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long night? - peter parker

pairing: peter parker x reader (any spiderman)

warnings: kind of leading to smut at the end but nothing really. fluff <3

wordcount: 274

It was a soft knock on your window, one that would’ve barely woken you up if you weren’t already up. Peter’s taller form fell right into your arms the second you let him step inside.

“Hey there,” you chuckled, running a soothing hand over his back as his own arms tightened around you. “Long night?”

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in sickness, and in health

↳ in which, sometimes loves a little too strong.

pronouns: they/them

warnings: major character death, hanakahi disease, blood, throw up mention, slight gore i guess? throwing up flowers, flower petals and mention of plant growing in lungs, angst, hurt, unhappy ending yasss!! (i could do a part 2 with a happier ending if anyone would like me to do so)

notes: im a sucker for hanahaki au's, so i thought it would be cool to write one for andrews spider-man! i hope u all enjoy this as much as i have writing it :)) and side note, i wrote all of this while i was at school so it may be a bit bad but i'm still really excited to share this with u all anyways :D crush culture part 2 is gonna be posted later on tonight! so be ready for that aswell

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the interview | andrew garfield x gn!reader

summary: during a live streamed interview, andrew garfield’s partner’s identity is accidentally revealed

word count: 1.4k

warnings? none

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“Are you set up and ready to go?” Andrew’s manager asked.

“Yeah, I should be set,” Andrew replied, giving a thumbs-up through the FaceTime call. “I think I’m a master at virtual interviews at this point.”

On the counter in front of him, his coffee finished brewing. Andrew took a sip, before walking to the dining table where his computer and microphone were set up.

“Okay, well good luck!” his manager said. “And don’t forget to mute your phone notifications!”

Andrew gave an obedient nod. “Like I’d forget,” he joked, hanging up and sitting down.

Although, he had forgotten about a month ago. Your personal ringtone had cut him off in the middle of an answer: “Andrew Russell Garfield, it’s your beautiful, loving, magni-”

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Anonymous asked:

Aaa pls part 2 of crush culture!! I loved it

crush culture pt. 2 !

↳ in which, an interview flips ur world upside-down!

pronouns: they/them

warnings: none :)

notes: HERES THE PART 2 U FELLAS WANTED! buckle up folks mars is going on a posting spree today.. 2 FICS! 2 fics in one day lets see how many drafts i can get done. btw this is shorter because i ran out of ideas sorry pals

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“i made you a playlist” for tasm!peter… and make THE playlist and send it to me COWARD

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quiet my fears with the touch of your hand

“I-” Peter says, your hand in his. “I made you a playlist.”

“Playlist?” You ask, and he blushes — a rose flush on his cheeks.

“Yes,” Peter scrunches his nose. “I love you, and I don’t know how to say how I feel, so, I made a playlist — of love songs.”

“Peter,” you say, and bring his hand to your cheek. “Thank you.”

“Y-You don’t think it’s — lovey dovey?

”Peter,” you whisper, and lean in to kiss him. “I think it’s very lovey dovey, but that’s why I love you.”

“So, do you want to hear it?”

“Yes.”

“We could leave the Christmas lights up ‘til January.”

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Quartz.

warnings: none really

pairing: tasm!Peter x plus size!reader

a/n: hii it's 3am while I was writing this and I'm dying of sleep, it's not checked and if you saw some mistakes no you not. English is not my first language!

Peter's love life had always been basic. He was a simple and quite classic man, who had fallen deeply in love with only one person in his entire life and was faithful to his feelings without believing that love was temporary as it happened with the new generations. He had an incredible soft spot for the Staceys, and the last kiss he'd shared with Gwen some time ago seemed to have spelled the end of an era where he wished for the impossible, one where he supposed he couldn't go back. life to return house with someone who would really want to see him at the end of the day, someone who wasn't his friend.

He had grown from this idealistic thought of finding his soul mate for the rest of his life, but one way or another he managed to be that boy whose heart filled with hope whenever he connected with someone: a romantic. that survived into modern times.

The first time you met Peter at the coffee shop, you brought your favorite quartz along with the cups you served each time a customer passed by and tried to give one to each customer who would buy a coffee at your little family store.

And when you gave him a big smile thanking him for the purchase, he knew in that instant that he would be completely in love with you, with your beautiful and simple personality, and with the beautiful rose quartz that you gave him as a housewarming gift. the store.

