I tried to change. Closed my mouth more, tried to be softer, prettier, less awake. Fasted for 60 days, wore white, abstained from mirrors, abstained from sex, slowly did not speak another word. In that time, my hair, I grew past my ankles. I slept on a mat on the floor. I levitated. Went to the basement, confessed my sins, and was baptized in a river. I got on my knees and said ‘amen’ and said ‘I mean.’

I whipped my own back and asked for dominion at your feet. I threw myself into a volcano. I drank the blood and drank the wine. I sat alone and begged and bent at the waist for God. I crossed myself and thought I saw the devil. I grew thickened skin on my feet, I bathed in bleach, and plugged my menses with pages from the holy book, but still inside me, coiled deep, was the need to know…Are you cheating on me?

Cheating? Are you cheating on me?

enlightedfairyteller

The song, the poem, the story, the visuals! Become a movie director I’m in tears. I was insecure over my body and had a breakdown last night but this made me feel better thank you so much, more people need to read this omg. How will this series end were only on the second chapter!

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bakugousbrat

Chapter One

“Intuition”

I tried to make a home out of you, but doors lead to trap doors, a stairway leads to nothing. Unknown women wander the hallways at night. Where do you go when you go quiet? You remind me of my father, a magician…able to exist in two places at once. In the tradition of men in my blood, you come home at 3 a.m. and lie to me. What are you hiding? The past and the future merge to meet us here. What luck. What a fucking curse.

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enlightedfairyteller

@bakugousbrat can you confirm?

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ginazmemeoir

it’s the 21st day of the 21st year of the 21st century.

you can only reblog this today.

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bakugousbrat

@wwesdiamond let me use your account if this one gets eXceEdED too

enlightedfairyteller

Otay