulled along your luggage and waited for a cab, but it seemed like every other disgruntled passenger had the same idea. You stood in a line, tugging on your thick winter coat and hoping you wouldn’t freeze to death on the sidewalk.

“I got a ride to the hotel if you want?”

You spun around to lock eyes with a familiar face. You remember standing next to him in the line a short while ago. You had smiled at each other but he seemed quiet and reserved. You glanced at his face and tried to put your finger on where I’d seen him before.

“Uh?”

“Four seasons?” He spoke in a warm English accent. “We’re going to the same place? I mean .. I’m just offering? I have a driver …” He stammered as he gestured to the black car as he ran his fingers through his hair.

“Oh right ..”

“Or you can stay?” He pointed to the line. “I’m just offering .. I don’t want to seem odd but I recognized you from before and thought I’d offer”.

“No that’s ok. Uh .. yeah thank you”. You wondered if you still had your pepper spray in your purse? You tapped on the fabric of the bag and felt it. “Let’s go?”

He surprised you by grabbing your suitcase and leading you to the car. An older man in a suit quickly got out and took both the bags and put them in before ushering you both into the backseat.

“Thank you”. You sat inside the very expensive car and glanced at him before snapping your fingers. “Twilight! That’s where I’ve seen you!”

“You got it”. He blushed and laughed.

“Robert Pattinson?”

“That’s me”. He quickly gave the driver directions before turning to you”. “And that’s Ross my driver”.

You waved at the older gentlemen before breathing out deeply. You were really in the backseat with Robert Pattinson?

“Oh … I’m Mia by the way. Mia Correnti”.

“Correnti? You’re Italian?”

“Part. My Dad is .. My mum’s American”.

“Ok”. Robert smiled. “You were on your way home?”

“Yes. I spent the past week here attending seminars. It’s been hectic so I was looking forward to going home”. You paused. “Where were you off to?”

“I had some business meetings. New projects to discuss .. I was meant to be going back to the UK for a few weeks”.

“Ok”. You fidgeted with you gloves that were in your lap before noticing Robert smiling. “What?”

“Are you nervous around me?”

“Not really .. well a little. I mean .. I’ve never met a Hollywood actor before”.

“Can’t I just be Rob?” His eyes locked with yours. “It’s easier .. being Rob”.

“Oh right .. of course!” You smiled at him and heard Ross chuckle. “Look to be honest with you I only ever saw the first movie. I just .. I mean ..” Your face burned. How were you planning to explain that you weren’t a fan of the franchise?

“Not a member of the cult then?” Rob laughed.

“Not that you weren’t good in it! I meant ..”

“I’m kidding .. I’m not a fan myself”.

“What? You didn’t like the movies you made?”

“Don’t get me wrong. I’m incredibly grateful for Twilight. It helped make my career in a way .. I just wasn’t prepared for what came after it you know? People get so invested into the story and characters”.

“And they want you to bite them?” You smirked and Rob laughed.

“That too”.

“I uh .. I saw your movie Remember me?” You watched as Rob studied your face. “Now that was a great movie. The storyline and just .. the emotion. I like movies like that. With depth”.

“Wow. Thank you”. Rob ran his fingers through his hair again and you realised that it was probably something he didn’t even know he was doing. “That movie meant a lot to me”.

For a moment you both sat in silence before Rob turned to face you slightly. He wiped him palms on his jeans and you realized that he probably wasn’t used to talking with random people.

“So you said you were in town for a seminar?”

“Uh yes .. I came with my supervisor ..” You shook your head and laughed, realizing that Rob had no idea what you were on about. “Back track .. I’m a doctor. Well .. I’ve just finished my degree and I gained an internship at the hospital with a specialist. She wanted me to come to the seminar with her”.

“You’re a doctor? That’s amazing!” Rob smiled at you.

“Thank you. I just graduated last month so it’s still all new to me”.

“What area do you hope to work in?”

“Obstetrics”. You watched as Robs eyes grew wide.

“As in delivering babies?”

“Yes Rob”. You laughed. “Babies”.