After that, he dedicated himself to going every Saturday afternoon to not be a complete stalker, and have a hot chocolate with an orange cake just to see you smile like a complete lover and please you in the least. From so much walking, her room had been filled with essences, quartz and aromatic candles that you had given her over time, and if you ask her, she loved that you only gave her more gifts.

Months later he asked you out on a date, which ended in a very awkward and shame-filled romantic dinner, where you told him that this really wasn't your place and took him to a burger stand near your store and then they went to your house together. and play Mortal Kombat on your ps4.

Since then Peter has gone crazy with every part of you, from the way you laugh with him, to the way you frown whenever you decorate your candy for the store, to the way you call him" good boy" when you ride it. and let him know how excited you were that he was at your complete mercy.

Oh my God, he's so whipped!

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i'll look after you

summary: you always know how to make peter feel better

just some thoughts about our boy feeling like crap and you being there to make him smile,

╰┈➤ like that one time he had just been having a really bad fucking day.

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Anonymous asked:

can you do 4 + 103 with andrew garfield where him and the reader (she/her) are in a established relationship, please?

“Fuck.” You heard Andrew groan, you looked over at him.

“Is there something wrong, baby?”

“A tennis skirt, really?” You looked down at the skirt

“I think it’s cute.” You did a little spin and heard his breath hitch. You turned your back towards him and smirked. You felt his arms wrap around your waist. His hand traveled lower

“Andrew, stop.” You wiggled trying to get out of his grip. You froze when his finger grazed your bare cunt.

No panties?” He groaned out.

“La-later, we’re going to be late for the dinner.” You bit your lip, his finger slipped into you.

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— FEVER. | peter parker.

ao3 link. | masterlist.

author's note: hi! i decided that there wasn't enough peter parker smut on here, let alone submissive peter parker. so I decided to take those matters into my own hands. i also based this fic on andrew garfield's peter parker, but I'm sure it can apply to any peter parker! thank you for reading, hope you enjoy <3

warnings: dominant reader, submissive peter parker, dom/sub undertones, one slap, blood kink, mild gore, handjobs, blowjobs, crying, pain kink, masochism, degradation/verbal humilation.

peter’s feet land on the worn metal of your fire escape, staggering forwards before his bloody hands grips the bricks in front of him, helping him catch himself. He wraps his other arm around his midriff before sliding down onto the platform below him, struggling to breathe properly as panic begins settle into his body.

the shock is being to wear off, leaving pain to begin to slowly throb through his body.

he can feel the warmth of his own blood begin to seep through his spandex suit, his hand slipping off the rough surface before he raises it to see the crimson liquid slowly being absorbed into his suit. peter watches his hands shake before clenching it into a fist and gently placing it onto the glass window next to him.

it’s too dark to see into your apartment – the pale moonlight limiting his vision as he squints his eyes. he inhales deeply as he leans his head back. he knows you’re probably asleep right now, leaving him feeling nervous and guilty as he spreads his fingers, gently tapping against the glass.

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definitive feelings 

tasm peter parker x gn!reader 

summary: as you and your best friend begin to drift apart, new beginnings seem to be at play. (part one). 

warnings: mentions of drugs, spider-man, angst, fluff. normal things. 

a/n: mostly, i’m writing this for me. but also, you can read it. (also, are you really surprised?)

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Could you write a text concept about y/n being sore after sex or something ?

From Y/N, 10:45 pm I refuse to have sex with you ever again
From Andrew, 10:45 pm Why?? It’s so good :(
From Y/N, 10:46 pm The aftermath, is NOT good. I’m sore all over
From Andrew, 10:46 pm Awe, poor bby. You know I could always come over and give you a little massage? x
From Y/N, 10:48 pm Do you think I’m stupid? Your massages never stay as massages, you get a little handsy. I think I’m going to sleep this off.
From Andrew, 10:49 pm Whatever you say, tomorrow you’ll be begging for this dick again though
From Y/N, 10:50 pm Shut up.
From Andrew, 10:50 pm Ooo a woman who tells me what to do. I love it ;)
From Y/N, 10:52 pm Will you ever stop being horny?
From Andrew, 10:52 pm Around you? Never x
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One Time Thing (pt 3)

