carrie fisher isn’t just princess leia. carrie fisher isn’t just an actress we all admire from a famous series of movies made a long time ago in a galaxy far far away. carrie fisher isn’t just another name on the list of shitty things 2016 has done to people i admire.

carrie fisher is a woman who struggled with addiction and mental illness and never sugar coated it - she spoke honestly, openly, about every ugly truth, and made me so much less ashamed of the things i struggle with in my daily life.

carrie fisher is a woman who fought back against body shaming and misogyny, against agesim, who looked at critics and said “yes, i am a woman who has aged, and had children, and struggled with depression and addiction and my body has changed, so you can just shut the fuck up and deal with it”, and it was absolutely beautiful.

carrie fisher is a woman who was placed in the role of “princess” but didn’t conform to the typical hollywood idea of what a princess should be. she’s loud, brash, crass, and unapologetic for being so.

she’s an idol and an inspiration and she’s a woman who saved my life many times just by being who she was and never shying away from it or feeling the need to say sorry. carrie fisher is so much and more and i cannot begin to stomach the thought of 2016 taking her away from me, from her family, from the rest of the world and those of us who love her so dearly.

i love you, space momma. we all do. keep fighting the good fight.

Decorating the Tree

Bucky x Reader

You place the last ornament on the tree with a fond smile before stepping back and taking in your handiwork.  The Christmas lights fill the room in a soft glow, the twinkling light amplified by being reflected in the ornaments as well.

“Looks like there’s still one more,” Bucky tells you, nodding his head toward the bin where you stash your ornaments for the rest of the year.

You frown slightly, turning to look.  You could have sworn that was everything; but sure enough, there’s still a small box sitting at the bottom.  Your head tilts, brow furrowing as you bend down to grab it.  It’s a plain white box, but you don’t remember it being in here.

Opening the box, you find a single red ornament sitting on a cushion.  You hook your finger into the string and pull it out.  Free from the confines of the box, you can now see that there’s something written on it in a wispy, silver script.

Marry me?

You feel your breath hitch when you read the words.  “Buck, do you know…” your voice falls away when you turn around to face Bucky, only to find him down on one knee.  “Oh,” you squeak out, your free hand coming up to cup over your mouth in shock.

He looks up at you with wide and hopeful, yet nervous eyes.  “So… I had a whole speech planned, but now that we’re here… I can’t seem to remember any of it,” he admits with a slight wince.

Lowering your hand, you give him a fond smile, trying not to laugh. He seemed nervous enough, you didn’t want to make it worse.  You lower down onto your knees as well, to get on his level.  “Well, if this is basically what you were going for,” you start, glancing at the ornament in your hand before looking up at him.  “Then the answer is yes.”

His brows shoot up, “It is?”

This time, you can’t stop your laugh.  “Why do you look so surprised?”

“I don’t know.  I-”

You reach your free hand out to grab the back of his neck and pull his mouth to yours.

Outdoor Lights

Steve and Bucky x Reader

Requested by @katherinekittentaylor

“Someone’s going to have to get the ladder,” you state, looking up at the edge of the roof.  You had commissioned Steve and Bucky to help you decorate your parents’ house for the holidays, since Tony had handled decorating the facility.  After digging around in the garage to find the boxes of lights, the three of you were ready to begin.

Bucky scoffs, “Nah, we don’t need it.”

You look at him like he’s crazy.  “Okay, you guys are tall, but not that tall.”

“We aren’t,” Steve agrees, looking up at the roof.  His lips curl up into a grin as his gaze drops down to you.  “But you are.”

“Wha-”  You yelp in surprise when your feet suddenly leave the ground.  Bucky lifts you up until you’re sitting on his shoulders.  “Oh my God!  Barnes, if you drop me…!”

“You’ll be fine, I got you.  Can you reach now?”  His hands grip your knees, keeping your legs pinned to his chest.

Your hands rest on the top of his head for balance as you look up. “Uh, yeah, I think so.”

Steve hands you a string of lights, unraveling the strands as necessary so you can hook them onto the nails that were already set in the wood years ago.  Working together, you three finish in no time.  It was a so much easier to use Bucky as a moving ladder instead having to constantly climb up and down a real one.

When the last strand is hung, Bucky takes several steps back, bringing you with him.  “Alright, Steve.  Light her up!” you tell him.

He plugs the end of the strand in and the colored lights come to life. He moves over to you and Bucky, taking in your handiwork.  “Looks pretty good,” he comments.

“Thanks for your help,” you tell them both with a smile.

The two hum in response, both becoming distracted by the lights.

“Uh, Buck?” you ask, tapping the top of his head.  “You ever gonna let me down?”

