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how will i know that i am good enough? that i am strong enough to press my soul against your knife? 。・*:・゚☆ *.☽ [Al - they/he, 25 - white ✡︎] 16+ to follow please!
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Pictures from haya.orouq on TikTok

My wonderful friend Haya is only 18 years old and trying to get her sick mother (a kidney failure patient) and the rest of her family evacuated from Gaza to Egypt. They barely survived an airstrike that blasted all the windows out of the house they were in when Israel attacked Deir al-Balah a couple days ago, and the situation is extremely desperate. Please if you can spare even the smallest amount to help them, it would mean the world to us!! ❤️🇵🇸❤️🇵🇸❤️🇵🇸❤️

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hi guys can i get help affording my rent this month

a series of catastrophic events happened lately which has made it so i wont be able to afford my rent this month so any kind of help would be appreciated. im currently $150 short. anything at all helps

c*sh*pp is $cobracat9000

dm for v*nmo/p*yp*l

thank you

okay well! just got hit with a $600 medical bill from going to the ER in december after being sick for 2 months straight and having them do nothing except tell me i had covid! cant afford this either especially on top of rent so any help would be appreciated

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updaaate and hopefully last post begging:

local mixed queer struggling BUT i got my tights and shoes coming for work in the mail and i have orientation saturday(feb 3rd)

i have some food and im good on hygiene necessities finally

my only ask rn is for my storage unit($91) some more catfood($15 approx) and transportation so i can earn a paycheck finally($60 for a month)

ty everyone who has helped me get this far between the move and setting up to save and get my own place again like ty

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hiii i start work next week but i have no bus fare and my storage unit is over due plz help if u can plz boost 🫀

hey yall this is rly losing traction and wasnt doing well to begin with

i wont get paid for another 3 weeks and by then my storage unit will get auctioned so plz help i rly dont wanna lose my stuff again like man it is draining to always lose everything u own every year or so

im rly tired of begging during black history month just so i can keep my things and get to my new job my goal is small so rly even a couple bucks goes a long way bus fare is $2 i dont always have

i dont start a training shift until feb 11th so i wont get paid until early march idk what else to add i dont want to lose everything again but w/e there are cats to fund

okay thank u to who sent the amount needed for catfood and my storage unit im rly like fragile and have been for a few years now so i take these struggles with layers of trauma super fucking hard so really thank u folks

i rly only wanna worry about transportation and food but bcuz the training isnt even starting until the 11th and its one shift a week until after training im mostly worried about consistently feeding myself

god why is life hard in the stupidest ways i wanna worry about meteors and fucking polar bear attacks

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If you're doing well financially, please consider making a small donation to help me pay my bills. I'm struggling a bit right now, dealing with chronic pain and fatigue, and got my food stamps cut off. Can only work part time ATM. Could use help buying food.

Please Reblog this post. Appreciate it.

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spnyuri

I don't think I've seen it mentioned on tumblr so I just wanted to direct some attention to Palestine Legal, a US-based organization that "protects the civil and constitutional rights of people in the U.S. who speak out for Palestinian freedom". If you or anyone you know has had their rights breached due to organizing for Palestine, they can help you get through it. Their work is in (free!) legal advice, policy advocacy, documentation of activist suppression, and education for activists.

If you are in the US, I highly recommend checking them out and supporting them, and keep them in mind if you run into any issues while standing for Palestine.

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Exciting news for the cute shark lovers of the world! We finally have a recorded sighting of a baby great white shark, likely only a few hours old.

The question of where great white sharks give birth still remains a mystery to this day but this footage may suggest the coasts of California, where the footage was taken, are a site where these sharks give birth.

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There's a post going around Tumblr about how if you're post-menopausal and have bleeding, you should get it checked by your doctor. I brought some minor bleeding I'd had up in a doctor visit earlier this year, prompted by that post, and this week, after a biopsy, I found out I have cancer. It's early stage and the survival odds at 5 years are 99%. I have an oncologist appointment and we may have caught it early enough that surgery alone will be sufficient treatment (no radiation/chemo).

So that post may have saved my life and it may have made my treatment a lot easier too.

If you get into menopause and then start bleeding again, really, get your reproductive innards checked out. The life you save may be your own.