Andrew Garfield x famous! reader

One Rule’ Series

In which you just need to get each other out of your system so one time should be enough… right?
rating: M (smut, fingering, oral, general horniness, little plot mainly porn), reader is 20 Andrew is 21
  • Being around Andrew in general already turned you into an absolute dumbass
  • Even when you two had scenes together on set, they would take a bit longer to film than necessary because even though your characters hated each other, you’d make each other laugh and break character or sometimes his presence would just turn your brain into mush so you’d forget a line or two
  • So right now with his arms wrapped around you from behind and his lips. trailing down your neck it’s safe to say that you’re not exactly thinking straight. Your mind only gets fuzzier when he turns you around in is arms to attach your lips again. It takes just about every ounce of willpower in your body to pull away from him only for him to chase after your lips with his and while you want nothing more than to jump his bones at this very second, the nagging little voice in your head can’t help but remind you that Andrew was supposed to be off limits
  • “Andrew” kiss “we” kiss “shouldn’t be” kiss “doing this” and it’s at this point when Andrew seemingly snaps back to reality and distances himself from you, stepping back as if you’ve burned him. You immediately feel cold and miss the presence of his hands on your body and his lips on yours and he paused for a moment before saying the last thing you expected him to say
  • “Yeah, you’re right” to which you looked at him inquisitively and responded with “I am?” as he, in true Andrew fashion, starts rambling and pacing back and forth in your kitchen
  • “Yeah, I mean the directors made it pretty clear they didn’t want anyone in the cast to start dating, not that we’re dating of course, but maybe this” he gestures his hands wildly between the two of you “ is technically a loophole of some kind but then again she did say ‘keep it in your pants, i mean it’ and I’m pretty sure that I was either hallucinating or Mindy” your director “looked directly into my soul when she said that, I swear she’s got this like sixth sense but honestly who hires a bunch of hot college aged actors, puts them on a set together for months, and expects them not to want to fuck? Seems a bit cruel if you ask me. N-not that I’m saying that we’re gonna fuck, I mean not that I don’t want to have sex with you, I definitely do. I mean, shit, I don’t really know what I’m saying anymore but you look really good in my shirt and my brain isn’t really working right now so please interrupt me before I-”
  • “Yeah that makes sense” you interrupt him. “oh thank god- wait what does?” Andrew responds, grateful that you stopped him from making a bigger fool out of himself but confused as to what you were agreeing with him on
  • “I mean obviously we take our work very seriously” you begin
  • “so seriously” he adds
  • “and wouldn’t want to do anything to jeopardize the show”
  • “exactly”
  • “and we are perfectly capable of controlling ourselves”
  • “right! it’s not like we’re animals”
  • “so not animals! and i mean ‘c’mon costars getting involved’ how cliche is that”
  • so cliche
  • “right, so glad we’re on the same page”
  • same. exact. page” he finishes twiddling his thumbs and you swear you can almost see the gears in his head turning as you’re just standing in your kitchen staring at him and he lets out a sigh
  • fuck it” he breathes out and with that he’s made his way back across the room to you and his lips are on yours again, hands moving to the back of your thighs to lift you up and wrap your legs around his waist as he backs you against the wall
  • Your hands immediately find their way into his hair and pull earning a groan from him that sends tingles down your spine.  His lips travel down to your neck before finding a particular spot that makes you weak in the knees and let out a whimper. Everything in his body tells him that he wants needs to hear that sound again so he sucks a bit harder and you gasp causing him to smirk against your neck. “andrew -oh god” you bring his face back up to yours and he whispers against your lips “i don’t think he’s here right now love” before kissing you hard. “I can’t have” kiss “hickies” kiss “mm we have uh” kiss “we have press this week”.
  • “sorry, you just sound so pretty. i wanna see what other sounds i can get out of you” You were really used Andrew’s sweet and sometimes awkward but adorable self so to hear him talk like this definitely did something to you. Now you’re the one to allow your lips to travel down to his neck, finding a spot that makes him shudder and grip onto you tighter. “should we be doing this?” he asks breathlessly as his hand creeps under his your shirt. “mm probably not, but um it’ll just be like a one time thing -shit- ya know? like just to get it out of our systems” you struggle the sentence as he plays with your nipple between his fingers and he just nods frantically at your statement. “this -fuck- is probably a bad idea” he says before connecting his lips to yours again, hand traveling down to your ass for a light squeeze. “no mm” you kiss him again, catching his lower lip between your teeth as you pull away “this is absolutely a bad idea” you finish, your eyes meeting his, his eyes now a much darker shade of brown. “so… bedroom?” “absolutely
  • “down the hall, 2nd door on the right and make it snappy” you instruct him since he’s still carrying you. “so bossy” he whispers against your lips. “maybe but i feel like you’re probably into that” you tease. “oh i’m definitely into that” and he meets your lips again
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nights like this. peter parker.