“Wow”. Rob shook his head. “Mia that’s incredible. Defiantly not something I could ever do .. I had to film a birth scene for twilight. Oh my god , I’m still traumatized!”

“Well real life birth isn’t anything like giving birth to a part vampire”. You nudged his shoulder playfully before sitting back quickly in your seat. Why were things so comfortable between you both? You chewed on your bottom lip as you pretended to focus on the cars out your window.

“You ok?”

“Oh yeah .. I’m fine”.

“You went all .. distant”.

“Did I?” You looked at Rob and smiled as he raised his eyebrows at you. “Well I just realised how easy it was to talk to you ..”

“And that’s a bad thing?”

“No! I mean .. it’s a good thing but we’re probably never going to speak to each other again”. Your cheeks reddened.

“I enjoy speaking with you Mia”. Rob paused. “Would you like to spend today together? I mean I can’t … like go out for dinner but maybe order in? I’ve got .. paps following me”.

“Paps? You mean paparazzi are following now?” You looked around. “How do you know?”

“I can tell .. you get used to it after awhile”.

“Oh right”. You sucked in a deep breath. You noticed Ross watching you from the rear view mirror. He smiled softly. “I’d like that Rob. What else are we going to do anyway?”

Soon after Ross pulled up at the hotel but parked the vehicle around the back, away from prying eyes. He was a lovely man and seemed to have a fatherly relationship with Rob. He got out your bags and asked you to wait for him while he went inside.

“He’s checking us in?” You glanced at Rob.

“Yeah. And he just inspects my room before I go in. Ross used to work for the police before he retired. Now he gets to follow me around on this crazy ride”.

“He seems lovely. But .. he checks your room?”

“Yeah someone bugged a room I was staying in Munich once. Ross found it”. Rob paused. “The joys of being an actor”.

“Rob that’s terrible!”

“Stories sell”.

“But you’re a person! Why don’t they see that?”

“Because not everyone is like you Mia”. Rob scratched the back of his neck as he studied the ground. You wondered if the price that he had to pay for his success was worth it? He seemed lonely for a person who was always in the spotlight.

Ross came out shortly and helped you both up to your rooms. They were on a private level but opposite each other. Part of you was surprised that Rob didn’t have the penthouse.

“I’m not that self obsessed”.

You glanced at Rob as you hopped out of the elevator. Had he read your mind?

“You mean?”

“I saw you looking at the penthouse level. You thought I was going there”. He laughed along with Ross.

“Well …”

“I try to be normal Mia”. Rob gestured at Ross. “He knows I prefer a burger and fries over fine dining”.

“That’s true Miss”. Ross nodded as he led you to your room.

“Thank you Ross. I really appreciate your kindness today”.

“It’s my pleasure Miss. If you or Rob need anything I’m just a phone call away”. Ross smiled at you.

“Please call me Mia. I hope I get to say goodbye before I go tomorrow?”

“You will miss .. Mia”. Ross smiled warmly at you before wrapping an arm around Rob and telling him his schedule for tomorrow.

You awkwardly smiled while you stood opposite each other. Rob pointed at his room after a moment silence.

“I’m going to order a burger, would you like to eat with me? I mean, I can order you anything you like ..”

“I’m just going to shower and change but I’d love a burger with you”. You laughed at Rob’s awkwardness. “I’ll knock on your door in an hour?”

“Sure take your time”.

You grabbed your suitcase and headed into your room. As you closed the door you stood dumbfounded at the beautiful suite you were staying in.

“Oh my god”. You muttered as you walked around, eyeing off the marble bathroom and spa, sunken lounge with fireplace and massive kingsized bed. Surely this was not complimentary of the airline!

An hour later and you were knocking on Robs door. You felt a bit embarrassed wearing your warm tracksuit and sneakers, but as soon as you saw Rob all your feelings disappeared.

“You’re matching me!” You laughed and pointed to the navy adidas tracksuit that he was wearing. Yours was black, but still it was funny that you both wore the same thing.

“This is hilarious”. Rob laughed and held the door open. “I just wanted to get into my comfy clothes”.

“Same here!”

You noticed Robs suite was the same as yours so after clearing your throat you asked the question.

