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Help Me and My Family With Billing and Returning to School

Hello. My name is Jessica. I am a 30 autistic asexual Hispanic woman who is currently working on a Master's degree in Professional and Creative Writing. I usually do not do this, but I really need help.

A few months ago, my family and I moved upstate and bought our first home after living in apartments every since I was born. We lived in public housing for twenty years until a miracle happened and we were able to get a home which I am striving for it to be our forever home where we will be safe and happy.

A lot of things happened recently:

The new bills we have to pay plus paying for mortgage has taken a toll on us.

Due to mental and emotional health issues, I messed up my last semester and I have a debt of $6,300.00 US dollars as of this day (4/12) will go to collections since I didn't have the $523 to do a payment plan.

My grandmother passed away weeks ago and with sudden financial decisions, we had to cut down on a lot of expenses.

Currently, I am working in a part-time job that I use my checks to pay for my bills and to help pay my family's bills. With my deteriorating self-esteem and increased stress, it is difficult for me to support my family.

Please help me so that my family and I won't be homeless. I need money to pay off my debt so I can continue my education, finish my degree, and maintain a more stable life.

My goal is $10,000. $6,300 will pay off my college debt while the rest will be used to pay our bills and mortgage. Please share and support however you can. I am also going to look into doing commissions.

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GOAL: 20/10,000

#personal#emergency#help needed#fundraising#I cry every day now and I ran out on options#please help and share this however you can
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Help Me and My Family With Billing and Returning to School

Hello. My name is Jessica. I am a 30 autistic asexual Hispanic woman who is currently working on a Master's degree in Professional and Creative Writing. I usually do not do this, but I really need help.

A few months ago, my family and I moved upstate and bought our first home after living in apartments every since I was born. We lived in public housing for twenty years until a miracle happened and we were able to get a home which I am striving for it to be our forever home where we will be safe and happy.

A lot of things happened recently:

The new bills we have to pay plus paying for mortgage has taken a toll on us.

Due to mental and emotional health issues, I messed up my last semester and I have a debt of $6,300.00 US dollars as of this day (4/12) will go to collections since I didn't have the $523 to do a payment plan.

My grandmother passed away weeks ago and with sudden financial decisions, we had to cut down on a lot of expenses.

Currently, I am working in a part-time job that I use my checks to pay for my bills and to help pay my family's bills. With my deteriorating self-esteem and increased stress, it is difficult for me to support my family.

Please help me so that my family and I won't be homeless. I need money to pay off my debt so I can continue my education, finish my degree, and maintain a more stable life.

My goal is $10,000. $6,300 will pay off my college debt while the rest will be used to pay our bills and mortgage. Please share and support however you can. I am also going to look into doing commissions.

p4yp4l

g34unDm3

GOAL: 20/10,000

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subukunojess

GOAL: 70/10,000

Thank you so much for those who reblogged/supported so far! Trying to keep positive and healthy, but I'm still going to put this up and reblog as much as I can.

#Reblog#Personal Reblog#Help Needed
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Okay so once in a while I play Pokemon Legends Arceus (I finished the 2nd boss I think) and I’m genuinely surprised with Pokemon ZA coming but also felt like it would come… so I’ll throw something in:

What if at the beginning of the game, Zygarde itself greets you? Kinda like:

Arceus: Welcome, Random Child #2. I brought you here because a legendary requested help to send you into the past.

Player: But why are you here? Surely there are other time traveling Pokemon.

Arceus: My first initial is in the title. Now, here’s the one who needs your help.

*A giant Zygarde just comes into view at full screen roaring, scaring the player.*

Zygarde: Listen up, punk. I’m in charge of keeping the earth balanced. I need you to go in there, get every Pokemon in the region, and make sure that the humans don’t mess the ecosystem up more than usual. Got it? Good. Go get em! *just throws the player into Past Lumiose City*

#Pokemon#pokemon legends z a#pokemon legends#Arceus#zygarde#random silly stuff#doubting this would happen but manifesting it#Pokemon legends za
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Down The Rabbit Hole Bingo

(Note: The orders from another menu will still be delivered)

Dearest Customers,

The butcher establishment is opening a special menu as The Online Service currently being made.

