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Ladies and Gentlemen, I got Your Medicine

@hollyhomburg / hollyhomburg.tumblr.com

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Anonymous asked:

hi sweetie, I am so excited for bily, you do an excellent job and you are one of the best writers I have been able to meet, I can't wait for the next chapter, could I ask how would the next chapter be?hope you are very well sweetheart.πŸ₯°

the next chapter is lots and lots and lots and lots of fluff, i just finished the first round of hard edits for it and it's 12.8k so!!! i did promise the fluff after the storm didn't i! there's a bit of smut in it too- but there will be more in chapter 71 tbh πŸ‘€ cuz we might be finally seeing the m/c go into heat.

it's definitly more of a classic bily chapter in the sense that the way it's written is very 'one scene blends into another' as opposed to formal starts and stops.

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(Tw: vent post) It’s honestly so jarring having a 2 second comment turn into me dissociating thinking about dying for 2 hours, turn into crying and explaining to my mom that I don’t feel like a person anymore I just go from point a to point b, and my mom telling me I need to go to therapy and that she’s going to get me some.

Like my brain is all β€œthis is an extreme reaction”…but maybe it’s not when I’ve been on the verge of a mental break down for a few months, when I don’t go 24 hours without wanting to die, when I straight up just fantasize about not existing and how much relief the idea gives me, people are supposed to want to survive right? I just feel like I need to hide, and I need no one to look at me, and I need no one to know that I’m hurting or else something bad will happen. I am so tired, I’m tired in a way that sleep can’t fix.

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Litterally what the fuck??? The northern lights?? A sky all pink???

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I’ll be honest I did not expect to like the song that much but??? The drop??? It was so nice?? And The mv???? Oooooh I just know people are gonna be smart about the mv and analyze it but for me it kinda felt like he was searching out his flaws??? In different memories???? And then when he found the girl/love/self-love he was able to go back and see the situations in a more positive light???

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(Tw: talks of my mental health/passive suicidal ideation, vent post) on a whim I decided to track my bad days and specifically how often I’ve been having suicidal thoughts and I’m just about to come up on a month since I had my last good day- ie it’s been a month since I went a 24 hour period without wanting to die. I’m so fucking tired of this. nothing feels good anymore. The moments I have of even lingering contentment are few and I try to savor them as much as possible, but it’s so exhausting, being so sad all the time. I don’t think I’m a real person anymore.

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I’m so excited for the next chapter of Billy! You’re such an inspiration for writing not just fanfiction but writing in general you was one of the many writers that kept quarantine not feel so lonely. I will always be thankful for that!! I am curious and I hope this doesn’t cause any pressure or anything like that and I apologize if you answered this question before but is Billy your last fanfiction story or do you see yourself writing more. If you are going to continue what’s been your inspiration for your next project? πŸ–€πŸ˜Œ

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Honestly it was really lonely wasn’t it? I still feel a lot of that loneliness personally, although I feel it’s more internal now than externally fed- I think in many ways- I was trying to keep the loneliness off with BILY too <3 it’s been alot of fun! Staying less lonely with you guys!

As for if BILY will be my last fan fiction- of course not! I love writing and honestly, I’m not even quite sure that BILY is something that I want to let go of quite yet I mean- I know I’m going to be editing the story for a good long while to be printed because people say they want it. And I’ve already added one extra scene to it over on ao3 so- I don’t know if BILY will ever feel done for me. It’s my favorite thing I’ve ever written by far!

As for my next fan fiction story, I still really like a/b/o aus, I wanna write something with a feral omega in it but I’m not exactly sure what, and there is still diary of a part time puppy to finish writing! Although I do confess that it’s been a while since I’ve looked at it! I have been reading fan fiction alot more these last few weeks- idk what exactly I’ll write next but! I know for certain I won’t stop, I think I love writing too much for that.

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in the bilyvers, who's silly and pacha?

https://www.facebook.com/share/r/8j3vzerhcxEjMMM8/?mibextid=0VwfS7

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pacha is so namjoon coded πŸ₯Ί sily is m/c once she starts to warm up to him <3 of course at the begining of the story!!!

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Hi :)

I'm sorry if this is a really silly ask but I'm confused whether this is yoongi or jimin saying this dialogue to mc, just confused abt by who this was directed to and by whom:<

Also, why do I feel so hurt as if it's me he's being mean to helpp😭😭 it's not that deep but‼️‼️

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oh this is yoongi saying that! notice how he says "i had to be mated too-" thats a reference to their mating mark! and oh rest assured he is being a little bit mean and the others are kinda in shock because yoongi is /never/ mean or at least never verbally mean but he's at kinda a hard moment so! he's forgiven in my eyes!

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i just wanna let u know how much i love before i leave you, i started reading a while ago and now i live in korea and i have reread it sooo many times, you are so talented, ive made so many of my friends read it. just wanted u to know how much i love it :)🫢🏻

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ahhhh this is so fortuitous <3 i started reading my favorite of all favorite fanfics when i lived in korea and it was literally what got me through my homesick patches!

love it that you share it with your friends too <3 i always wonder if there's anyone out there thats like "did you see the new chapter??? i wont spoil it for you yet but i cried" like thats what i picture when you say that <3 thank you for sharing the love!

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not this weekend for the next chapter of bily but next weekend, it's very soft and special like...the pack get very lovey dovey with each other even yoongi and the m/c towards the end <3

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I found this lil poem that I wrote LITERALLY 8 years ago and???? BILY tae vibes much???? BILY jimin too? Like this is LITERALLY how jimin feels looking at both of them

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I am so fucking tired like in my soul I am just so grumpy today

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I’m so cute and tipsy right now anyone could pull me into their lap right now and I’d just be their little cute thing, ugh, why am I not just cozying up to some alpha right now~ I deserve to be doted upon and fussed over

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Hello. I’ve been reading bily for a few years now (which feels crazy to say. time is literally an illusion) but i absolutely love it. I wanted to tell you how much of an amazing writer I think you are.

you are not only my favourite author on this app or in fanfiction but you are my favourite writer in general. You have such a pure talent for storytelling and you immerse me in every single world that you write and create. Especially the bily universe. The way you write about the BTS members makes them feel like they are their own unique characters, like they are your own OCs that you made up. I love every single one of them.

Bily doesn’t feel like a fanfiction to me. It feels like a novel.

So that being said, I wanted to the tell you that I am actually an artist and I would love to create a novel book cover for the story if you would let me.

I want to draw the bily characters as true to your vision as possible.

So what I’m asking is for your permission to draw a little profile of each Bily character as you see them and to design a book cover for you. It would be amazing to work on this little project with you and to bring your world to life through art.

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ahhhhh thank you so much for this lovely message! ahhh your compliments of my writing are so- they make me honest to god flustered! i think i'm getting better at writing with every chapter and i think it shows how hard i try and how much i want my writing to be published but! one day <3 one day <3

i'm sorry i wasnt able to answer it yesterday when i first got this. i think it's something special that i want to treasure that i've inspired a fellow artist to want to create something for my story <3 please create away! do what you want with it! make them look how you see them in your head! for the profiles and for the cover! i can't wait to see what bily looks like through your eyes!

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