“I think I owe you something for the room. I mean, it’s not the usual complimentary airline accommodation”.

“It is if you’re me”. Rob paused. “You can check with reception. I didn’t pay anything”.

“Are you serious?”

“One hundred percent”.

“Oh ok .. I just didn’t want you to think that ..”

“I wasn’t Mia”. Rob smiled softly. “I wasn’t”.

“Ok because I’m not like that. I wouldn’t be agreeing to burgers with you if i didn’t like spending genuine time with you. Not because you’re Robert Pattinson the actor”. You swallowed. “Just because you’re Rob”.

“Thank you Mia. That means a lot to me”.

You followed Rob into the living area where you smelt the most delicious smell.

“Is that .. Barney’s? Barney’s burgers?”

“Yep”. Rob laughed as you sat down next to each other. It was warm and cozy with the fireplace lit. He pushed a bag towards you which was full.

“Rob there’s a lot of food in here!”

“I forgot to ask what you liked” Rob shrugged. “Oh and there’s soda and milkshakes. Again, I forgot”.

You laughed as you pulled out a burger and accepted the chocolate shake which Rob suggested you try. For awhile you savored the food before speaking.

“Where does Ross stay?”

“Oh he has family here. He spent the day with them while I was in meetings today so he’s staying with them tonight”.

“Does he travel with you?”

“Here in the US. Sometimes overseas but I usually have another two guys who come on those trips. Ross is getting a bit old and I like him to stay around his family”. Rob smiled. “He’s a bit like a father to me”.

“I can see that”. You popped a French fry into your mouth. “He’s a lovely man”.

“He is and he knew me long before twilight”. Rob smiled. “So what about you Mia? Family? Partner?”

“Oh .. um .. my parents and I have an older brother who’s deployed”. You paused. “I don’t .. have anyone. I mean, I’m not with anyone”.

“Ok”.

“You .. you um were with your co-star for quite awhile right?”

“Four years”. Rob took a long sip of his shake. “Guess your know how that ended? It was pretty public”.

“Well I don’t believe everything I read”.

“You read correct. She cheated on me”. Rob sighed. “Can’t blame her though. It was hard on the both of us. We didn’t know how to navigate things. I was away a lot …”.

“Doesn’t make it right”. You quickly covered your mouth with your hand. “I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t have said that”.

“No you’re right Mia. It’s ok though .. I’m over it”.

“Was she .. your first love? Your last relationship?” You closed your eyes for a moment and wished the words had never come out of your mouth.

“Kirsten? No I didn’t love her. I haven’t experienced that yet with anyone. I think it was just lust maybe? I don’t really know. And yeah … I haven’t had much time”. Rob glanced at you. “You?”

“Oh I don’t think I’ve had a relationship really. I’ve dated but nothing serious. I’m a bit of a hopeless romantic at heart and I feel like I’m just waiting for the stars to align”. You laughed. “I’ll probably be waiting forever!”.

“Why settle for anything less?”

“Well that’s true”. You paused and took another sip of your shake. “Your life as an actor .. does it get lonely?”

“A lot. It feels like I have a million friends but nobody I can trust”. Rob paused. “I’m always traveling, living out of a suitcase .. but I do love my job dont get me wrong”.

“I understand. Everything has a price”. You sighed. “I had to work hard to get into med school. I wished I could have had a social life and gone out and partied .. my nose was always in books”.

“You’re right .. there is a trade off for everything”.

“Exactly”.

“Do you know what? This is the deepest conversation I’ve had in a long time”. Rob smiled

“I aim to please”. When Rob raised an eyebrow at you, you blushed. “Oh my god .. I didn’t .. I mean I ..”

“You go so red when you’re embarrassed”.

“And you play with your hair!” You blurted out causing Rob to laugh.

“Ok I’ll take that. Because it’s true”.

“I like it though. You have great hair”. You groaned, realizing that you had zero control over your mouth.

“Yeah? You like my hair?”

“I do. And do not comment on my cheeks ok? They are literally burning right now because I’m saying things that I should be keeping to myself!”

“Why?”

“Why? Because we’ve just met! You’re going to think I’m some weirdo!”

