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@ruined-by-destiel / ruined-by-destiel.tumblr.com

never forget to love yourself first.
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Anonymous asked:

I'm the anon who sent the last ask.

I cried while reading your answer, first of all I'm so sorry about your uncle. May he rest in peace.

I relate to you so much. I don't wanna dump things on you when you already have your plate full but I just need you to know that I understand what you're going through, trust me I do. Please don't believe that you're never be happy, saying this to you feels like I'm being a hypocrite because I think the same way, but I also try to tell myself everyday that things can change eventually, we will not always be stuck like this, it's soooo hard to keep hope when nothing ever changes but you saved me once, as stupid as that sounds, reading your fics once saved me and gave me a distraction from life, and that's why I keep checking up on you from time to time because I'll be damned if I let you think that you're "not loved". You are!!

It's hard to comfort someone when you think exactly like them so I'm sorry if this just made you feel worse or if it didn't help at all. I'm soo bad at putting my thoughts into words. I know that when you're in this situation it's really hard to listen to someone say "everything is gonna be alright" and actually believe it. It's not that easy and I wish there was some way I could help with the pain.

You are so important to me. And I'm sorry that you're hurting. But I believe in you. And I know that you'll get through this. We'll do it together. We just have to take one step at a time. Hang in there friend, I'm right there next to you 💛

torn-and-frayed answered:

This didn’t make me feel worse at all. In fact, I kind of needed this right now. I wish I had some huge like, super wise and intuitive answer for both of us. But I don’t. What I can say is that I’m so glad that something small that I did helped you so much. That actually makes me feel like I’ve done something good in my trash heap of a life so far. And I don’t feel like you’re dumping on me at all. If anything, I dumped on you. I apologize for that. It’s all just kind of coming out at random times. Especially with anon asks. That’s the second time I’ve kinda dumped on someone. I need to keep that in check.

I also wanna tell you that if you’re comfortable coming off anon, my dm’s are always open to talk. If you want someone to talk to, I’m here for you. No judgment. If you aren’t comfortable that’s fine too, but please know you don’t have to be afraid or nervous around me at all. Plenty of people who talk to me on a regular basis can tell you I’m a pretty harmless dork. @impalaimagining @plaid-lover-bay25 @ruined-by-destiel @percywinchester27 @mrswhozeewhatsis are all people who I think can vouch for who I truly am lol

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#she’s only a little crazy lol#but then aren’t we all#all the hugs for both of you#❤️❤️❤️#my friends#steph
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50 Things Ben Edlund was Responsible for in Supernatural

  1. Bela Talbot.
  2. A more profound bond.
  3. Demons used to be human.
  4. The concept of the antipossession tattoo (with Sera Gamble.)
  5. Sam and Dean as Jared and Jensen as Sam and Dean.
  6. A giant teddy bear with an existential crisis.
  7. “Explaining freedom to angels is a bit like teaching poetry to fish.”
  8. A game of Sorry.
  9. A black market in supernatural artifacts.
  10. Future!Cas.
  11. A black and white episode.
  12. Dean Winchester the P.A.
  13. Ronald Resnick and the “mandroid.”
  14. “Bad Day at Black Rock.”
  15. Sam losing his shoe.
  16. Crowley.
  17. A Castiel-centric episode primarily from Castiel’s point of view.
  18. The giant jaws of Leviathan.
  19. The End!verse.
  20. Castiel the seraph.
  21. “Wishful Thinking.”
  22. “If there’s a key there must be a lock.”
  23. Victor Henkriksen.
  24. “On the Head of a Pin.” 
  25. Episodes about wishes being granted
  26. Jeffrey and his demon.
  27. “Monster Movie.”
  28. Dean, a fairy, and “Space Oddity.”
  29. Alastair singing “Cheek to Cheek.”
  30. “Freedom is a length of rope; God wants you to hang yourself with it.”
  31. “Abandon All Hope.”
  32. Vampirates.
  33. Some of the ingredients of the Leviathan weapon.
  34. “The End.”
  35. Famine.
  36. Young lovers cannibalizing each other.
  37. “I’m Batman.” “Yeah, you’re Batman.”
  38. The idea for the commercial in “Changing Channels.”
  39. Present Dean and Future Dean.
  40. “There is no will. No wrath. No God.”
  41. The Ghostfacers.
  42. “The Man Who Would Be King.”
  43. Balthazar.
  44. The idea of an episode about fairy tales (“Bedtime Stories”)
  45. “The French Mistake.”
  46. Aaron and his Golem.
  47. Biggerson’s.
  48. Dean’s turducken sandwich. (“I think you pissed off my sandwich.”)
  49. The Ghostfacers theme song.
  50. “It was averted by two boys, an old drunk, and a fallen angel. The grand story. And we ripped up the ending and the rules and destiny, leaving nothing but freedom and choice.”

