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“But, oh, I didn't have a clue that I would LOSE!“

@xprince-of-hellx

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"But like the jester said to the king, 'There is bad news that I bring!'" -Left Behind (DAGames)

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◇My name is Hels, or Azazel. Az/Azzy are okay from friends, Helsie is only okay from my partners, Melody, and friends/close friends that may have permission (currently that's only Jesse and any sourcemates I may be friends with can call me that). I don't really have a preference between names but if you were to only use one and not alternate then use Hels, ty.

☆I'm a Helsknight fictive from the Pyxis System, and I share a canon with Wels from our system. (For me specifically he's my 1st timeline Wels but not my 2nd)

◇I don't really have a defined age, but I'm an adult (I state my age as "30-something"), I identify as male + hellgender + knightgender, and my pronouns are he/him, or if you want to you can also sometimes use ae/aer or he/hell, but those two sets are optional and I don't care.

☆You can find basically any info about me on our carrd in my section/page of it, but if you don't wanna go through our carrd, here's my info page and here's a page with my boundaries + a page with my fictive-specific boundaries. If you don't plan on actually interacting with me or conversing with me then you don't have to read my boundary info because you're not gonna be interacting with me in a way that makes them relevant.

◇We're an OSDD-1b system that with difficulty has been medically recognized but we lost access to therapy, and due to lack of resources we are solely self-dx for everything but depression and anxiety which is typical as hell, the rest being BPD, ADHD, and ASD, all 3 coming from extensive and proper research of course. I am one of our major symp holders for uglier symptoms of our BPD, namely ones focusing on anger or negative emotional reactions.

☆I don't necessarily have a personal blacklist, but my DNI is basically the same as everyone else's, for a smaller/more basic version of it;

Basic dni criteria you know the drill (pedos/maps, nsfw/18+/kink blogs, pro-ana/thinspo, anti-mogai, etc.), anti-self dx especially if you're against self dx'ing "more complex/severe disorders", non-traumagenics of any kind + supporters/defenders, if you're "neutral" or just don't involve yourself in discourse you're fine but if you actively interact with and/or support endos and other non-traumagenics then unkindly fuck off I don't want you anywhere near me, if you use/support the terms traumascum, sysmed, or narcissist abuse, if you mistreat introjects based on their sources, problematic or not

◇I don't mind questions or anything if they're non-invasive and just generally appropriate, y'know—

☆I'm really not good at talking to people, none of us are because autism go brr. Just be patient and don't take it personally if I don't reply a lot or can't carry a conversation for long.

◇Generally on this blog is just my own thought dumping, sometimes neg posts/vents, and sometimes talking about interests, mainly fnaf because it's a special interest of mine :) Lefty is my favorite animatronic and I am a diehard Michael Afton apologist /hj

☆Tags: ♦️.txt (text posts), asks will just be tagged as "ask", triggering topics will be tagged as tw // topic, people tags will be used for fictive sysmates just to distinguish posts about them from posts about their sources (using their respective proxies)

◇Other links and things:

♤Our collective system carrd

^^^Made by Hunter :)

"I didn't mind what became of me, but my family...No one can ever be allowed to trample over my precious family." -Kamisato Ayato

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Being dramatic in the kitchen because I couldn't find the specific rubber spatula I use for eggs

#So what I thought was it was buried in the sink because someone used it#It wasn't in the spot in the sink I left it last time#So I was like WHO THE FUCK USED IT WHERE IS IT#Turns out I'm dumb and left it on the counter actually#I started quoting an Invader Zim thing#The pork cow thing#I also had to like speedrun washing our fork and a bowl#We use one specific fork and will perish if we can't use that or a plastic one#I told Etho I was gonna kill someone over this stuff and he said not right now#He exists awake in the front to monitor me when I get even mildly chaotic#♦️.txt
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We've complained about Marionette cores being so annoying to get because the boss is annoying and tanky and takes forever to kill turns out we just needed to use the old team of Xiao Albedo Fischl and Yanfei

#Turns out we just uh needed a team that was actually good LOL#Xiao Albedo Diluc and Sayu weren't cutting it#We felt obligated to use Diluc as a pyro character because we got him but like.#Yanfei. Way better#Her + Fischl is pretty good cause you just throw Oz down and spam overload damage#♦️.txt
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thepetrichorcollective

you are valid if

  • your system has mostly introjects
  • your system has few or no introjects
  • your system has lots of amnesia and barriers between alters
  • your system has no or very little amnesia and barriers
  • you have a personality or mood disorder on top of being a system
  • you have lots of alters
  • you only have a few alters
  • you experience psychosis or some psychotic disorder
  • you're heavy in one or more alter roles
  • you have alters with no roles or who dot know what their roles are
  • you still live with people who caused you trauma
  • you're still in relationships with people who hurt you
  • you struggle with taking care of the body
  • you have nonhuman alters
  • you have invisible disabilities
  • you have physical disabilities

you and your system are valid. no matter your situation or trauma you are valid and we're proud of you for making it this far and doing your best each day. we wholeheartedly wish the best for you all

no one person let alone any system is meant to fit in a box, whether you do or not match up to the "standard" system description youre still valid. youre still loved. youre still amazing.

after everything we've all gone through we all deserve some good things so we like making these posts every now and then to put some positivity in the community.

regardless of what your system looks like youre still entirely valid. dont let anyone ever tell you otherwise.

Endos and supporters stay the fuck off this post.

#<3#@ Moth too :]
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notabled-noodle

it can still be a special interest, even if:

  • you don’t infodump
  • you feel grossed out by the topic
  • you can’t remember any specific facts about it
  • you’re only passionate about it in bursts
  • you don’t make art about it, write about it, or do anything else creative connected to it

all autistic people are different.

some of us communicate about our special interests in different ways. some of us feel more morbid curiosity about our special interests than excitement.

your experiences are real and valid, even if they deviate from the type of autistic experience that is talked about more often!

#Posts like this ♡♡♡#It's always so validating cause we aren't like 24/7 off the rails passionate aboout special interests we might have#And we also rarely know a whole lot in depth about them or like really specific facts n stuff
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