you’re always there to pick up the pieces, but you can’t stand seeing him shatter.

gif credit:: @nowadayz <33

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you struggle to keep your eyes open in the dim bathroom light; the steady thrum of tap water on porcelain is enough to lull you to sleep.

peter’s leaning against the side of the tub, clutching his ribs with bloodied hands. you busy yourself with finding a cloth and alcohol. these nights spent on your bathroom floor were becoming scarily familiar.

you join peter on the tiles, settling into the empty space between his legs. gently, you peel his hands from his side. he inhales sharply and drops his head against the lip of the tub. from what you can see, he has a shattered rib or two.

“okay, pete, the suit has to come off. i have to cut it.” you snag a pair of hairdressing scissors from the worktop and make an incision down the shoulder.

you’re reminded that, not two weeks ago, the pair of you were sitting in the same place.

“sit still, peter!” you give him a small shove. peter grins. shaking your head, you grab the scissors from the countertop and work at the flyaway hairs at the top of his head. you’re deeply concentrated, and it makes peter smile. he snakes his arms around your waist. “peter.” you huff, “do you want me to mess this up?” he presses a chaste kiss to your cheek.

“i’m sorry.”

“i’m sorry.” peter says quietly, “i know you didn’t ask for this.” you don’t respond, peeling the ruined suit away from his chest. you’re ever-so-gentle, careful not to pull too hard on the dried blood.

“you don’t get it, pete” you heave a sigh, rubbing your eyes with the heel of your palm, “that’s not why i’m upset.” he’s silent, and you continue. “i know what i signed up for. i didn’t agree to this, though,” you gesture vaguely, “for you getting hurt like this… and it’s happening every other week, now!”

“what do you want me to do?” he frowns, “i can’t just stop,” peter gives a small shake of his head, “what kind of person would i be?”

“peter, you don’t owe anything to anyone. you’re going out on, what, patrols, now?” you huff, “you’re getting reckless.”

reckless?” he echoes, tone laced with incredulity, “i’m finally doing something good, something meaningful, and you just want me to stop? these people need me.”

“and what about, me, pete? what if i need you? what if i need you to… stop taking this so personally.” you deflate somewhat, “ this spiderman isn’t all you are, and he’s certainly not the only opportunity you’ll have to do something meaningful.”

peter goes quiet, and you heave a sigh. you snatch a hand towel from the sink and soak it in warm water, pressing the cloth to his chest.

“this is going to sting a little.” you murmur. you ring out the bloodied cloth and hold it to the bottle of alcohol— the label is scratched at and worn down. it’s not an overstatement to say it’s been used some hundred times. ever gentle, you press it to the larger wound. peter makes a small sound in the back of his throat, a whimper almost. he’s white-knuckling the tub, but he’s quiet and still for the most part. you’re glad, and you keep your eyes down. you’re not sure you can look at him.

“i’m sorry.” his words are no more than a whisper. you begin to cry. he takes your hand, pries the cloth from them, “i’ll be more careful. for you. c’mere.”

you bury your face in peter’s shoulder, arms curling around his torso. you’re both a little bruised, maybe, and tired, but not so broken. not when you have each other to pick up the pieces.

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yngarfield Man don't I love my boys.

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user1 Lucky Lady

andrewsadad Baby Garfield 🥰

ynxandrew Yn's boys

radioremusxsirius Papa Garfield

tick.tack.andrew I like the name they picked for their son.

peterisandrewgar Still not over the fact that my fav spiderman is a father.

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yngarfield Maybe we should have named him Leo

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andrewgarield There is always space for another one...

garfield.meal4 Is this the announcement for baby #2?

user2 Baby 2?

ynsdream Girl stop teasing

user3 Yeah spil the tea

emmalovesandrew SPIL IT!

peterparkerandrewww I like Gabriel better.