Down the rabbit hole bingo is all about the strangest, the good, the bad, and the magical things from all over the world. From a foreign tale to a love story of the century, or the things that crawled all over the online world.

Below listed is a possible trigger warning and their codeword, so could avoid it when needed to:

  • Upsetting historical events--for example; a death from a plague (Codeword: Rotten Rodent BBQ)
  • Graphic depiction of violence--For example; Description of a scar (Codeword: Wounded Steak Flesh)
  • Dead Dove themes--For example; Rape/non-con, autocannibalism (Codeword: Chicken’s fried head)
  • Disturbing fictional themes--For example; novel about scalping the native, a lyric that has described disturbing things (Codeword: Roadkill Soup)
  • Romantic themes; you know what to expect (Codeword: Waltzing cats)
  • Dark Themes; Murder, robbery, and many more (Codeword: Nightly Owl’s eyes)
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subukunojess

Yet another delicious menu idea from a very unique blog and bingo! Any writers or creators interested, check this out!

#Random Reblog#fanfiction#fanfiction event#bingo#fanfic bingo#Down The Rabbit Hole Bingo#Dark themes#multifandom bingo#multifandom event#thebutcherbingo#Check this cool thing out!
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elli-vally-aaaaaaa

LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!!!! 😭😭😭😭✨️💗✨️💗

#Random Reblog#five nights at freddy's#five nights at freddy's 2023#golden freddy#abby schmidt#awww#even though my feelings for FNAF fluctuate over time#One of the few things that did not change for me is Golden Freddy being one of my favorites#I just like the Goldie and Abby friendship going on canon and fanon wise#It fits both the found family and the cool actually op and scary character befriending someone innocent tropes
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Fuck it, BORROWER PHANDROW HEADCANON TIME!!!

Also I'm gonna write the Woodrow and Sweetlopek reuniting thing soon dw, just gonna get out some phandrow for the people who came for it :]

  • They "meet" around the time of the events of the Phantom show, Sweetlopek brings Woodrow along with himself and Dryad because he doesn't wanna leave Woodrow alone on pallet prime
  • Woodrow first sees Phantom from out of Sweet's pocket (Phantom himself none the wiser that there was a small plus one), and Woodrow was... intimidated by Phantom at first so to speak, reminder that Phantom is FOURTEEN FEET TALL while Woodrow is only a few inches
  • Phantom eventually finds out about the pint-sized stowaway (probably by accident) and decides to try and introduce himself! Unfortunately however he casts a large comical shadow over Woodrow and manages to scare the living daylights out of him, and Woodrow ends up fainting.
  • Phantom ends up running-...er...floating? To Sweetlopek worried he's killed Woodrow or something.

OKAY MEETING DONE TIME FOR SHIPPY STUFF WOOO

  • Phantom would be VERY fascinated by Woodrow, and just the concept of borrowers in general! He'd probably ask a lot of questions about what it's like to be so small
  • Phantom is always careful whenever handling Woodrow (holding him, letting him ride around in his pocket or something, ect) due to being a larger Rabbid and Woodrow being so small and fragile, Woodrow is quick to reassure Phantom that he'll be okay though! He's survived worse (cough cough, being practically trampled into a pancake)
  • He has a TON of pet names for Woodrow! Two of which being "My little poet" and "My pocket muse"
  • SPEAKING OF POCKETS: Phantom would 100% let Woodrow ride around in his pocket most of the time, he'd probably even put some cotton in there to make it more comfy! Also he's probably carry him around in a purse like some celebrities do with their dogs lmao
  • If Phantom can coax him into it, Woodrow would probably try reading some of his poems to Phantom, who in turn would try and protect the both of them from any misfortune that would come their way, which Woodrow is very grateful for
  • Phantom would also try and sing for Woodrow! But he'd be careful about it, Woodrow is small meaning he is more sensitive to loud noises, so phantom would be sure to lower his voice when singing to his little audience (begging the question, does Phantoms gramophone have something to change the volume with?
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Hello, fellow fan of all things Woodrow, Phantom, Borrowers, and looking up random facts. I don’t know how accurate the following would be but I wanted to share what I found out:

And this from the article:

According to this, gramophones got volume control when they got more electrical and took out the horn. You could say that since Phantom is part ghost, maybe his gramophone is supernatural and can do things that normal gramophones can’t. At least for one of my AUs, I have it so Phantom’s gramophone is a blend of classics with modern technology aka Gramophone with Bluetooth functions lol. Hope this helps in general!