“Oh, right.”  He bends down, his hands coming up to grip your hips so he can lift you up and set you back on your feet.  “Told you we didn’t need a ladder,” he smirks as you turn around to face him.

You raise an eyebrow in challenge.  “You just wanted to put your head between my legs.”

He grins, completely unashamed.  “Not gonna lie, it was definitely a perk.”

Steve chuckles at the two of you.  “Let’s head back inside.  It’s getting cold.”

Everyone’s posting their favorite vines, so I thought I’d hop on this bandwagon.

Are you Netflix cause I’d avoid everyone to look at you for 5 hours straight

Looking over your shoulder needs to become second nature.

One thing I like about Pixar films is how the happy ending isn’t always what you think it’ll be. The toys don’t go with Andy to college, Gusteau’s restaurant gets closed down, Mike and Sulley get kicked out of university, Carl never gets Ellie to Paradise Falls. But they find out that what they wanted isn’t necessarily what they needed, and I really like the fact that kids get to learn that life doesn’t always turn out the way they dreamed and that’s okay.

I think the best thing about this scene is Bucky realizes nothing has changed between him and Steve. When he went into hiding, Bucky probably thought that Steve would be so upset with everything that Bucky has done, or he would look at him differently. But even after 70 years and everything Bucky has done, Steve still views him as his best friend/brother/family/everything. Bucky still has Steve to talk about memories with. Bucky still has Steve.

Sarge. Bucky x Reader

Two months. That’s how long you had been gone for. That mission took every inch of your patience and sanity. You had to go deep undercover in Pakistan, transforming into the alias that was given to you. Yourself didn’t exist for two months, and you thought that a certain other teammate forgot that you existed as well. Before you left for your assignment, you told Bucky that you were thinking about moving more towards a relationship with him, and you had thought that he was receptive and his own words were: “I want that too. But first, you have to be safe over there and come back in one piece.”

Well, you were back and in one piece, but Bucky was more distant than when he had first met you. Steve and Nat showered you in eagerness and relief at your return. Bucky barely stayed in the same room as you.

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Sunset Love

Sebastian Stan x reader

Summary: Sebastian decides that the best for you two is to break up.

(Credits to the owner of the gif)

The sunset. You love the sunset. One of the best parts of the day.

Sebastian and you decided to take a walk around the city as the sun sets. Normally, the city is a chaos; but today is peaceful, is quiet. You can hear the birds singing, the sound of the wings of the doves as they fly, the sound of nature which is beautiful and relaxing.

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Little Do You Know (Part 1)

Characters: Reader and Tony friendship, Reader x Bucky flashbacks, mentions Tony x Pepper,

Summary: Flashbacks to the reader/Bucky’s relationship (between the Winter Soldier and Civil War when he goes into cryo). Reader and Tony comfort each other after their respective breakups/partners leaving them.

Song inspiration: Little Do You Know by Alex and Sierra

Genres: fluff (this chapter), angst (future)

A/N: I already have 3/4′s of part 2 done. When I procrastinate…I write. :/

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Please, Professor

Summary: There´s a new professor at Y/N´s university. She decides to have a little fun.

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3

Word Count: 1,371

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Female Reader

Warnings: a few swear words here and there and hints to eventual smut (as usual)

A/N: I FINALLY GOT MY WIFI BACK!! ANd this fic is absolute shit right now and i don´t even know if this is how actual classes in universities are???? or have i made up a whole new type of school???? also i know this chapter is kinda weird and makes no sense but the next one will be better i promise

Y/N

When Natasha, Y/N and Wanda had made the plan a few weeks earlier, they were certain it would work. 

It did not. 

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Dear Diary

Hello hello I am back with yet another piece of work Enjoy! Leave a comment! Leave a nice review! Confess your sins! Whatever you want my ask is open.

Warnings: Mentions of death, crying Bucky, sad people all around, angst

Word count: 1.5k

Dear diary,

Today I met a guy called James.  He told me that he likes to be called Bucky. He bought me coffee and a donut after my shift. He was so nice to me, usually people don’t act too understanding towards waitresses, not in the local shop I work in anyways. There is something about him that I can’t quite tell. He’s different than anyone I’ve met.  He looks like a guy with a story. I hope he calls me.

Sincerely, Y/N

Bucky smiled at the memory of the first time you met. As soon as he entered small coffee shop and laid his eyes on you, he was a goner. He had no intentions of meeting an extremely amazing person with equally amazing physical features.  But that is exactly what happened. Bucky asked you out after chatting several hours at the coffee shop that was supposed to be closed hours ago. Even the simple thought of the day warmed Bucky’s heart.

