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fallen angel.

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GABRIEL HARRINGTON, oc from netflix's "stranger things" written by belinda. mun 21+ est. 11/1/17
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HIATUS.

so, first semester grades came out for law school and good news is that I didn’t fail so I’m not getting kicked out!

but bad news is that the grades aren’t particularly good either so if I want to keep my scholarship for the next two years, I will literally need to get an A in all my classes in the spring semester this year to be able to keep my scholarship, and that’s not gonna be an easy task, which means I will have to devote basically all of my time to my studies and that will not leave much time for RP.

for this reason, I am putting this blog and my other blogs on hiatus for the time being. there’s just too many blogs for me to be able to handle, and while I may still keep one or two semi active, I will largely have to put everything else on hiatus just to give myself time to focus on my studies and be able to keep my scholarship.

I’m not getting rid of the blogs, they will still be here and once I am no longer worried about grades and scholarships and find the time again, then I will come back to be active again.

so this is not a permanent goodbye, it’s just a temporary one, more of a see you later!

love you all and I will be back!

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To be home again is so strange, to be back with his brothers. But he doesn’t know how to behave around them, especially with Cole and his chosen profession. It reminds him of the guards at the school, it makes him nervous, like he’s back in that prison again. After dinner, Gabe headed straight for his room and huddled in the corner trying to control his breathing and the overwhelming sense of anxiety and fear.

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          HE WAS RUNNING LATE, TRYING to get to his locker, get his books, and head onto class as soon as possible. the halls were mostly empty save for a student here or there, and that was nothing out of the ordinary given what the time currently was. what he HADN’T expected to see, a few lockers down from his own, was to see a kid being shoved, whilst a much bigger one towered over him. mike’s eyes widened, unwilling to just stand idly by.
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          “ HEY! ” HE YELLED, GAINING THE bully’s attention. “ BACK OFF! ” he warned, scowl forming on his lips as he stalked forward, he earned a SCOFF from the assailant.
          “AND JUST WHAT’RE YOU GONNA do about it WHEELER? ” the bully spat, going as far as giving mike a shove when he got too close. on instinct, mike shoved back. at one point in time, he might not have been the strongest kid around– still wasn’t, honestly, but he’d been taught a thing or two. at least now he knew how to throw a PUNCH. he was sure that would come in handy, especially around here.
          KEEP PUSHING ME AND YOU’LL find out!  mike warned, which, of course, only resulted in pissing the larger boy off more. what he did next wasn’t a shove, but rather, make mike NARROWLY avoid a punch to the face, stumbling back a bit. a whole new layer of anger washes over him then, and…

                                                       THWACK!!

          A FIST COLLIDES WITH A face, as mike lurches forward, arm lashing out, punching the bully slam in the nose. a cry of pain escapes him as he stumbles back, mike watching as he clutches his most likely broken ) nose. a muffled ‘WHAT THE FUCK, WHEELER?!’ can be heard behind bloodied hands, and mike takes a step closer. his hand hurts like a BITCH, but he’s fully prepared to throw another punch if he needs to. thankfully, the asshole takes off running when he sees mike coming at him again, and mike’s just glad that no one was around to see. UNFORTUNATELY, he was late, and was going to get in trouble either way – especially if a staff member finds out that he’d just socked a kid in the face—– whatever. it was worth it if it meant that he’d just stuck up for a kid.
          TURNING BACK TO GABE, MIKE extends his hand out for him to take, expression softening considerably from earlier. “ hey, are you alright?  hopefully that display of violence hadn’t startled or SCARED him too much.

For a long while, he was stuck in his own mind, his own world, reliving the times he’d been pinned down, reliving the pain and terror. Slowly though, he came back to himself, the memories clearing away like the fog. He finds himself back on the ground in the hallway at school and there was shouting and he manages to push himself back up before scrambling against the lockers as he watches someone fighting the bully.

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He felt useless, worthless. He shouldn’t have to need someone to fight for him, he should be stronger than that, better than that, but there he is huddled against the lockers and completely of no use. He shouldn’t want to cry, he should be the one wanting to fight back.

When he was younger, he needed no one to fight his battles, and now, now he’s just weak. He’s weak just like the guards at the school have said he is. He’s weak just like he overheard his father say to his mother.

When the boy who had come to his rescue turned to him, Gabe recognized the face of Mike Wheeler. It seemed like a lifetime ago.

But when Mike held out his hand, Gabe shrink away, huddling more into himself, an automatic reaction that he could not help at all and hates himself for.

The words Mike spoke though, it caught Gabe’s attention as he looked up at Mike through teary eyes. Through all this time, no one had ever asked him that, no one had wanted to know how he was, no one except now, from a boy who probably don’t even remember him.

Gabe found himself beginning to cry despite his best attempts to hold it in.

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     He can feel the kid’s eyes on him, as much as he was trying to ignore it.
     Hopper didn’t visit the Harrington’s often, but the tension was a little unusual. Not to mention the fact that it hung around him like a wet blanket, too heavy not to notice, as he waited to have a word with Steve. His brother—well, he seemed to avoid his gaze when he’d turn to look at him, but he knew of him but had never really met him. Kids being scared intimidated by cops wasn’t anything new to him, but the fear and apprehension in his body language was a lot, from what he could notice. If anything, it made Hopper want to leave all the more quickly, but the feeling was getting to be a little much at this point.
     “You okay, kid?” he asked, turning his head, his voice a little on the softer side as he was trying to keep the tension out of his own voice.
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Gabe was startled, he had not expected the cop to turn to him or actually speak to him and he didn’t know what to do. He looked up like a deer in the headlights, mind blank for a few seconds before he realized he has to answer back.

