all of forever somewhere alone as the wind i wait for the rain so i can melt into little sins of dreams in another world we speak in colors with a cinnamon flavor memory and time disordered magic heard from the lips of seashells path of forever dream state of desire in love with the last raindrop left without a kiss bed of dried up tears fancies fall of broken stars halfway to…
half past nowhere and never waiting for a moment lost, unmade, beautiful yet to be – black sky cold and tender melancholy me moments when the sky – deep shade of twilight and the wind whispers love words to the stars stars, glow and shine and their tears – entangled in moonbeams, free falling from the depths of my imagination where i am galaxies in my eyes castles in my…
i sit here with my cup of tea reading a poem she writes about her rainbow world and sunshine dreams yes, the rainbow is beautiful, dark clouds no longer hide the sun brighter day’s i am sad this does not make me happy is something wrong with me? am i broken? i like the rain i like the dark clouds as they hide the sun i like the gloom and dark of my beautiful rainy dreams i’m…
i walk as a shadow in the light of stars just out of reach i slip into the covers of your dreams vanishing to the touch of morning
What’s Perfect
perfect is like normal normal to one, is not to the other perfect to you, is not perfect to me, and what kind of perfect a perfect day a perfect job a perfect you a perfect me a perfect friend a perfect lover a perfect life how can anyone know what prefect is if we cannot agree on what kind of perfect you are thinking perfect friend and I’m thinking perfect day apple and oranges but does it…
i am nothing more than fragments of broken stars hiding between the raindrops of this erratic lonely place lost in the never-ending void of darkness my only comfort the demons in my head whispering – we love you lies – black holes sucking in everything that dares to come close but any love is better then no love looking at life through raindrops a drop less hope a drop more pain a drop no trust a…
today same as yesterday tomorrow same as today Will things ever go back to before? i want to believe – to have hope but i don’t everyone seems to think that 2021 will be better than 2020 – i think that is wishful thinking a wish that will not come true but that is just me and my melancholy thinking as i watch dark clouds cover the sun – the lightning flashes and the thunder booms and then the…
around and round i go the tick of the clock midnight here again in all its glory here i lay – a fit of pique while the monsters under my bed hum lullabies when the world disappears into the nothing of the night the emptiness wraps around me like a hug – i have learned to love my sadness i walked away from everyone made friends with the stars talk to the moon, laugh and cry with the…
around and round i go the tick of the clock midnight here again in all its glory here i lay – a fit of pique while the monsters under my bed hum lullabies when the world disappears into the nothing of the night the emptiness wraps around me like a hug – i have learned to love my sadness i walked away from everyone made friends with the stars talk to the moon, laugh and cry with the…
what good it does the heart – to know the true meaning of happy it is a very simple truth in my despair of what is to come, i forgot this truth – today i received a simple gift to some, they would think it is nothing – nothing special not expensive, just a little nothing gift – but to me it means the world my gift is from someone who loves me, has always loved me and always will someone i love…
if i could go back is a hopeless wish the past only lives in memories today is all there is confusion, madness, hate fear, sickness and death today i am scared and alone tomorrow went the way of yesterday – you look back on yesterday – and smile at the young you, remember the happy, hope, love – you look forward to tomorrow and wish for happy, hope, love all i have is today to sad to look…
once i am dust in dark a little sad, happy, and dust of stars – it’s not goodbye but simply the beginning without you nowhere to go no words to say walking towards dead dreams destination- not found with someone else it starts all over again like a revolving door i wonder – what if no one wants me because i don’t want me i am the longest relationship of my life and here i am –…
i do not trust love or this feeling we all call love always running in circles i want love, i look for love but when it finds me those voices in my head they start to whisper this is a mistake – it makes no sense – you can’t trust this feeling and i am off again running in circles my heart craves to feel a forever love – the kind that skips beats and leaves you breathless but my head knows love…