Dear diary,

Today Bucky asked me to be his girlfriend! I can’t believe we came this far with him. I like him a lot, everything he has a whole person entices me. His stories, his strength to hold on to life inspires me. I am mostly amazed by his metal arm. How can he make something that is supposed to be hard and destructive feel like home. He feels like home.

Sincerely, Y/N

Bucky’s smiled grew even wider as he read the words written on your diary. He knew you had a thing for his arm, you always made sure he knew that you were more than okay with it. He felt proud to be the one to feel like home to you. He wanted to try his best to be enough for you. Bucky’s hold on the diary tightened as he heard footsteps coming up from the stairs. The door slowly opened, revealing Steve with a red rose on his hand. He slightly smiled at Bucky who was sitting on the floor, reading. Steve carefully left the red rose on the bed giving Bucky one last smile and nodded, a silent agreement that talking wasn’t necessary, and made his way out of the room without taking his eyes off Bucky’s large frame.

Dear diary,

It’s been 2 years since me and Bucky started dating. I think it’s safe to say that these have been the best days of my life. We celebrated at the very first place we met, had dinner and sat by the little bridge, our place. He took me home and made me feel like a queen. But the highlight of my day was when he gave me a key and told me that if I was okay with it, he wanted me to move in with him. I can’t wait to see what life has to give us after this. I fear that bad things are on the way, everything has been so perfect in our little bubble in the past 2 years. I hope me and Bucky will always be okay, I love him.

Sincerely, Y/N

Even though Bucky was slightly stiffened by your statement about the future, he couldn’t help but feel his heart thump with love. He could never get enough of you. That night was the best night of his life. He got to make love to the woman of his dreams on the bed they shared. He chuckled and shook his head at the memory of you guys ordering McDonalds afterwards and eating it in bed. Bucky was so caught up that he didn’t even feel Sam and Nat enter the room. They both had little boxes in their hands. They slowly made their way to the bed and placed the boxes neatly on it then shared a quick glance when Bucky didn’t even realise someone was in the room. Carefully, without alarming him, they walked out of the room.

Dear diary,

 WE ARE GETTING MARRIED! Bucky asked me marry him last night, it was too good to be true. A moment out of a fairy tale… I never thought I would be wearing  a white dress and walk down the aisle to the man I will call my husband. I can’t wait. I love him so much. Every single part of him I love.

Sincerely, Mr. Barnes

Bucky remembered the way he cried at the wedding and how you cried trying to shush him. It was truly a moment of love and mutual passion. The love he held for you was crazy. He could feel his heart heat up whenever someone even said your name. He had it bad.

As Bucky kept reading the diary, people came in and out, leaving roses and boxes full of little things. He didn’t care, he was too caught up in your words that he couldn’t even realize that people were coming in and getting out.

Dear diary,

The wedding was perfect. I can call him my husband now, my Bucky. He looked amazing. He is amazing. I can’t even begin to describe the amount of love I have for him. We will go on our honeymoon this weekend, he wouldn’t tell me where. He said it was a surprise and that I had to wait.  I trust him so much that I don’t even care, as long as he is with me.

Sincerely, Mrs. Barnes

Bucky let the tears flow down his cheeks. You were so happy, he thought. So pure and full of love for everything and everyone…  You were the sunshine to everyone’s darkness, a lifesaver for Bucky and for many. You were his Y/N.

He thought it was unfair. Unfair that upon all those filthy people that lived, you, an angel, didn’t. It was unfair how you were taken from him. It was unfair how he didn’t get to say goodbye or give you one last kiss. He broke down and started sobbing like crazy, curled up in a ball, holding the rose in his other hand tightly. However sad he was, it was the last page you wrote that was the last straw for him. Bucky got up, still sobbing, ripped the last page and put the rose on the page and fell down on his knees, kissing the sheets that still smelled like you. ‘’I love you my babies.’’ He whispered between sobs, on his knees, holding on to the sheets as if they were the anchor to stop him from joining you in death.

Dear diary,

I am having the greatest day ever. I know I say that all the time but nothing can compare to the feeling I feel inside of me right now. I can’t wait to go to Bucky’s office and tell him the news He never lets me drive late at night, especially when the noisy drunk neighbors are up but this can’t wait.  He will be ecstatic. My heart is about to burst in happiness… Good days are coming. Good days for me, my Bucky and our baby.

Sincerely, Mommy Barnes

Can’t seem to make it right Part 1

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Featuring: The Avengers team

Words: 1466

Warning: swearing

Tag: @vashanatasha​

Request: Hii! I just wanna request something. I really like the idea of bucky has a big ass crush on reader and he obviously doesnt know the fuck to do so he always ends up making her angry & messing with her and she loves messing back. Idk theres a lot this kinda imagine but i fucking love your work sooooooo can you can you can you can you? I need some angsty fluffy shit and if you make a series out of this i will donate you my goddamn kidney. KISSES KISSES 💕💕

Note: again, I’m so sorry it took me so long! I hope it’s ok and I hope you like it!

