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"Is it a kinky thing?" - Sam Winchester

@negans-lucille-tblr / negans-lucille-tblr.tumblr.com

Bee, 29, UK || Mainly SPN || Writing smut is kinda my thing || This blog is 18+ ONLY || Please check out my pinned post 💖
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Welcome to my blog! Before we begin, Please note this blog is 18+ <3

Hi! I'm Bee! You can find out more about the person behind the blog here!

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FAQs // Get Ahead when you Subscribe // My Library Blog (fics only - none of the rambling)

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YOU DO NOT HAVE PERMISSION TO STEAL/COPY/REPOST ANY OF MY WORK​ REGARDLESS OF WHETHER OR NOT YOU GIVE CREDIT. Want to support me as a writer? Like/reblog my work, don’t repost to another platform!

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Good stuff.

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tarysande

Guys, I edit professionally. This list is legit. Incorporating these suggestions before you hire an editor will save you A LOT of money. Even if you did these and nothing else, you’d see significant overall improvement in your work.

That said, you don’t have to overthink these things when you’re writing a first draft. If you write, “she said angrily” in a first draft, you can always revisit the phrasing in a second draft. I mention this because overthinking style can lead to a loss of momentum, and losing momentum is why so many people never finish a draft. Give yourself permission to write fast, write messy or ugly, and edit your draft into beauty later.

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bestie you're still posting! i thought you're leaving?

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I am still leaving (well not leaving completely but I’m stopping writing and taking my work down and making this just a general fandom blog)

I’m just still posting one final fic until it ends which I believe is one more chapter. I have a few more fics still to post on my website but I’m not sure if they’ll come to tumblr or if I’ll leave them as website exclusives yet

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The Omega Princess | Multi-Fandom A/B/O Mini Series | Part Five (FIN)

Summary: Y/N is the first royal heir that has ever presented as an Omega. In order to keep her safe, her parents lock her away in a tower protected by curses and enchantments. When Negan finally tracks down the Omega, he sends one of his best men, Dean, to bring her to him. He’s got big plans for the Omega, and he’ll stop at nothing to see them through. 

Rating: 18+ (Dark Fic)

Part Tags: fear, shame, embarrassment, aftermath of non con, mentions of murder, mentions of forced suppressants, true love, true mates, mentions of claiming, happy ending

Part WC: 2033

A/Ns: Hope you enjoyed this dark twisted tale!

Each time you move, alpha cum pours out of your abused hole. All you can do is whimper and sob as pain pulsates around your body. You’re going to die, you know you are, you can feel it in your bones. You won’t be alive to bear any pups for anyone if they continue to use you like this. You’re weak and fragile as you attempt to reposition yourself on the soiled mattress, and you hear a door opening further down the corridor and instantly your whole body tenses. Who’s going to rape you this time? Surely they’re done with you for at least the rest of the day? You don’t know how long you were fucked in the woods for, but judging by how full of cum they left you, and the fact that the sun is already starting to set, you can only assume it was most of the day. 

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It breaks my heart see such a talented writer taking down her work on Tumblr. You've been one of my biggest inspirations on here. Your inspiration has taken me down a more adventurous road with my writing.

I just thought I'd write down here one of the dreams I had recently that hopefully will make you smile a bit. You were a well established writer and I was at one of your signings. Jared and I were married. We were the last ones in line. I told him not to follow me into the store because everyone would see him a mile away. Of course he disobeyeded and was handy the entire time. You found it very entertaining. Eventually Jared gave you business card so you could be the next guest at our book club.

All in all though I hope you keep writing in some capacity. Also if you ever publish any books in the future. I'd happily scoop it up and buy it.

Wishing you all the best.

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Thank you Jen. I’ve always loved your comments and love on my work (not to mention the gifs) ❤️

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It does suck when there is a lack of engagement for the fics you write and deliver. I'm so sorry that all this has been demotivating you. I understand why it's hard for you to stay and keep posting.

You have been one of those writers who inspired me ever since I joined Tumblr. Your HP series is the first fanfic I properly read and loved.

The lack of engagement made me feel uninspired and I stopped posting altogether as well. That being said I'm trying my best to pursue writing in other ways.

I hope you find what you are looking for.

Love

- ally ❤️

Take care bee, hopefully, one day I'll see your novels in best sellers and be able to tell people that I used to engage with you once upon a time. Of course, no one would believe me but still something for me to gloat.

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Thank you ally ❤️❤️

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Anonymous asked:

Hi Bee ^_^ I wanted to let you know that I've been your fan for a while now. You're one of my favorite writers of all time 🩷

How I first discovered you was through your "Absent" Dean x reader story and that's when I fell in love. I can't express how much I love your work and talent <33

Even though I am personally not in the supernatural fandom and have never seen the show, I didn't care and still read your stories anyway because of how amazing and well written they were o(^∇^)o (I hope that's a good thing :'D)

That's how talented you are. That's how spectacular your stories are!

And so when I saw your post about your plan to delete your account and everything else, I got so sad :( I'm sorry you have to go through this.