Notes: With two exceptions, all of these are things for which he either has screen credit, or has been given credit by someone who works on the show. (The exceptions are Balthazar and Victor Henriksen.) Of course, the credit for all of these is not solely his; these are all things that originated fully or partly from his ideas and/or his scripts but a lot of work from a lot of other people went into making it into the show–and things like End!verse have been hugely expanded upon and developed by the fandom. And it should go without saying that this is far from a comprehensive list.

#supernatural#ben edlund
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Destiel prompt from Twitter; kissing each other to prove there’s nothing there, even though, it’s a lie, and the kiss proves it (from this prompt list)

“I’m just saying that I don’t think you’d get this defensive if there really wasn’t anything between you two -”

“There isn’t, and I’m not getting defensive!” Dean argues, decidedly defensively.

“Methinks the lady doth protest too much,” Sam offers with a shrug and a smirk.

Staring down into the open grave the boys are in, Castiel glances between the brothers and tilts his head, wondering if perhaps by a different angle, he may better understand what their expressions mean.

“We’re bonded or whatever - that’s it, man! There’s nothing else going on!”

“I’m not even saying there is anything ‘going on,’ I’m just saying there could be, and if that were something you wanted -”

“I’m not qu -”

“I know, I get it, I hear you, humor me for a second, okay? All I’m saying is just - if there were something between you two, and you wanted there to be something ‘going on,’ where there is currently nothing ‘going on,’ I just think you should, hypothetically go for something rather than settling for the nothing, because, personally, I think there is something there, and you could have a great thing going if that were what you wanted.”

“Even if - which I don’t - I’m not - listen, though, okay? I’m not, and I don’t want that - not that there’s anything wrong with it, or something, just - even if that were the case, Cas isn’t like that. He’s not a being that experiences shit like that -”

“I’m telling you you’re wrong, Dean! The way he stares at you -”

“He stares at everyone!”

“Do I?”

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#YOOOOOOOO#THIS IS SOME GOOD SHIT RIGHT HERE#destiel#dean winchester#castiel#spn imagine
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Greek Mythology: Unfortunately, Zeus was horny.
Norse Mythology: Unfortunately, Loki was bored.
Egyptian Mythology: Unfortunately, Set was envious.
Japanese Mythology: Unfortunately, Susanoo was rude.
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labelleizzy

Diné mythology:

Unfortunately, Coyote had “a good idea”.

Celtic Mythology:

Unfortunately you pissed off the Fae

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theinfiknight

Hindu mythology:

Unfortunately, another asura managed to obtain a boon from Bramha/Vishnu/Shiva

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little-urban-witch

I love how everyone’s mythology has some variation of “And then there was This Asshole”

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torn-and-frayed

😂 literally since this whole dumpster fire started I’ve been having dreams about Jensen again.

And no they’re not SEXUAL ones they never are. Like we’re just chilling in like restaurant or bars or breweries drinking and hanging out like 2 drunk bestie idiots, much like our con interactions but slightly more personal. And Jack and Antony were there because I may or may not be developing certain proclivities toward them too. Whatever. Shut up.

Then I wake up to that video from Laz Alonso and it was like literally the same place from my dream? And he was wearing the same red t-shirt? Weird, right? Like normally he’s wearing a flannel cuz he’s a weirdo who wears flannel in the dead of summer in Austin. But no. I dream of him in a red t-shirt in Toronto.

I might’ve screamed.

@ruined-by-destiel @deandaydreaming @plaid-lover-bay25 @percywinchester27 y’all have thoughts on this mess? I’m done with me.

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My initial reaction was “damn I wish I was best friends with Jensen” and then I remembered you essentially already are 🤣🤣 and I LOVE it

#my friends#steph
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tributeofasgard

the supernatural fandom is like a dumpster on fire. once in a while we all gather around it to warm our gremlin hands up and discuss what’s happening. your sleeve starts burning. everyone laughs hysterically. now everything’s on fucking fire. you want to leave. you can’t.

#oop
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starrypawz

In Elmo’s voice: “I only had three lines!”

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mydesignispeople

Okay but please watch the whole video. It’s just over a minute.

1. Robin Williams making off-the-cuff jokes that are definitely not Sesame Street appropriate.

2. The slow zoom in on Elmo’s face at the end.

3. Robin Williams

[working link]

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weasley-detectives

Robins Williams’ laughter in the background is the most heartwarming, mood lifting thing I have ever heard.

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theimprobabledreamersworld

This is literally the best thing to see first thing after I wake up 😊

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ruined-by-destiel

No matter how many times I see this it always makes me laugh 😂😂

#funny#seasame street#robin williams#elmo
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