“I...I’m fine...” He answers quickly and looks back down at his homework before realizing that he had gripped his pencil so harshly that the tip had broken off and he’d need to sharpen it again. Shakily standing up, Gabe moves toward the area of the cop, cursing himself for leaving his bag there and unwilling to keep eye contact, generally trying to avoid the cop at all costs. Gripping his bag, he picks it up and turns, not realizing he had miscalculated and runs straight into the cop.

Dropping his bag and immediately backing away against the wall, face full of terror and dread, and shaking like a leaf, “I’m....I’m so sorry...I’m sorry sir, I didn’t mean to...” The words flew out of his mouth, habit conditioned into him by the Florida School, words he had used to unsuccessfully to stop the guards from hurting him.

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      she  doesn’t  mean  to  upset  him      i  ——  fu  ——  sorry  ,   ’   she  cuts  herself  off  .   she  really  has  no  idea  how  to  talk  to  kids   it’s  saddening   )   ‘   i just  have  a  few  questions  about  that  school  you  went  to   ?   uh …   the  one  in  florida   ?   ’
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The mention of the school shook him, he went still and his breathing started to speed up. Unwanted memories flash before his eyes and he was trying his hardest to not cry. “Ple...please...go away...I...I don’t want...to...to talk...”

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  A brow raises, and he lets a silent pause fill the air before crossing over to the end of his bed. A free hand racks digits through his bangs, giving the brunet locks a gentle tousle that’s followed by a light sigh. He’s not going to pretend like everything was okay. He was fourteen when Gabe was sent away. Fourteen and way more interested in girls and sports than sticking up for his little brother. – That fact will haunt him for the rest of his life. 
  Come on, Gabe. That’s just not fair, man. You’ve got to know I’d never let that happen. I’m eighteen now, and I’ll look after you. Promise. – Things are just, shit. I don’t care what Mom or Dad says, you’re home now.
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He wants to believe Steve, he desperately wants to believe his big brother. But the memories of the day he was sent away haunts him, as are the four years that followed. So much fear instilled in him that he’s not sure how he could ever trust the words that anyone says, he’s not even sure he can trust himself. 

“This...this isn’t home...” He looks down, afraid to look into his brother’s eyes and see any possible judgment, “I...I don’t...I don’t have a home...this isn’t home...” A home is a place of love, not this place. “I...I lost it...my home...it was my fault...”

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“gabe, hey, don’t worry. i’m not gonna let them send you back to that school.” she may not know what happened during his time there, but she’s noticed that he’s different than he had been before he left. “if they try they’ll have to go through me.”
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“How...how are you going to stop them?” Gabe asks, his voice small and frightened. He sounds frightened all the time and Gabe hates himself for that. “You...you couldn’t before...what...what’s changed?”

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           he can see what’s going on. he doesn’t like it one bit. why the hell do people feel the need to back someone smaller into a corner like that? “i know you probably get a wagin’ boner from this kind of shit but—…” his hand moves to the back of the other male’s shirt and he simply just picks him up and moves him out of the way. he’ll even step in between the two, giving the both his notorious smile. “let’s just—…you know, like—…stop the shit and not pick on kids in middle school?”
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The blow he had expected never came, he opened his eyes and moved his arms away to see someone else had simply picked up the bully and moved him out of the way. Gabe thinks back to four years ago, that would have been him, the one who broke up fights and defended people, and now he couldn’t even stand up for himself. He wanted to cry but forced himself to stay still as he watched the fuming bully stalk off, leaving Gabe alone with the older person who had come to his rescue. Standing up shakily, Gabe spoke softly, “Th...thank you...for...for your help...”

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Walking around town on her own was breaking the rules they’d established when they all first got here. It was a rule all the others got to break, because they were older, or more experienced, or whatever other excuses they came up with when she pointed out their hypocrisy. 
Minerva hadn’t planned on making a spectacle of herself. She just needed some fresh air and to not feel like she was in another prison. But when she saw another kid that looked around her age sitting by himself on a swingset, she felt a pang of empathy. She knew all too well how it felt to be lonely. 
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After a few moments of indecision, she finally made her way toward the swings. She bit her lip and gestured to the empty swing next to him, “Er, mind if I sit?”

Gabe had been lost in his thoughts that he practically jumped when another voice appeared so close to him. He couldn’t stop the way his heart raced or the way his hands gripped the swings tighter, knuckles going white because of tight he was holding onto it.

Luckily his face didn’t go all pale again, at least he was getting better at covering for himself so people wouldn’t ask so many questions. Looking over to the unfamiliar girl, she didn’t seem like a threat.

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“Sure...yeah....” He tried to steady his voice so he wouldn’t sound so shaky and frightened. Four years ago he would have happily made a new friend, asked all sorts of questions, but now he keeps those words to himself, quickly looking away.

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     “They- they should be back… a-anytime, really.” Jonathan figured. They’d been out long enough for a grocery run. A hand stuck into his empty jean pocket. Jonathan was just as awkward with this encounter as the boy looked to be. But as the elder, he tried to keep up an air of confidence. “Do you, uh… did you wanna come in? While you wait?”
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“Oh...oh yeah...okay...” Gabe stumbled over his words quickly as he shuffled into the Byers home and looked around. It already felt like an entirely different place than his own home. This place feels warm, personal, and full of love. Not like at the Harrington household where everything felt impersonal and cold. “This...this is nice...”

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