#Random Reblog#phandrow#ts woodrow#phantom of the bwahpera#Tom Phan#Borrower Woodrow AU#headcanons#gramophone#phonograph#music history is so interesting
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This mother has lost all of her children at once by Israeli air strikes. She refuses to wash her hands when people tell her to because she doesn't want to lose the last real thing she has left of them.

"My kids are gone. My kids are gone, people. God take care of them please, I can't bear this anymore." Then at the end she asks if all of their bodies have been brought to the hospital, she says: "Did they bring mohammed? Where is he?"

How does a person just go on after this? Demand a ceasefire now. Don't stay silent, reblog amd repost and do everything you can to make this genocide stop!

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Eating At The Butcher - SubukuNoJess - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
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Title: Eating At The Butcher

Name of Dish: A Self Aware Fox and Raven Teriyaki with a cup of Chamomile Tea

Prompt: Free Space

Fandom(s): Original Work, Nightmare Before Christmas, Mario + Rabbids, The Muppet Show, & Copacabana (Song)

Genre(s): Humor, Fluff, and Dark

Rating: Teen and Up Audiences

Relationships: Tony/Lola, Original Characters & Original Characters

Content Warnings: Macabre/Dark topics, blood mention, hospital mention, mention of a bullet wound, mentions of eating people, Implied Hurt-No-Comfort, and self-indulgent/self-insert randomness

Word Count: 5,965

Summary: A self-indulgent one-shot that is somewhat meta. A starving writer looking for inspiration comes across a mysterious and strange restaurant in the middle of the woods. The establishment expects its first customer to act in awe, unaware that she has surprises of her own.

It took me a while, but I finally finished a self-indulgent fic for one of my fanfiction bingos hosted by @thebutcherbingo

I love the aesthetic of the blog, so for my free space, I wanted to explore the world of a place where The Butcher restaurant exists and this piece was the result. No talk of cringe or beta-reading, we put ourselves in the spotlight. This is a meta self-insert fic that is me gushing about The Butcher while reflecting on my writing this year. Taking things one step at a time. I don't know if I'll add to it should I write more fanfic in the series and get a bingo or blackout. All in all, I had fun with it.

Not only does this have a lot of references and headcanons about supernatural restaurants, but I also introduce the concept of self-insert fusion where my self-insert can shift into canon characters for a while. Reasons that she does this is to get into character for writing (and in case the staff tries to harm her, but they can't because giant monster).

I hope you will enjoy this piece. Please share/comment/like/kudos. Thank you.

#Morning Reblog
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Eating At The Butcher - SubukuNoJess - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
archiveofourown.org

Title: Eating At The Butcher

Name of Dish: A Self Aware Fox and Raven Teriyaki with a cup of Chamomile Tea

Prompt: Free Space

Fandom(s): Original Work, Nightmare Before Christmas, Mario + Rabbids, The Muppet Show, & Copacabana (Song)

Genre(s): Humor, Fluff, and Dark

Rating: Teen and Up Audiences

Relationships: Tony/Lola, Original Characters & Original Characters

Content Warnings: Macabre/Dark topics, blood mention, hospital mention, mention of a bullet wound, mentions of eating people, Implied Hurt-No-Comfort, and self-indulgent/self-insert randomness

Word Count: 5,965

Summary: A self-indulgent one-shot that is somewhat meta. A starving writer looking for inspiration comes across a mysterious and strange restaurant in the middle of the woods. The establishment expects its first customer to act in awe, unaware that she has surprises of her own.

It took me a while, but I finally finished a self-indulgent fic for one of my fanfiction bingos hosted by @thebutcherbingo

I love the aesthetic of the blog, so for my free space, I wanted to explore the world of a place where The Butcher restaurant exists and this piece was the result. No talk of cringe or beta-reading, we put ourselves in the spotlight. This is a meta self-insert fic that is me gushing about The Butcher while reflecting on my writing this year. Taking things one step at a time. I don't know if I'll add to it should I write more fanfic in the series and get a bingo or blackout. All in all, I had fun with it.