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being a palestinian living in the west is so difficult because you could explain in thorough detail the hardship and suffering you and your family and all your friends families went through and are STILL going through while under occupation and white people at MOST will be like “oh well thank you for sharing your perspective!”

it’s NOT my “perspective”. it’s my reality and it’s my families reality and it’s every palestinians reality and every day we face the news of death and massacres. every day we lose loved ones. every day we sit as our voices are silenced by western media and israeli propaganda and we mourn our innocent loved ones who died at the hands of apartheid and occupation.

every time i return back to my homeland- i see posters of all the people israel has killed. i see posters on the streets and on the walls everywhere of men, women, and children who were killed for simply being born as themselves.

every time my family walks through our cities, my dad points at a poster of martyrs and goes “he was my friend. israel killed him. i miss him every day.”

we’d walk for hours and my dad would point to another poster and another poster and another poster and say “he was my friend. i miss him.” and it feels awful. my dad can never have that time with his friends again, and he can never go back without seeing another one of his friends faces on the walls of our cities.

it’s not just a “perspective”.

you need to understand that with every genocide israel is committing, we lose more and more every day. and just because we’re in the west doesn’t make what’s happening in palestine any less important.

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you too can piss off both the catholic church and cisfeminists at the same time by saying this one simple phrase: joan of arc is part of trans history

you've let in the vampire thank you. also most of this comes from leslie feinberg's transgender warriors which has a whole chapter on jeanne d'arc & which everyone should read imo!

so when i say "trans history" i do not mean that "trans" is a Real Thing that exists. we made up being "trans" and we cannot say that anyone in history is Objectively Trans, like its a fact we can prove. but we can say that people in history shared common experiences with trans and genderqueer people of today, and by linking them to our modern construct of transness we get a fuller picture of the human experience with gender diversity. also, and i cannot emphasize this enough: women afab can be trans. men amab can be trans.

but also, jeanne d'arc isn't just trans history because she crossdressed. the story often gets framed as her wearing men's clothes to fight in war, but its deeper than that! both from a secular trans sense and from a religious standpoint (which makes her an important figure for trans christians). & this gets compounded with the impetus in art to make sure jeanne d'arc looks appropriately feminine. which can be compared to the ways that, before fe/male impersonation had a queer connotation, male impersonators had to make sure that, even in drag, they always looked visibly cisfeminine.

on one level, regardless of gender, jeanne d'arc was oppressed by transphobia. she was the target of blatanly transphobic attacks for her gender expression. she was called a hommasse, a slur for masculine women, her crossdressing "contrary to Divine laws" and "abominable before God". while she was also a military threat, her trial was about her crossdressing- that was the crime that she was charged with after they failed to find evidence she was a pagan.

specifically, her claim that her wearing men's clothing and cutting her hair was a God-given command. and yes, part of that command was also going to war, but it does not seem like it was just "you have to wear men's clothing so you can fight." To Jeanne, crossdressing was its own command. She said she would rather die than stop, unless God told her to, and that "were [she] still so dressed and with the king and those of his party, it would be one of the greatest blessings for the kingdom of France."

Its claimed that she repented at first and was sentenced to life in prison as long as she started wearing women's clothing again, and that she later "relapsed" and started wearing men's clothing. some TERFs have argued that she had to wear men's clothing to avoid getting raped- but she was well known to be assigned female. The clothes she wore would not matter, given that she was famous enough that actual monarchs wanted her dead. And Jeanne said that she chose to start wearing men's clothing again which was compared to "a dog returning to its own vomit." And it was this that allowed them to burn her alive as punishment.

So on a second level, this is a lot more complicated than a normal cis woman wearing men's clothes to a specific end. Jeanne viewed her masculine gender expression as vital to her soul. It was used as the justification for killing her, so she quite literally chose to die rather than present as cisfeminine.

And on a third level, she didn't refuse to present cisfeminine to make a bold statement about the right of women to wear pants or go to war. She did it because it was God's command. And if Catholic canon matters to you at all, she is a canonized saint. The Church has given her a big ol blue checkmark in the sky. If Jeanne believed that crossdressing was its own command, and not just a means to an end, then she believed that genderqueerness is a holy command given by God. Which opens up a wonderful new trans-centric theology! It creates space within Catholicism (and anyone else who cares about Catholic saints) to view transness as a special role which comes from Divine blessing. And frankly, this cultural impact alone makes her part of trans history the same way plenty of cishet women are part of gay history because of their cultural impact on gay people.

And the best part is, we can say all of this and also see her as part of women's history! Because women's history, too, does not have to be exclusively about woman-born or woman-identified women. It can be about a larger cultural experience. And Jeanne d'Arc suffered because of transphobia which is always fundamentally misogynistic. I would argue it even makes sense to say her death involved transmisogyny in a very literal sense. The thing about transfeminism is that it can free us from the need to view personal identification with the role of "woman" as vital to feminism. Being a woman, in whatever sense, is certainly not unrelated to feminism, but one can be a feminist and have any kind of personal or communal relatonship with womanhood. Anyone can be inspired by the story of Jeanne d'Arc and her bold defiance of both misogyny and transphoba, no matter how she may have personally understood her gender.

funny how that terf didn't respond to this version where I explicitly lay out how transphobia is fundamentally misogynistic and talk about how there is no evidence Jeanne was crossdressing solely out of social need

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