You watched as Rob lent back in the lounge. He was watching you intensely and you wondered what he was thinking.

“I think you’re a lot of things Mia, but weird isn’t one of them”.

Silence filled the room and you swallowed a lump caught in your throat. What was this strange energy between the two of you?

“What .. do you think about me Rob?” Your voice was low and you watched as Rob lent forward slightly, hanging onto your every word.

“Well .. I think you’re beautiful, kind, smart, funny”. Rob paused. “And genuine”.

“Thank you”. You licked your lips. You knew deep inside that you should probably go back to your room. What if Rob did this to girls all across the world? Charmed them? “Rob I .. I’m a bit worried right now to be honest”.

“Worried?”

“Yeah but please don’t be upset or offended”. You paused. “I’m thinking to myself .. we just met and you’re lovely, handsome, sweet and charming. I don’t know if you .. like do this often?”

“Have burgers with a girl that I just met after we both missed our flight?” Rob smirked at you.

“Rob ..”

“I’m joking Mia. But the answer is no. I don’t … do this”. Rob gestured between you both. “At all. I don’t trust easily and I certainly don’t go around picking up girls everywhere I go. Truth being, most of them just want to sell me out to to make money”.

“I didn’t .. Rob I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have bought that up”. You swallowed the lump in your throat. “I feel in my heart that you’re not like that”.

“I know I live in the public eye Mia. But reality is, I’m more like a hermit”. Rob smiled.

“I really enjoy your company Rob. I’ve never met anyone that I felt at ease like this with”. You paused. “I’m actually glad our flight was grounded”.

“Same here. And I feel the same”. Rob ran his fingers through his hair and you laughed.

“You’re doing it again”.

“Oh right. The hair thing? Bad habit”.

You jumped when thunder crashed loudly outside the hotel window. The storm was getting worse by the minute. Suddenly Rob was by your side, an arm wrapping around your shoulders.

“Are you scared of storms?”

“Oh .. well kind of. I just hate all the noise you know?” You felt his arm rub your shoulder and you were surprised at how his touch calmed you. Without thinking you rested your head against his shoulder.

“You ok?”

“Yeah”.

Your heart beat rapidly against your chest. You had no idea how your paths crossed or why you were with Rob at that very moment. All you did know is that you felt comfortable with him and there was an energy that connected you both. The thought scared and thrilled you at the same time.

“Mia I’m really glad you got in the car with me today”. Rob’s voice was soft.

“I’m glad too Rob”. Your palms were suddenly sweaty. And it wasn’t to do with the thunderstorm outside. Every stroke of Robs thumb against your shoulder seemed to send electricity through your body. You started to panic and jumped up suddenly.

“I have to go”. You grabbed your hotel key and bolted towards the door. You sucked in a deep breath focusing on getting as far away from Rob as possible when his fingers touched your elbow.

“What’s wrong?” His eyes searched yours as you faced him. “I thought .. you enjoyed talking with me? Did I do something? Say something?”

“No Rob .. I just .. I can’t explain”. You sucked in a deep breath. “I’m just a bit confused and I think it’s better if I go”

“Ok I don’t want to make you feel like that. I understand”.

Your heart clenched when you saw the sadness in his eyes. You wondered if he thought you were pushing him away? Maybe he thought you didn’t like that he wasn’t the Hollywood actor persona?

You smiled softly and without thinking you reached for his hand. He looked surprised.

“I like you Rob. And that’s why I need to go back to my room”. You glanced away from his face. “I just .. it’s nice to have met you and for some stupid reason I feel like there’s this natural connection with you”.

“That’s not stupid”. Rob took hold of your shoulders gently. “It’s been so long .. in fact I can’t remember the last time I had this with someone. It’s really nice to be able to just be myself. Sometimes I get worried that people will expect me to be like the characters I play. I’m nothing like that in real life”.

“You’re so much more Rob”. You watched as his cheeks reddened slightly. He smiled then looked away.

“Thank you Mia”.

“Maybe we can .. have breakfast in the morning? I do want to see you again. I guess I just need to process all this. I don’t even know what it is”. You fidgeted with your hands feeling very awkward. But when you looked at Rob he was just smiling softly.

