I am one of those boys
who have loved other boys;
tasted blood, the way I
have tasted his skin,
leaving bruises like
kiss marks - on his neck,
behind his ear, on his fingers,
cock - the gun; some corridors
forget classroom lessons,
textbooks have empty pages
so we can write stories, unbound.
I am one of those boys
who have kissed other boys -
caffeine, nicotine, his name,
how can my lungs contain
all the words from his mouth?
Galaxies, he said; ocean, I said -
my chest was not expanding in
silence; it was in constant motion,
crashing, how can disaster
be a person so beautiful?