It’s not that easy.. I don’t want you to be disappointed or hurt.. i dont want to hurt anyone..
"I feel disappointed when you don't tell me. You don't understand that I want to help you... Forget about hurting me and tell me what is wrong." The artist frowned. He was being stern now.
I don’t think he wants you to know.. so he doesn’t talk about it.. he only purges when we are gone..
"Of course he would... That's usually how it works. But he should understand that if I'm to help him, he needs to tell me what's wrong." He said, crossing his arms.
How handwriting is really pretty! When did you learn to write in cursive??
"I was really young... Elementary school. I don't remember what grade. I just know it always stuck with my. Very elegant." He said, smiling a little bit.
My dad purged again.. i heard him..
"I... always try talking to him. It doesn't work. But I will try again." The artist sighed. He looked tired.
"Happy Birthday, Sebastian!~" The artist chuckled, wrapping his arms around the male. He'd already given him one surprise. He couldn't wait to give him the rest of a good day.
sei a conoscenza del fatto che il tuo ragazzo muore di fame? Sapevi che è svenuto al lavoro 3 giorni fa? è tutto scritto nel suo diario. sta peggiorando e tu non ci fai niente.
"I am aware of the situation. I have talked to him.... He always goes back to how he is now." The artist sounded irritated. He didn't know how to help, and he was much more annoyed by the pointing out of his failure.
Do you.. still take drugs?
"You are my lover and an ex cop... The last person I'd want to lie to." He mumbled. Stefano paused for a moment, thinking. "Only when it is... Necessary. I do get panicked a lot, especially from flashbacks and there are certain things that calm me." He explained.
Mr. Valentini do you have favourite artists? You like their work in a way people like your arts? And another question. Do you have favourite artists who made arts about you?
"I do quite enjoy Picasso and Da Vinci. The Renaissance had wonderful works. Though I do like some modern art, those are my favorites." He said, smiling as he thought about this. His normally blank and uncaring eye lit up with passion. Then he hummed. "With me as the subject? I do not have a favorite. I enjoy all art of me... And I'm always looking for more." Stefano hummed.
Stefanooooooooo can I see your handwriting? Pleaseeeeee
"My handwriting can be sharp and messy or neat and cursive. I do prefer my more elegant style of writing, though." He hummed.
ho trovato il diario alimentare di Sebastian. sembra che abbia perso di nuovo peso.
Stefano nodded. "I am aware of that, but thank you for the information nonetheless." He said, huffing. The artist worried for his lover.
Have you ever tried drugs?
"Yes... I'm sure when we're young we all choose to experiment with things we shouldn't." The artist said, looking to the side. His eye was blank ad usual, though his mouth was in a tight frown.
If Sebastian suddeny came out as asexual, would you mind? I see many people cheat on their partner, just because they want to get fu*ked and their partner obviously couldn’t gove them that.
Stefano shook his head. "No, I wouldn't mind. If Sebastian is uncomfortable with it, or doesn't desire it then I won't push him to do it. After all, I can pleasure myself..." He said, crossing his arms. The artist seemed to think a little bit to himself after answering.
Mr. Valentini. Have your teeth always been this straight or did you wear braces??
"For a short period of time, I did have to wear braces. After, however I managed to keep my teeth this way... They add to my elegance." He said, smirking. This seemed to be something he was particularly proud of. Of course, Stefano's appearance was always something he kept up.
No. I’m not gonna share him and im not gonna love another person at the same time. I’m really not into these things.
"And there we have our answer. I figured you'd say that." Stefano hummed, looking at the ex detective. "But... We still need to work on your jealousy. Basic acts of kindness don't mean someone's hitting on me." He said.
"It would seem that a certain detective needs to learn to share. Polyamory is far from restrictive. He may find that it grants HIM as many benefits as it would YOU... possibly more." ((The Nurse Within 💚💙 ))
Stefano chuckled softly. "A poly would mean we'd have to find someone we both loved... And even then it's still a large debate about whether or not he even wants that." He said, resting his chin on his hand. "I'd never want to pressure him into something that he didn't want... I might bring it up, but if he denies there's no need to talk about it." He shrugged.
“I’m sorry..” he sighed. “I can’t stop feeling so.. jealous.”
"I know... It's cute.~ But we do need to work on it, I suppose." He said softly, rubbing Sebastian's arm. He kissed his hands. "I love you.~"
What should i do if i have strong urges to self harm and kill myself?
"I can only suggest things to do. If you have urges to self harm, some things you can do are rip up paper, write out your feelings, draw out your feelings. If you have non toxic markers, one thing I do is draw on my skin." He hummed. Stefano thought for a second, tapping his chin. "If you have an urge to kill yourself, talk to a friend, listen to music, etc. Do something that would take your mind off of it in a healthy way." He explained.