“Breakfast sounds great. We can ride together to the airport if you don’t mind going in the back way? I’d hate to be photographed with you and have you dragged into my world when you didn’t want to be”.

“I understand Rob. And no I don’t mind. I’d like to see Ross again anyway”. You smiled. “He reminds me of James Bond”.

“Don’t tell Ross that!” Rob laughed and put one hand on the door frame. “But yeah he does”.

“See you in the morning”. You touched Rob’s arm. “And thanks so much for the burger .. actually everything”.

“You’re welcome”.

Rob held the door open for you and watched until you were inside you room. Once the door closed you leaned up against it and tried to calm your breathing.

“This is crazy”. You said out loud. How could you possibly feel this comfortable with someone you’d only known for a few hours?

The hours that followed were difficult. You couldn’t sleep as the storm continued to crash outside. You’d closed the blinds but the lightening still flickered into the room. You hated being alone. You sat up clutching the soft quilt to your chest. You couldn’t …no that would be completely inappropriate. You shook your head. If you went to Rob’s door what did that mean? If you couldn’t even work it out then what did you expect from him?

“I’ll never see him again”. You whispered to yourself. “After this night .. never again”. You ran your hands through your hair. You were tired of being so god dammed perfect all the time. You never did anything crazy, never did anything without pre planning. You were always overthinking and analyzing things.

“To hell with it”. You pushed the covers back and without another thought, jumped out of the bed and headed across the hall to Rob’s room. You chewed on your bottom lip as you knocked loudly. Once, twice …nothing. You mentally slapped yourself. He was obviously sleeping.

“Mia?” Rob opened the door just as you had turned around to go back to your room. “Are you ok?”

You turned around and swallowed. He stood there only in black boxers. He was lean yet muscular with defined abs and a V that extended lower. You watched as his eyes took you in and it was only then that you realised you were wearing a soft pink cami which was probably far too sheer.

“Rob I .. did I wake you?”

“It’s ok. What happened?”

“I just .. I couldn’t sleep and ..” You felt yourself blush. “I just ..”

“Is it the storm?”

“Well yes and no”.

“Mia ..” Rob’s voice was almost a whisper. “Why are you here?”

“Because I …I just ..” You stammered as Rob took hold of your wrists, pulling you closer.

“Yeah?”

“I don’t want to think so much”.

“Then don’t”. Rob stared at you. “Do you want me Mia?”

“Yes .. do you want me?”

Rob smiled as he tugged on your arms. His hand went to the back of your neck before he leaned down to kiss you. Softly at first, then opened mouthed as his tongue founds yours.

“Rob ..” you pushed against his shoulders until he backed up against the wall. His hands found your waist as you kissed him like you life depended on it. Both of your moans filled the hallway as you started to rub against his body. His hands gripped your ass, encouraging you.

“Bedroom”. Rob panted as he moved back and picked you up. Your legs wrapped around his waist as he carried you inside, kicking the door closed. He waisted no time moving you to his huge kingsized bed and climbing over your body.

“Oh Rob”. You moaned as he kissed your collarbone before tracing the outline with his tongue.

“God I want you”. Rob whispered in your ear before he started to move lower, kissing your cleavage before sucking on your nipple through the satin material. “You’re so fucking gorgeous”. Your hands moved to the hem of your cami as Rob moved back so that you could pull the material off. As you laid back down you watched his eyes take in your naked body. He sat between your opened legs and bought his finger to his mouth, wetting it before bringing it to your nipple, tracing around it and watching it harden. You arched your back and he repeated it to the other nipple.

“Please”. You had no idea what you were begging for but Rob seemed to know as his mouth engulfed your breast. You cried out as he sucked then bought your nipple between his teeth gently. His mouth was now on your stomach, kissing down between your legs. You felt his fingers hook into the band of your lace panties before pulling them down and off your legs.

“Oh fuck”. Rob muttered as he looked between your parted thighs. “You’re so wet”. Before you could respond his mouth was kissing your inner thigh, then his fingers parted your folds as his mouth took you to heaven.

“Rob .. oh my god!”

Rob sucked on your clit as he eased a finger inside you.

