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@rageofthenerd / rageofthenerd.tumblr.com

I go by Phyona. Fic writer/Fan artist. Lord of the Rings, Star Wars, Star Trek, Harry Potter, Marvel, Gaming, Anime/Manga, Supernatural, Yuri!!! On Ice, Hannibal, Captive Prince, Song of Achilles, All for the Game = My Mind Palace
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eklaize

"I’m not sure,’ said Laurent, in a detached voice. ‘I was curious what kind of man you were. " -Captive Prince by C.S. Pacat

Do i have started a re-read? Possibly. I wanted this to feel a bit rougher than the first one, because of the horribleness of the scene. (Is there a possibility to spoiler- hide things on tumblr?)

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rereading my own writing is just a constant fluctuation between "damn, girl, you wrote this? (affectionate)" and "damn, girl, you wrote this? (derogatory)"

I am also “damn, girl, you wrote this? (forgetful)”

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swoopyswish

i love when random tumblr users find my blog and go through it liking and reblogging everything in a frenzy, it feels like i’ve been cultivating a nice backyard with a lovely birdbath and feeder and i’ve glanced out the window to see a bird going absolutely wild with it

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I took this picture years ago and it’s so bizarre to me to see it pop up in random places (always without credit, of course).  My favorite thing to come out of it was how someone said the flame was so fake and obviously photoshopped and i was like....bro i literally filled a pumpkin with lighter fluid and coals and threw a match at it

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After years of battling through hardship, I’ve finally finished my first original novel.  

I can’t describe the elation, the joy, the relief.  I questioned myself so many times, questioned my purpose.  I had some low lows.  It seemed at times that the tribulations and tragedies of my personal life were sent to keep me from finishing this book.  But everything feels worth it now.  

Today was the first day in over a decade where I didn’t feel shame for not having written a novel yet.  I never realized how debilitating this dark undercurrent was until I could do things like play a video game or stay in bed late today without guilt.  I’m (holy crap) proud of myself.  I’m proud of my book, even if it goes nowhere and I’m the only one who ever enjoys it.  I worked so hard, and I pulled it off, and...I can’t wait to write the next one.

And now I’m going to have a big ass shot of tequila.

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Dean and Cas wish you a very merry Christmas! …now shoo, they’re busy defiling the Christmas tree

Winter Holiday Destiel, 2017 edition

Another year, another Christmas fic rec list!. May the next year be kind and generous to us all. <3   (link to destielfanfic christmas tag, link to other rec lists)

Winter Holiday recs from our resources, fics added December 2018 are marked with asterisk (*):

New recs, first time on our blog!

As Luck Would Have It by duustbunny [T, 2,600 word count]

Dean goes visit a girl on Christmas Day but he gets lost and ends up at the wrong house. The Novak’s house. Everyone thinks he’s Castiel’s supposedly fake boyfriend.

Gratuitous Use of Mistletoe by starsinursa [T, 1,400 word count]

“Dude, did you know someone hung mistletoe in the elevators?” is the first thing Dean says when he pushes open the door to Sam’s office, not bothering to knock.

I Won’t Even Wish for Snow by Annie D (scaramouche) [T, 6,500 word count]*

It’s the third year that Castiel’s spending Christmas with his best friend’s family, and he expects it to be much like the previous two. Then mistletoe happens.

Mermen and Mistletoe by robotsnchicks [T, 6,500 word count]

When Cas draws his long-term crush’s name for the office gift exchange, he is determined to find the perfect gift. Unfortunately his co-worker Meg has an unconventional suggestion.

Once Upon A Time in a Disney Store by noxsoulmate [T, 23,200 word count]

When Castiel Novak gets sick and loses his voice for a few days, he comes up with a clever trick to explain his lost voice to the kids in the Disney Store he works at. One little Mary Winchester, however, takes his note too serious and promptly starts a quest for his prince. Will her charming uncle be able to break the curse and be his one true love?

Smoke by schmerzerling [T, 5,300 word count]

Dean, struggling to come back to the real world after six years in the military, meets Castiel when his brother drags him to a New Year’s Eve party. Whether or not that’s a good thing is anybody’s guess.

Stripping Santas by LoudenSwainfangirl and tricia_16 [NC-17, 19,500 word count]

Dean has a bit of a kink for angel wings. Castiel has a bit of a kink for Santa #5. Or: The one where Dean and Castiel meet for the first time when Castiel bids on Dean in a Stripping Santas auction, and Castiel realizes Dean is his true mate.

Twelve days of Christmas by thepopeisdope [T/M/NC-17, 41,600 word count, 12 parts]

(Summary of the first part)  Cas picks out a Christmas tree, Dean eats candy canes, and Sam is scarred for life.

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