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Hey Monique ! Sorry if this is a silly question but what are practicals? I’m really glad it sounds like you’re doing well overall, I hope they go well and the excitement overrides the nervousness in the end :)

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Hii love, I’m a student teacher so my practicals is spending five weeks at a school, teaching my lessons and working with a teacher as mentor- though basically it’s working as a teacher’s assistant without getting paid lol

I used to work full time as teacher’s assistant while studying online until I had to take a break due to my health so I think that’s where the nerves come in, I’ve been missing working with the kiddies but I’m scared my health is going to start acting up again bsjdnxi

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hii my loves, how is everyone doing? had a rough week ngl, but my practicals are starting next week and i'm excited to see the little humans but also very nervous- i'm also finally working with a doctor willing to help and figure out what's going on in my body so i'm hopeful for the first time in a while about that

is everyone good? <3

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this is not what was meant for me this body, this mind, this life i’m a stranger in here somewhere behind all that decaying hope and pounds of empty flesh that agony and fear my spirit cries for what could’ve been it spends every second longing, begging for release it fears what it needs, what has to change is too much, too daunting, too drastic it’s convinced death would be easier i was not made for this please can someone hear me? i wasn’t made to be

~what is harder? living or dying

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ibis-radish

I don't have any glasses for the eclipse someone relay it to me when it happens

sun, less sun, less sun, less sun, less sun, less sun, less sun, less sun, less sun, less sun, less sun, less sun, less sun, less sun, less sun, less sun, less sun, less sun, less sun, less sun, less sun, less sun, less sun, less sun, less sun, no sun :(

more sun, more sun, more sun, more sun, more sun, more sun, more sun, more sun, more sun, more sun, more sun, more sun, more sun, more sun, more sun, more sun, more sun, more sun, more sun, sun again

It's like I'm there

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velvetcloxds

ENSUE | E. M

  • word count: 2k
  • warning: can confidently say that this is officially the last part of this series, it's been an emotional rollercoaster for sure, reader gets injured, shitty men in the workplace
  • summary: you manage to injure yourself after a confrontation with your father and the new manager and eddie finds you hiding in his bedroom instead of your usual spot, seems you've got a lot to talk about now that the dust has settled
  • previous chapter | series masterlist
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sheraayasher

Happiest birthday to my first love of tumblr @velvetcloxds

Thank you for existing and putting your work out there and for being the sweetest human being. I am so grateful to be called your friend and I shall cherish our online friendship forever. I hope you are taking care of yourself and I hope you achieve all your goals. I love you <3

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velvetcloxds

ZOZO ILY

thank you, you’re literally too hard on yourself, any lovely message from you is appreciated no matter the day- i appreciate you so much <33

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I’m so so sorry I failed you I have your birthday on April 4 on my calendar I’m so sorry 😭😭😭😭

HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY MONIQUE <333 you are so cool and I look up to you a lot. I hope this year is better and you laugh a lot more. I wish you all the happiness the universe has to offer I love you <33

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omg bestie it’s totally fine, honestly it’s just a day, ily ily ily, thank you for being the sweetest ever <33

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happy birthday my love 🥳 i hope you’ve had the most amazing day!!!!!!! i’m sorry i wasn’t able to get that request out but just know aaron would’ve made your day feel oh so special, and would’ve done everything to make sure you know how loved you are 🥹🫶🏻💓 i love you tons!!!!!

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omg bestie that’s totally fine don’t even stress about- thank you so much for the message, ily <33

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omg bestie did i miss your bday?! i haven't been on here these last few days forgive mee! happy birthday!!

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girl you’re fine dw, it’s today still and usually i’d make a sleepover or something but it has been busy busy busy- thank you bestie <3

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i have wavy hair hehe i never really took care of it until now 🫣 im glad you’re alright bestie! And happy birthday to your dog :D it’s my dog’s birthday too! I hope he has a pawesome birthday 🥳

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oo i love that, you give off curly girl vibes so it makes sense- i got a big chop today, like shoulder length which isn't super short but it's definitely an adjustment

aww what are the odds, hope you gave him extra smooches <3

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look at the birthday boy! he’s a whole five years old today, though he’ll be my baby forever <33

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