“I’m close”. You moaned as your stomach started to coil. Your heart beat fast against your chest before you felt your vision blur. Your hands moved in between your parted thighs to find Rob’s hair and you tangled your hands in it as you screamed his name.

“Rob!”

You were vaguely aware that his mouth was kissing your hip then your stomach as you came down from your orgasm.

“You’re beautiful”. Rob muttered as his mouth enclosed on your nipple again.

“I want you”. You glanced at him.

“We can stop here if you want? Mia I don’t want you to think …”

“Make love to me Rob”. You smiled softly. “I want you”.

For a moment he stared at you, his eyes almost drinking you in before he captured your lips in a passionate kiss. You could taste yourself but it didn’t bother you. Your hands were tugging his boxers down and and then you felt him, completely naked against you. You reached between your bodies to stroke him and he groaned. He was much longer than you expected, but you spent a few minutes getting to know every bump and ridge on him.

“I need .. wait Mia”. Rob tried to move off you but you shook your head.

“I’m on birth control to .. help with my cycles”. You studied his face. “You’re ok? I mean .. I haven’t been with anyone for a long time. Are you ..?”

“Me? I’m clean Mia. I have to do Medicals often”. Rob paused. “I have one in my wallet though .. I can …”

“I just want to feel you. I trust you”.

“God Mia you’re killing me”. Rob kissed your forehead.

“Please Rob”

“Ok”. He parted your legs further and rubbed himself up and down your slit.

“Go slow”. You whispered. “It’s .. been a long time”.

“Of course”. Rob swallowed as he pushed inside your heat. He studied your face as he eased himself into your tight channel slowly.

“Oh my god”.

“You’re so tight”. Rob grunted as he looked down between your joined bodies. “You ok?”

“Yeah”.

“Can I .. keep going?”

“You’re not all the way in?” You felt full already.

“Half way”. Rob reached down to stroke your clit. “You’re so .. god I need to move”.

“It feels good”. You rocked your hips against him.

You watched as Rob sat back and gripped your hips with two hands as he pushed himself completely inside you. You willed yourself to relax because he was much longer than you’d had before. Once he was all the way in he started thrusting gently, his eyes drifting from your face to between your legs.

“God Mia”. His hands were on either side of your shoulders and he lent down to kiss your lips. “You’re so fucking perfect”. Your hands traced his back before moving to his hips, feeling the back and forth motion as he rocked gently.

“More”. You breathed against his neck. “Please Rob”.

You heard a groan and then felt him pull almost out of you before thrusting inside. He pulled back to look at your face before repeating the motion.

“Are you ok?”

“Yes .. I want you”. You pushed your hips up to meet his and you could see his resolve snap.

His hands moved underneath your knees as he held your legs open and started thrusting into you quickly. You tried hard to study him above your because god he was a sight that you never wanted to forget. Messy hair, a light sheen of sweat covering his chest .. and his expression. Head throw back, chewing on his bottom lip while he muttered a string of profanities. You wanted to watch him but your own pleasure was taking over.

His grunts and your moans filled the room along with the bed creaking and the sound of skin upon skin. Your senses were heightened and you were close to another orgasm.

“I can feel you ..” Rob panted. “You feel tighter .. you’re going to cum. God I want you too”.

“Yes Rob. Keep going!” Your hands covered your breasts as your whole body bounced on the bed as Rob pounded into you. He was close and you desperately wanted to finish with him.

“Come on my cock. Jesus I want to feel you”.

You screamed hearing the words come out of Rob’s mouth. Your body gripped him tight as he thrusted deeply inside of you and found his release with a shout of your name. Your arms wrapped around him, holding him as he continued to jerk inside of you. After a moment he moved up of your body slightly while your hands caressed his back.

He looked down at you and smiled softly before kissing your lips and rolling to the side. His hand gripped your hip as he eased himself out of you gently. When he heard you whine he pulled you into his arms.

“Come here”. Rob faced you and touched his nose against yours. “That was amazing. You were amazing”.

“I’ve never ..,felt that way before”. You smiled. “You made me feel so good Rob”.

