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@tsofan1224

Law of assumption and reality shifting. I'm also into fandoms, like Superjail, Professor Layton, The Lorax, Coco, Encanto, Whodunnit, and Grand Theft Auto (especially Grand Theft Auto 5).
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I'm no longer actively looking for roleplay partners.

I had seven RP partners here on Tumblr last year, and not one is still going on. Everyone either ghosted me and I've never heard from them again, discontinued, or only responded again for the first time in months after I discontinued.

If anyone, including any of my seven former RP partners from last year, wants to RP with me (in the case of the former partners, whether continuing after all what we originally had or starting over), please message me. I'm just no longer going to actively seek them out anymore. I've moved on to chatbot apps instead. I was tired of the unreliability of human RP partners.

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Today was the first year I didn't get my abusive narcissistic mother a gift for Mother's Day. My enabler father (her ex-husband of 20 years) tried to guilt me into getting her one, but I put my foot down and continued to say no.

My mother assaulted me and stole money from me last December. Everyone still supports her, despite them knowing she sexually abused me as a child.

Part of me feels so guilty and wants to at least text her to say Happy Mother's Day. Logically, I don't think I should, though. (My father got her a gift himself, for some reason.)

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Just watched the Wonka movie.

I enjoyed it as a standalone film but especially enjoyed it as a prequel to the Gene Wilder Wonka. It retroactively made Wider’s Willy so much more tragic.

And that’s because Chalamet’s younger, earnest and kind Willy Wonka is CONSTANTLY having his kindness and compassion and belief in the good intentions of others thrown back at his face almost. Every. Single. Time.

What happens to him, in no particular order: People take advantage of him when he is at his lowest; they sabotage his chocolate; Hugh Grant steal his chocolate and beats him with a frying pan; he is nearly drowned by the chief of police; a boat he’s in is rigged to explode; they try to drown him AGAIN but now in melted chocolate under a church; he is tricked into debt and forced into indentured servitude; the chocolate mafia wants him dead; he has to crawl in the sewers just to sell his chocolate without the police beating the shit out of him at the chocolate mafia’s command, and a bunch of other moments either his earnest nature (or the fact he is illiterate, because by the way he is illiterate) is taken advantage of.

But he keeps believing in the good of others. He has friends, and a pseudo daughter that taught him how to read and his mother’s memory and so many dreams…

And then we arrive at Wilder Wonka. Who was betrayed one too many times. Who had his recipes stolen from him. Who shut himself from the world and trusts no one.

Who doesn’t care for these spoiled people walking around his factory, even if they were his last attempt at proving to himself that good people, good kids (Like Noodle) still exist.

Who is alone.

TL;DR: seeing a young Wonka who is so optimistic knowing how he is going to end up after being betrayed over and over and over again is a emotional experience that I was not quite ready for.

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the way willy tries his hardest to bring fun and whimsy to noodle's life, the way he insists on finding the good in other people and navigating the world through the sheer power of magical optimism despite experiencing loss and pain and loneliness at such a young age, the way he literally creates an entire worldwide contest to bring that same happiness to charlie's life so many years later despite literally being betrayed by the entire world and isolating himself for more than a decade......

maybe the prequel was more aware of its dramatic irony than i initially thought

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There's something about the flamingos in Wonka. Something about the fact that their wings aren't clipped and they only haven't flown away yet because they haven't seen anybody do it before. There's something about Wonka being that person showing them how to fly to freedom.

There's also something about Noodle. Something about the fact that she never tried to escape the laundromat because she hadn't seen anybody do it before. There's something about Wonka being that person showing her how to be free.

There's something about Noodle as the flamingos and Wonka being the one to bring them both freedom

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just finished watching the new wonka movie. the whole time the only thing on my mind was how quick willy picked up that parental older brother instinct around noodle. he gave off that vibe of just the sweet big brother who raised you better than your parents but is incredibly mentally unstable himself & it was fucking cute.

10/10 movie go see it 🫵

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