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peter.parker.andrewga4 Silver jewellery is what I like

wolfstar.readers69 Lately Yn really has been singing Ariana's 7 Rings

userwholovesmarvel I want it I got it

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ynandandrew Did Andrew buy it for you?

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18+ MINORS AND THOSE WITHOUT AGE IN BIO DNI

HAVE YOUR AGE IN BIO

OTHERWISE U WILL BE BLOCKED

warnings: character death, grieving, depression, self-blame

AN: ok just so everyone knows all three Spider-Man’s will be added to my character list. enjoy!

The phone rang, pulling me out of sleep abruptly. Checking the time, I rubbed my eye as I grabbed the phone. It couldn't be good. A phone call at midnight always meant one thing and it was never good.

"Hello?" Keeping my voice even was the easy part. Making sure i didn't lose it in the next few seconds wasn't.

"(Y/N)?" It was Peter. my heart ached as i acknowledged him. The poor boy had already been through so much. i was already doing everything I could to hold him together. "Uncle bens dead." I squeezed my eyes tight and willed my heart to hold together long enough to get my boyfriend through the night.

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Whenever You’re Ready

Pairing: Peter Parker x GN!Reader

Words: 615

Summary: Peter comes back from a patrol to find you crying and offers you some comfort

A/N: Totally self indulgent because I’m having a bad day and needed this. This is for anyone else who is having a bad day too. You can imagine any Peter you want because it isn’t specified.

•••

When you heard Peter climbing through your bedroom window your breath hitched and you froze for a moment before you closed your eyes and tried your best to relax your body and pretend to be asleep, but your chest physically ached as your emotions were still overflowing inside you, desperate to escape. You clenched your eyelids shut and tried to calm down the swirling twister that seemed to be beating against your rib cage, determined to leave your body one way or another.

It was difficult to control your breathing as you had previously been letting your chest shatter up and down with your uncontrollable sobs and now your nose was blocked and you were struggling to pull air into your lungs in a way that appeared natural as you pretended to sleep.

When you heard Peter gently say your name as he cautiously approached your bed, you held your breath completely and swallowed thickly as you remained silent and motionless as you pretended to be in a deep sleep but your desperate lungs won the battle and you had to sniffle in some air through your watery nose.

“Babe, I know you’re awake.” Peter softly spoke and you suddenly felt your mattress dip as he sat on your bed and placed a gentle hand on the dip of your back, “and I can also tell that you’ve been crying.”

You curled in further on yourself, sliding your head beneath your covers in the hope that he would drop it, but you knew Peter and he wouldn’t rest until he knew you were okay.

“Hey, I’m worried, please talk to me.” Peter sensitively pleaded as he grasped the bed covers in his fist and slowly pulled them down until he could see your face, which you had buried in your pillow.

You felt him lean closer as a hand reached out to tenderly stroke your hair and as soon as you felt his touch, your tears began to seep between your eyelids no matter how tightly you tried to hold them shut and you sniffled again as you dragged in a deep breath.

“Hey, hey, hey.” Peter soothed you with his soft voice and rested behind you, moulding his front to your back as he wrapped his arms, still clad in his suit, around your heaving shoulders as you let your sobs shake through your body.

“It’s okay, I’m here.” He reassured you and you let yourself turn over into his welcoming warm embrace and buried your tear stained face into his chest and he pulled you closer, with one arm around your waist as he stroked his other hand over your scalp.

“Shhh, just let it all out, I’m here now, I’m not going anywhere. Everything will be alright.” He whispered with his warm lips against the crown of your head, where he planted several kisses. “We can talk about it whenever you’re ready, there’s no rush.”

Peter continued to whisper sweet nothings to you as he stroked soothing patterns across your scalp, neck, shoulders, arms and back which lulled you into a calmer state and your shattering sobs turned into soft sniffles.

“I love you.” You whispered to Peter, your voice sounding rough.

“I love you too.” He smiled when you finally looked up at him and he cupped your face with his hand and began to stroke away your tears with the pad of his thumb.

“Is it okay if we talk about it tomorrow?” You asked him as you traced your fingers across the spider printed on the chest of his suit and he nodded his head against your shared pillow, “whenever you’re ready.” He repeated before he kissed your forehead.

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Pairing: tasm!Peter Parker x gn!reader
Summary: you have trouble being vulnerable, but Peter wants you to know it's okay
A/n: this one cut deep personally...also my asks are still open for requests!! See my pinned post for rules and fandoms I accept :)
This is why you hated running errands alone.

