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the sun always shines on tv

@depmode / depmode.tumblr.com

alana | 33 | neutral tired | 18+ only | "oh, i sing all day and i love you through the night"
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i finally got a chance to commission art of my curse of strahd campaign son adoni, who has been living rent free daily in my head for 2+ years, from the great artist @kahlart ( also on twitter ) and ahhhh it’s so nice to See Him outside my own brain 😭<3 y’all are lucky i am not making crazy posts every day talking about him tbh. might just reblog this weekly to remind you he does exist and he’s a very good boy.

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what have i been up to, you ask? you didn't? too bad! and the answer is nothing!

i don't actually know when the last time i for real was on here and im too lazy to look so idk, umm, i went through a period of reading books like mad and then stopped. i currently have almost 400 hours in balls gate but i don't actually like the game? (tbf at this point like 50 of them are idle hours where i left the game up and like 20 have to be character creation/fashion dress up time in game.) im failing classes but almost done with my associates. my back hurts. i bought a $900 doll (don't have it yet, takes months to make.) have not been good about keeping my plants alive. have considered starting to pray just for fun but too lazy to commit so far. continue to experience no emotional states whatsoever. bought my first vintage 60s dress/jacket combo. still have 6 cats.

idk if i will go back to Using tumblr cause tbh my capacity for social media has taken a big nose dive which, theoretically, a good thing, but as it's my only real social outlet it's kind of hmm. dunno. im on bluesky, did i post that here? crescentfresh is my UN. im still sporadic about my activities but you know.

kiss kiss, hug hug, 💋

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defilerwyrm

Are you afraid of spiders?

Please note: I’m not asking if you LIKE spiders, I’m asking if you’re AFRAID of them.

For bonus points, tag your answer and which continent you live on!

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ms-demeanor

I answered this with the third option then remembered that I’ve been bitten by both black and brown widows (it wasn’t their faults! It was defensive! There are a LOT of spiders at my house and sometimes I have to reach into walls and cracks that I don’t know they’re living in! I’m sorry spiders!) and upon consideration I’m probably option one.

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'how did you rationalize feeling different as a child' posts are so funny bro you think i was even aware enough to realize i was behaviorally different 😭😭 i have lived my entire life assuming all my experiences are universal and anyone else is the weird one

due to my sigma mentality i didn't even realize when other people were making fun of me like it just did not get processed. bounced off of my autistic swag like nothing

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