“I aim to please”. Rob smirked and you laughed. You watched as Rob traced invisible circles across your shoulder as he looked deep in thought.

“What are you thinking about?”

“You”. Rob smiled. “Just you .. how easily we clicked, how beautiful and smart you are. How you make me feel .. how you just felt”.

You blushed and linked your fingers together. Lying with Rob in the aftermath of your lovemaking felt so right.

“It’s been awhile for me Rob”. You blushed and then smiled as Rob’s fingers brushed your cheek. “I just want you to know that I don’t .. do this. I don’t sleep with someone I’ve just met. The last person I was with was over a year ago”.

“Hey”. Rob pulled your chin up slightly so that you could look at him. “I sense that. Mia .. you don’t regret what just happened to you?”

“No!” You sat up clutching the sheet to you chest. “Please don’t think that. I just needed you to know that this is completely foreign to me. I’m just drawn to you .. You just make me feel alive”.

“Mia”. Rob cupped your face. “It’s ok. Just lie with me. We don’t have to explain anything .. I just want to lie with you”.

You watched as Rob eased the sheet away from your fingers. The material fell away leaving your naked breasts exposed. Rob’s hand found your cheek and moved gently downwards to your neck then to your cleavage.

“Just lie with me Mia. Forget everything else”.

You moved down and rested your head on his chest. His touch was so gentle as he traced the swell of your breast. You knew that he was right .. you didn’t need to talk right now. You just needed to be with him.

Neither of you slept that night. You made love once more just after midnight. This time you were on top while Rob held your hips. Your hands were on his chest and your heart swelled as he told you how beautiful you were. After that you both dozed off for a few hours before you were woken up to Rob’s hand in between your legs and his lips on your neck. He told you how he dreamed of you and woke up so hard that he had to have you again. You sensed a shift in him, like whatever dream he’d had must have turned him on because he was rock hard in your hand.

Rob ended up taking you from behind as you clung onto the bedhead. As he thrusted into you he told you that it was exactly how he’d dreamed. He bought you to orgasm countless times but it was something he said that made your heart clench.

“Don’t forget me”.

His words repeated in your head until your eyes filled with tears. You heard him call out your name behind you as he came, before he leaned over you to kiss your shoulder. You tried so hard not to cry but you couldn’t help it. Tears rolled down your face as the reality hit you .. he’d be gone soon. You were two different people. You didn’t fit into his world.

You felt Rob’s hand move your cheek to face him slightly as he kissed your lips. The second he did you felt his body tense.

“Mia are you crying?” Rob tried to pull out of you as gently as he could before moving to your side. He guided you to the bed facing him as he held you in his arms. “Did I hurt you? Was I too rough?”

“No Rob, you didn’t hurt me”.

“Please Mia .. what’s wrong? What did I do?”

“Rob …” you wiped at your face. “You didn’t do anything wrong”.

“Talk to me”.

“You said .. don’t forget me”. You sucked in a deep breath. “Rob, we’re never going to see each other again. I know that. But hearing you say it ..”

“Do you want to see me again?” Rob wiped your face. “I said that because .. being with me isn’t easy. Few can handle how my life is. To be honest it’s shit at times. I’m always traveling .. there are cameras in my face wherever I go. Stories are published that aren’t true .. family and friends get dragged into it too. I just .. I wasn’t sure”.

“Do you want to see me again Rob?”

“Of course I do! But my world isn’t yours Mia. I don’t want to hurt you”.

“Do you want to try?” You waited with baited breath.

“Yes I do Mia. But only if you think you can handle all of me”.

“Rob …” You kissed his lips. “I want that. I want all of you”.

Title - Confession Part 2

Pairings - Sy x reader

Summary - Sy returns home after his 6 month deployment.

Warnings - smut

You melted the moment you saw him walking through the airline terminal with Max. You let go of a breath you didn’t even realise you were holding. Max was home, Sy was home. The two most important people in the world were really home. You heart clenched the closer he got - 6 months of phone calls and the occasional FaceTime. 6 months of wondering if he was ok. 6 months of imagining this moment. And Max .. your brother had called you and told you that Sy had spoken to him, and he was happy for you both to get to know each other. His support meant everything to you.