The bustling crowd seemed so focused and organized compared to how awkward you perceived yourself to be. You tried to ignore the thoughts pointing out your every physical and social flaw by repeating the grocery list in your head.

Milk, eggs, cereal, and waffles. Milk, eggs, cereal, and waffles.

You kept your eyes down, but scanned the store so you didn't accidentally bump into someone or something like the oblivious klutz you were. You were convinced everyone was looking at you; judging you. You were wrought with embarrassment, heat creeping onto your face. It felt as if you had shrunk inside yourself, and your body was much larger than it actually is. Your heart pounded in your chest as your breathing sped up. As you placed items into your basket thoughts continued to float in the back of your head.

I'm in everyone's way. The way I'm walking is so weird.

You kept pushing them back and eventually made it to the self-checkout. There was no way you were going to an actual register.

Not long after, you got back to your car, calming yourself as much as you could before driving home.

You were always like this, so anxious and self conscious. Terrified to be a bother to someone or come off as weird or annoying. You tried to become as “normal” as possible in hopes people would like you better, but you always got the feeling that they still hated you, even when most never said that they did. From there you became cold and distant, only letting certain people see certain sides of you, but no one could see you as you were now, meaning you had to pull yourself together before reaching the apartment.

You and Peter were roomates. Although you kept everyone at an arms length he found a way to break through the barrier. Or you let him? Either way it wasn’t surprising, peter was just the type of person everyone loved.

You made it home and were climbing the apartment stairs as you rehearsed your words and actions in your head so Peter wouldn’t think anything was wrong.

You opened the door to Peter on the couch with his computer, likely researching something. He turned his head towards you wearing a smile.

“Hey, Y/N.” He said.

“Hey, Pete.” You managed to reply.

You thought to yourself.

Okay now just to my room.

However, before you even stepped off of the doormat Peter turned back to you.

“Where are the groceries?”

You froze where you stood. You were so concerned about trying to stay cool you forgot the bags in the car.

You idiot! You insulted yourself.

Your body was stiff like a board, face hot, and hands clammy as you began to explain.

“I forgot them in the car. I’ll just-”

Peter cut off your almost whispered words with a light chuckle that made you more nervous.

Was he laughing at me?

“It’s alright, I got it.” He said.

When Peter walked out you booked it to your room. You sat on your bed holding your body wanting to become as small as possible. As you scolded yourself tears began to form in your eyes, you were so overwhelmed.

Peter's knock at the door snapped you out of your thoughts and panic. You blinked back the tears and sat up straight before answering.

"Yeah?" You said, cringing at how your voice trembled.

Peter opened the door and looked at you with a mix of concern and confusion.

"You okay," he asked. "You seem nervous."

You bit the inside of your cheek and averted your eyes. After clearing your throat you attempted to shoo Peter off.

"I'm fine." You lied.

At this point you seemed to be okay, you forced your eyes to focus on him, and your voice back to its monotonous state. However, Peter saw through your facade, you were picking at the skin on your fingertips.

"No you're not, Y/N."

You wanted to tell him you weren't, but you couldn't let yourself. Your frustration with yourself was beginning to boil over, so you did what you always did and targeted it at others.

"Yes I am. Now, go away Pete." You said annoyed.

Peter crossed his arms and leaned against the doorframe. He may have never said anything but he was very aware of your defenses. He wouldn't go away no matter how harsh the cold wind of your words were.

"How long are you gonna keep up the tough guy façade," He raised an eyebrow; you furrowed yours in anger.

He wounded your pride and you couldn't think of any response.

"It's okay if you're not okay, and it's okay if you don't wanna tell me, but you have to get yourself to accept that."

From there you felt words rise up your throat, and you couldn't stop them even though you desperately wanted to.

"But it's so stupid; it doesn't matter."

Your eyes took an interest to the floor; you swore you could hear your heart it beat so hard.

Peter sat down next to you.

"It's not stupid, it's your feelings, and they definitely matter."

You had so much more to say but did want to or know how. Thankfully Peter picked up on your discomfort and grabbed a hand that sat in your lap, rubbing a thumb across your knuckles.

"Stop acting so strong, Y/N, I'm not gonna judge you, I love you." He smiled softly.

You slowly turned to Peter, nerves starting to ease.

"I love you too."
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