Not only does this have a lot of references and headcanons about supernatural restaurants, but I also introduce the concept of self-insert fusion where my self-insert can shift into canon characters for a while. Reasons that she does this is to get into character for writing (and in case the staff tries to harm her, but they can't because giant monster).

I hope you will enjoy this piece. Please share/comment/like/kudos. Thank you.

#The Butcher Bingo#The Butcher#fanfic#fanfiction#crossover#SNJstories#SNJfic#giant#tiny#g/t#self insert#self indulgent#Original Work#Eating At The Butcher#one shot#Nightmare Before Christmas#Oogie Boogie#copacabana#Mario + Rabbids#Phantom of The Bwahpera#Tom Phan#The Muppets#The Muppet Show#Kermit the Frog#Gonzo the Great#OC: Chase the Waiter#OC: Host the Shadow#random silly stuff#Humor#Fluff
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subukunojess asked:

Well, I’m writing a Phandrow one shot that is like a Soulmate AU of sorts where Woodrow gets this poem that tells him that his soulmate would be someone who will never be hurt from his poetry. He doubts it at first, being proven right over the years until the Phantom comes to Palette Prime.

Woodrow writes a poem about Phantom, but does not speak it into existence and tries to hide it far away in the woods but somehow Phantom finds it. Woodrow thinks it’s safe until the next day at a concert, Phantom is singing a new song. It’s Woodrow’s poem! Disaster is happening but nothing happens to the Phantom at all. Trees falling? They miss. Wind picking up? The gramophone is spinning but otherwise he’s still in place. Lightning striking him down? “That tickles~” And it seems that Phantom is getting a power boost/good luck from Woodrow’s poetry.

Meanwhile, Woodrow is all: 😳

What do you think?

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phandrow-deactivated20240216 answered:

OOO THATS REALLY GOOD!! im a sucker for soulmate AUs, as one of my past comfort ships had one and i instantly fell in love with the trope!

i think Woodrow would be genuinely shocked that Phantom has nothing bad happen to him from singing his poem, but would still be horrified and anxious since its not always like that… especially for himself. in fact, its always awful for him.. the poor thang always getting hurt by his own art :-(

Phantom would probably have to reassure Woodrow multiple times that he is alright to make the poet less anxious, but the nervousness only goes away a little bit.

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subukunojess

Thank you so much! I hope I can do my best for the pairing!

I just love the image of (ala Looney Tunes/Tom & Jerry shenanigans) where Phantom is singing a song and bad things are happening around him, but he doesn’t care/it does not affect him whereas Woodrow is half omg who is this handsome strong man and half omg he’s gonna get hurt later down the line.

All the while Phantom is all: “Oooh, what a nice piece. I shall sing it for the masses and meet the one who wrote it, maybe ask him out on a date— was that anvil supposed to hit me? Ha! Try harder~”

#Reply#phandrow#ts woodrow#phantom of the bwahpera#Tom phan#mario rabbids#mario + rabbids#soulmate au#idea#Random Silly Stuff#lovers who are unstoppable because of love my beloved
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Rabbidsona/OC: Violetta Reference and Info

I got inspired by the Rabbid OCs on my dash interacting with the latest DLC: Rayman in the Phantom Show and I also wanted to create my own Phantom Show OC to the point where I got inspiration to draw it out. First time drawing a Rabbid, so please forgive me. I have a wip one-shot on the way, but I wanted to flesh her out as I'm writing. Character notes under the cut:

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Rabbidsona/OC: Violetta Reference and Info

I got inspired by the Rabbid OCs on my dash interacting with the latest DLC: Rayman in the Phantom Show and I also wanted to create my own Phantom Show OC to the point where I got inspiration to draw it out. First time drawing a Rabbid, so please forgive me. I have a wip one-shot on the way, but I wanted to flesh her out as I'm writing. Character notes under the cut:

#OC: Violetta#OC: Scale The Spark#OC: Tack the Spark#OC: Chord the Spark#Mario + Rabbids#rabbids#rabbidsona#rabbid oc#oc#Rayman In The Phantom Show#mario rabbids#phantom of the bwahpera#Tom Phan#SNJart#fan art#oc lore#oc ref sheet#oc x canon#OC: Dahlia#headcanons
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