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"mental pressure got me popping pills and shit" ~ chase atlantic
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counseledcounselor

For my next trick, watch me bring up a random comment you made in passing about 3 months ago that you hadn’t even recognized as something that could hurt my feelings. OUT OF THIN AIR.

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bloodorangesandknives
🌸Keep Going🌸
(Reasons to.. Extensive)
  • The pain of an overly full stomach compared to some hunger pains that last 20 minutes
  • What it feels like to have an empty stomach
  • Water splashing into an empty stomach
  • The shame and guilt of stuffing yourself after a binge
  • To be able to feel your ribs without that layer of fat
  • Sleeping on your stomach and feeling your hipbones digging into the bed
  • Waking up with a flatter stomach than last night
  • Your body eating it’s own fat because you have enough to live off of
  • Feeling light and airy when you wake up every morning instead of feeling like a heavy greasy ball of fat
  • Tracing your hands over every rib each night because you can finally feel them
  • Your thighs and boobs won’t jiggle when you walk
  • Eating only healthy foods and having clear skin and healthy hair
  • Being able to satisfy your cravings once you are skinny enough so that you won’t gain 10 lbs
  • You’ll finally be able to fit both hands around your upper thigh
  • Fitting into old clothes from middle/high school
  • Buying shirts in the little kids sections bc your body is finally small enough
  • Beautiful slender fingers like a Greek goddess
  • Taking vitamins everyday and losing weight while your hair and nails grow
  • NO MORE CHUBBY CHEEKS
  • Family won’t pinch your stomach/thighs/back and comment about how you kept on that baby fat
  • When you see family for the first time in a while they comment on how you look like a doll or a model
  • Being the pretty and skinny cousin that everyone loves
  • Never EVER going back to your SW
  • Hitting your next GW and feeling euphoric
  • That great feeling of being full of water and nothing else
  • Bloating from water weight instead of salt, grease, bread, etc.
  • Finally wearing the cute skirts and ripped jeans to school
  • Getting to your all time lowest weight and continuing to lose
  • Wear knee high socks and garters
  • Sexy lingerie and fishnet stockings
  • Impressing cute girls/guys but also knowing your self worth after all your hard work and dedication
  • Soft moisturized body that has not even an inch of fat on it.
  • Feel like you’re walking on clouds
  • Cute feet with not fat on them
  • Never having those extra fat rolls on your armpit
  • Sitting on your boyfriend/ girlfriend’s lap and not crushing them
  • Long slender legs like an anime girl
  • Always borrowing friends clothes because they may fit you big, but they’ll never fit you small
  • Wearing flowy dresses/robes that cinch at the waist and make you look like a goddess
  • Buying new clothes that you like because now you fit into the smalls, extra smalls, and mediums
  • Never have to reposition yourself when you sit to hide your fat again
  • Wearing hoodies to look cute, NOT to hide your fat
  • And finally, being happy and leading a new lifestyle where you never have to go back to the horrible feeling of being too fat or not enough.

Disclaimer: These reasons are for personal motivation. I do not encourage eating disorders and I love all of you ♡ Please block me if you are barely developing an ED and speak to someone you trust about it.

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FASTING TIP

Splenda DOES break a fast! Diet pop DOES break a fast! Anything that is zero sugar has artificial sweeteners and they break your fast!!!!

0 cal/0 sugar drinks are not always safe! You need to check the ingredients list for “aspartame” if it has that, don’t drink it!! Aspartame will mess with your insulin and thus, break your fast

Stevia is a safe zero cal sweetener (i think it tastes like marshmallows in my coffee) and it is safe for fasting!

Zevia is carbonated water, it is free of calories, sugar, and sweeteners! They have lots of flavors to choose from (my fav is strawberry and cream soda)

I was going to try La Croix but it has aspartame ): so that’s a no

If you want the true benefits of fasting, you need to watch out for artifical sweeteners

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Why do I want food if it makes me so freaking sad? Why do I starve of it doesn’t make me happy?

I’m a gosh darn living contradiction ☹

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Stray Kids MVs as Netflix Shows

I got bored today so I made some edits! These are based off of the MV not the song~

Hellevator

[Han Jisung, a teenage boy from group of friends who are closer then brothers turns up missing the morning after a party. His friends will do anything to find him, even if it means sending themselves to hell.]

District 9

[Nine imperfect boys trapped in a dystopian society obsessed with perfection decided to make their own rules. A district against the rest of the world where people can run free. Welcome to District 9.]

Grow Up

[Growing up can be a tricky thing. For these unlikely friends, brought together by their love for the idea of adulthood, they can’t wait for college. But now with graduation approaching they realize theirs so much they haven’t done.]

My Pace

[Bored with his average life, Lee Know drags his friends into the world of street racing because he was way to scared to go on his own. Who know it would lead to this much trouble?]

Awkward Silence

[The schools biggest losers suddenly become the nine most beloved people on campus over night all thanks to their hidden talent and a viral video. They are thrilled, or they would be if they knew how to handle it.]

You tell me which one of these (shitty) plots (that took me like a minute to write each) you like most

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You have to write awkward silence omg you have to write like all of them my heart can't handle this

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pls leave

PENTAGON MORE LIKE PENTAGONE HAHAHA

pls leave cube when your contract expires. you can do better than a company that releases an “official” statement that looks like it was written by a man who doesnt now what a thesaurus is. 

yes pull a BAP (or at least what bap is gonna hopefully do)

(also its funny how fans say this is the best action for cube because of their comeback. hun he kicked a member out. A MEMBER. he aint coming back. do you know how emotional pentagon might be right now? I get it. kpop is about sales. but youre a fan please have emotions and care about our boys a bit more. edawn made them popular so they will lose a lot of fans either way. they couldve used a less harsh punishment but dont you dare say it was the BEST course of action they can take.)

im just very surprised and this midly seems like some sort of prank (the letter was horribly written or maybe it was the translation error) but so far its real so ill take it with the real gravity. 

the only thing im emotional about is how pentagon must be doing right now. they had to go through a shitty survival show THAT EDAWN WAS ELIMANTED FROM AND BROUGHT BACK AFTER WORKING HIS ASS OFF for what? for their hard work to be destroyed by the company. sure the couple was in the wrong but not to the point to kick them out. it seems fishy and just apathetic. is money all cube can hear? (even if it is kicking out hyuna would lose a bunch of money)

also poor hyuna she’s been kicked out of 2 companies that she TRUSTED but i guess cube just didnt feel the same. tsk tsk 

im sorry for ranting but its just how i felt strongly

#pentagon#pentagone#pentagon edawn#cube entertainment#hyuna#edawn and hyuna kicked out#edawn and hyuna#pentagon ot10#im sad#kpop#wtf
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