I understand your situation. As a writer myself, I also struggled with fan interaction and feedback on tumblr. It was awful and very discouraging. That's why I left and deleted my account as well.

I haven't been on Tumblr in forever and this account I'm using to send you this ask is pretty much dead and unused. so I didn't find out about your decision until just today when I decided to log in.

I tried a few different platforms to post my work before eventually settling on AO3 as my new writing home. The interaction there is a lot, lot better :) at least for me. Its not perfect but I'm content being on there ^^ imo, ao3 is the only good option out there lol.

Like you said, Tumblr is pretty much a ghost town at this point 😬 which is why I realized it wasn't a good place to post anymore.

It breaks my heart to know that you couldnt find a good website to receive feedback like I have :(

However, I know I'm also guilty of not reblogging and commenting on your work :( I never interacted because I was kinda intimidated and I was also worried about what you would think of me since I'm kinda young.

I'm really sad to see you go but I hope you know that you made my life a little bit better with your stories and I will always admire you 🩷🩷🩷

I wish you the best, take care of yourself ☺️♡ (sorry for writing so much lol)

Thanks for your lovely comments. I’m honoured you’ve read my stuff despite not being in the spn fandom.

I also post on Ao3 and have the same lack of interaction there. Maybe I’m doing something wrong 😂 never mind it doesn’t matter anymore!

Thank you for this ask ❤️

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Anonymous asked:

I just had to say something - the entitlement of.some anons is just on crazy level. Like batshit crazy! Sorry not sorry 😤 I'm pissed for people acting this way for the art that you create from your own precious time. As you said - thousands of hours put into writing and for what - for them to start sending hate when you decide to take these away??

I myself am sorry, because I feel like I haven't been as supportive as i could've been either, but I love your fics

But their attitude shows how we probably don't even deserve your stories.

Sorry to see you go, but I wish the best for you 🥺🤍

Those are just the anons I’ve answered too. You wanna see the state of my inbox, nonnie! It’s a joke! 😂 as if hurling abuse at me is gonna make me stay or think “you know what? They are entitled to my stories after all” 🥴🥴🥴

It’s quite apt that today in therapy my therapist had to remind me (due to an unrelated thing) that putting boundaries in place pisses toxic people off and boy is she right 😂

Thanks for the love, I’m not completely leaving though, I’m keeping my blog alive for reading and sharing general fandom stuff, it just won’t be a writing blog anymore 😊

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a love letter to you, my inspiration

i remember the moment i first became embroiled in this (affectionately) fic writing crap. it was your blog; as i scrolled through random Dean/reader/Sam fics because i have an awful mind XD

i clicked on one of your wincest/reader fics and i gotta say i was hooked. the writing style, delicious angst, scrumptious smut, just everything i was looking for was right there in one piece of writing. i don't think i've ever felt so satisfied by a fic before.

that fic is what inspired me to write; i just want you to know.

i want to make other people feel that way. it's why i continue to plod along and make fics.

it's super sad that you're going away; the community is losing a tremendous writer and i wish i would have given more support instead of watching from the shadows all the time.

oh well. we'll miss you.

❤️❤️❤️

Thank you for your kind words ❤️

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Anonymous asked:

Hiya! I don't want to sound offensive, but happened to your first time Dean/Sam/John x sister/daughter!reader fic? I think it goes like the guys don't trust anyone else to take care of the reader properly, so they take it upon themselves to teach her? I looked on the masterlist but I can't find it anymore :(

Hey that was one of the fics that was deleted in the first phase of me leaving so that’s why you can’t find it!

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I just discovered your blog yesterday and have fallen in love with the (only, like,) two fics I’ve had time to read so far and I’d love to be added to your tag list for all the fandoms you write for!

I didn’t see a google link anywhere to add myself. Do I do that through your inbox?

Thank you so so much!

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Thanks for the love. I don’t do tag lists though sorry ❤️

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Hello, your post about shutting down your pages/sites has just come across my dash and I’m so sorry to see you go. You were one of my first follows when I got back on tumblr a year ago and a few of your series have been some of my faves!

I don’t know if this has already been asked or if you already adressed it somewhere, but is there a chance of maybe purchasing pdfs of few of the fics you’ve already taken down? I’d hate to lose them, but I understand if it’s not possible.

I wish you all the best in the future ❤️

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Thank you ❤️

I haven’t made plans for my writing yet.

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Anonymous asked:

Bruh I am so pissed. Why bother removing fics just delete the whole blog then. Without us you wouldn’t be here and wouldn’t publish amazing fics.

Bruh, I’m pissed too.

Imagine spending thousands of hours creating content and managing a blog for people to ignore it and then turn around and think they’re entitled to all your hard work when you decide to reclaim it for yourself 😭

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Anonymous asked:

But why removing fics? I come every night to your page to reread something to deal with my stress and now I won’t be able to do that anymore? I love your writing so much and I understand that you don’t want to share anything anymore but please don’t remove your amazing work please 🥺💕

Because they’re mine and I wanna take them with me lol

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