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Days seem sometimes as if they'll never end

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She/Ze | '98 | Bi | Canada | Capricorn | INFP | Slytherin | I write | pfp by @Quinny_il on twt
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pinterest showed me some screenshots of posts that gave me the concept for an au where both harry and ron are sorted slytherin & draco is just slightly less rude in the first book. i could go into why i think this makes a lot of sense for ron but i won't. i've affectionately dubbed them the platinum quartet in my head and they will not leave me the fuck alone

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soul eater au where harry is a scythe-type demon weapon with a grigori soul who was trained specifically to be dumbledore's weapon even though their wavelengths aren't really compatible . he grows up thinking that the entire process for him is supposed to be naturally painful for both him and his meister bc his encounter w voldemort as a baby damaged his soul . this is why he avoids being wielded by his friends cz he doesn't want to hurt them either so he has been exclusively wielded by dumbledore ever since .

but then shit happens where he is trapped somewhere with scythe meister draco malfoy and they HAVE to pair up this one time or theyre COOKED . so they do the thing and harry braces himself for the familiar pain but then ,,, it never comes ??? it felt quite nice actually, like theyre in synch with each other ,,, huh

"of course we feel in synch, potter, our wavelengths are somehow bloody compatible . didnt they teach us this in class or were you too busy goofing off with the weasel ?"

"don't call him that ! and idk dumbledore always said all pairings with me is supposed to hurt no matter the compatibility because voldemort damaged my soul"

"... what"

and that's how harry figured out that dumbledore has been lying to him the entire time to keep him in check 👍

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amomorii

Recharging 🔋

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Their cat is called Treacle and both he and Harry make it their life's mission to drag Draco away from doing the taxes

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sowoyp

“Mr. Potter, that gesture may be sweet and touching but please remember you two are in class and not in your own world. I do not tolerate sleeping in class so please wake Mr. Malfoy up. I’ll see the both of you in my office after class.” - Professor McGonagall

(scene inspired from wzxz/fake slackers 🥺🫶)

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pontah

been in drarry hell for 5 months now and i still get whiplash from the range

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feyascorner

Astarion definitely gains a bit of weight when he meets Tav, and he's so proud of it.

He's still lean, but he has a lot more meat on his bones than he did before since Cazador would keep him bordering on starvation to keep him from becoming too powerful. Being with Tav lets him feed on a regular basis, not just from them, but also in battle. He never goes to bed hungry anymore, even if you have the woozy feeling of being bloodless each morning. He doesn't worry about this much in the beginning, but once he becomes more attached to you, he does start to feel a bit---off, to say the least.

"Perhaps I shouldn't drink from you today, darling. You looked tired this morning."

You blink at his words. "I'm okay, though. I was just dizzy for half an hour."

"Precisely. We face a constant threat of death every day," his shoulders sink. "I'd rather my hunger not be the reason you're not at your best and cost you an injury. Even worse, your life."

"Since when do you care about that?"

He doesn't know. He doesn't know when he started to rely on your presence each night, or when his eyes naturally drew to you even amidst a battlefield, but it's too late to ponder on that now. He's not sure what you are to him, but he knows you can't die. Not as long as he remains on the face of Faerun.

"Since today."

It's been weeks, actually, but he doesn't mention that.

You eye him inquisitively before shaking your head. "You don't have to worry about things like that."

"But--"

"Drinking my blood also makes you more powerful, no? If you didn't have me to drink from, you're also more likely to get hurt," you reply, baring your neck. "It goes both ways."

"I'm immortal, if I'm careful-"

You hush him. He doesn't need to say it out loud for you to understand what he's saying. "I want to keep you safe too."

With a hesitant pause, Astarion finds himself offering you a grin that's a tad less perfect than it usually is. You offer him one back, and he lowers his lips to your neck, gently placing his hands around his waist and mouthing the skin on your throat. He hopes it soothes the pain, if anything.

He decides then that he'll use the strength you give him to repay you for the kindness he most certainly does not deserve.

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Having a traumatic childhood means you cannot talk even objectively about your basic foundational experiences without it being "venting", even if you're not actually venting. You just straight up have a huge chunk of your life you can't talk about, full stop, without it being trauma dumping.

And it not being socially acceptable to talk about your own childhood is super alienating. Sometimes people want to know why, and any answer you can give them is going to be off putting.

It's to the point I get irritated when something I said is framed as venting when I'm literally just talking about my life experiences, doing my best to keep emotion out of it.

when I was in high school, I overheard two older students talking about a friend of theirs.

One of them said something like, "it doesn't bother me that [Friend] was in residential mental health treatment, I just wish they wouldn't talk about it ALL the time".

The other replied, "Well, that was all of last year for them. So when they say 'when I was in treatment,' it's like when you say 'last year'."

I try to remember that any time someone says something that sounds Shocking to me. sometimes one person's scary special crisis is another person's last year.

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