ᴍᴀʀᴅᴀɴ ғᴜ ᴍᴀʀᴅᴀɴ(ᴀᴘ)

‘ did it really happen if i can’t remember it ? ’ ‘ but you kept trying , didn’t you ? ’ ‘ how can someone be too young to be in love ? ’ ‘ i will never forgive you ’ ‘ you have been the star of each and every one of my nightmares ’ ‘ i’m sorry if i wasn’t the child you had in mind ’ ‘ i only ever wanted to make you proud ’ ‘ silence has always been my loudest scream ’ ‘ i used to think i was broken ’ ‘ i’ve always felt like a stranger in my skin ’ ‘ i still wonder who i would have been ’ ‘ i didn’t realize i could be my own knight ’ ‘ i’m not scared of the monsters hidden underneath my bed ’ ‘ some names will always be cursed ’ ‘ i have so much love to give , but no one ever wants it ’ ‘ in all my dreams i could find myself picking my teeth out of the carpet ’ ‘ i’m sick to death of everyone telling me how strong i am ’ ‘ death is one of the senses ’ ‘ children are not meant to die before their parents ’ ‘ fate is a fucking lie ’ ‘ everyone i love leaves ’ ‘ i’m terrified down to my very roots that there are parts of myself that can never be filled ’ ‘ fuck the idea that there is such a thing as destiny ’ ‘ the pain did not make me a better person ’ ‘ i burned the bridges to all the things i could not repair ’ ‘ i would thank you , but we both know you don’t deserve it ’ ‘ i bet you regret making an enemy out of me ’ ‘ you can hate me forever if that’s what you really want ’ ‘ hurting others is a choice ’ ‘ you can have my forgiveness but you can’t have me ’ ‘ please believe me when i say revenge was never my intention ’ ‘ i am strong enough for anything ’ ‘ i am so glad we were born during the same lifetime ’ ‘ i may not believe in fate , but i believe in you ’ ‘ i am allowed to live my life ’ ‘ do not waste a minute mourning me ’ ‘ maybe you should start treating people better for a change ’ ‘ it is a fucking tragedy when the world does not stop for you when you give it every last drop of your blood ’ ‘ your failures are just what happened — they don’t have to be who you are ’ ‘ you have to keep moving forward ’ ‘ don’t allow the world to take your kindness ’ ‘ you owe no one your forgiveness ’ ‘ love is never a weakness ’

❝Daryoooon! Or rather, I should say, Mardan fu Mardan. Heh,❞ an arm comes to rest on the knight’s shoulder before anything else could be said. Wei Wuxian grinned, ❝I heard from XingLiang you have an artist friend that could draw really well. Is that true? You know I draw as well, why didn’t you tell me??❞

   ♞ — “There’s no need for titles. Daryun will do just fine.” Or, rather... He’d preferred avoiding famed titles when speaking with others. He doesn’t brush the arm off of his shoulder, and can only frown at the mention of his friend’s so-called ‘art’. “I know not many actual artists, if that’s what you are referring to.” His old friend didn’t count, he could barely make out what he had been painting most of the time. “I don’t speak of his ‘art’, because it isn’t art at all. If you go seeking it out, I’ll warn you now to brace yourself.”

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                                  When life pushes me ,  I push  H A R D E R                                      What doesn’t kill me makes me stronger

                                                       (  KNIGHT AESTHETIC  )

STRATEGY - 

          the art of devise plans and spin strategems in war or in battle.

          “A king may execute a dozen men, and a knight may slaughter a hundred more in the heat of battle, but in the hands of a tactician, who spin strategies and devise plans for the impending wars, rests the the blood of a THOUSAND more.” 

                                        independent Narsus from Arslan Senki                                                         written by light.