Another day at the Avengers complex had just started so did your daily routine. You got up, took a shower and went to the kitchen to have breakfast. The team was on a mission so you had to do it all alone. Once you were done, you went back to your room and took the laptop to finish the assignment for college you had to hand in on Thursday.

No, you were not an Avenger, you weren’t even a SHIELD agents, you just happened to be Clint Barton’s daughter, the oldest one, and since you went to college in Atlanta, your dad pulled some strings so you could stay at the complex and be closer to university. Oddly, Tony had agreed on this and had prepared a room for you. At the beginning it was weird but now you just loved your life there.

Steve Rogers was like a big brother to you. He was always there trying to help you with your assignments or with anything really. He defended you from everyone, even from your own father, but sometimes it was a bit over protective, especially when it came to boys which could be a bit annoying. But you loved him.

Sam Wilson was a pain in the ass. He was always messing with you, annoying you every time he had a chance but, at the end of the day, he just couldn’t see you upset. You were like a little sister for him and he just wanted the best for you. Plus, he used to take you flying to college when you were late. Of course, your dad didn’t like it, actually he used to go insane every time Sam did it but it was the only way to make you get there on time.

Natasha Romanoff and Wanda Maximoff were your best friends. They were the ones who trained you every day for a couple of hours, they were the one advising you when it came to fashion or boys. And also they were the ones covering it for you when you went to a party. Most of times they went with you as well, but that was another whole story. You three were like the Powerpuff Girls. An unstoppable trio.

Tony Stark was more like a father than a friend. He could be as protective as your own father and as annoying as Sam. It was an odd combination but you loved him. He was always there to help you and you loved helping him in his lab. He tried to teach you about physics but it had been impossible. Not like you cared, all you wanted was his toys to build stuff even when you didn’t know what you were doing.

You barely saw Thor since he used to be in Asgard and only came down to Earth when there was a truly important mission. But the times you had the chance to be with him, he had been the funniest guy ever, and also polite and eager to know more about this strange world. He always reminded you to a kid in a sweets shop.

And then, there was Bucky Barnes. You didn’t even know how to describe what you two had going on. You knew you liked him, you knew you had a crush on him, you knew he was the hottest guy you had ever seen, but you also knew he was the biggest pain in the ass you ever had to face. He always made you angry and messed with you for no reason, but some other times he was the sweetest man alive.

And they all had been away for two days now. You did well alone. You were good in the kitchen and managed yourself to get to college in time. But it wasn’t the same when they weren’t around. Plus, you spent the days worried about them, wanting to know where they were or if they were ok. You just wanted all of them back.

But finally, at the end of the day, when you were out in the backyard training by yourself, you heard a familiar sound over your head. Looking up, you smiled widely as you saw the quinjet approaching. You forgot about everything and just ran to the hangar where it would land, praying everything turned out alright and everyone was ok.

“(Y/N)!” Your father was the first one coming out of the flying device.

“Dad!” You screamed happily and ran to hug him, he picked you up from the floor and spun you around before kissing your head. “Are you ok? Everyone’s alright?” You asked anxious.

“Yes, darling, we are all fine”, he smiled down at you, happy to see you. You let out a sigh of relief and hugged him again.

When you pulled away everyone was coming out of the quinjet so you went one by one, hugging them, happy they were all safe and sound and home.

“I missed you so much”, you said while you were hugging Steve.

“I missed you too”, he smiled kissing your head over and over again. You had almost forgot how tall he actually was.

“What about me?” You looked to your left to see Bucky with his arms opened, waiting for a hug.

Rolling your eyes, you walked to him and wrapped your arms around his, giving him a tight hug as he did the same to you. These were the moments you lived for, when he wasn’t touching every single one of your nerves and all he did was holding you.

“Well, you’ve been alone for two days. I hope you have the best dinner every prepared for us”, he mumbled in your ear. Narrowing your eyes, you looked at him.

“For your information, I’ve been quite busy myself while you were busy saving the world. So no, soldier, I did not make dinner for all of you”, you replied sarcastic.

“Such a disappointment”, he smirked.

“Fuck you”, you snapped and turned around to go back to your father.

The only ones left in the hangar were Steve and Bucky, both watching you leave with your dad while you told him all about college and all about what you had been doing these last few days.

“Always messing it up, huh?” Steve teased his friend. Bucky sighed and shrugged.

“I don’t know what’s wrong with me, pal, I used to…have them all”, Bucky sighed. “But when it comes to this one I become such a jerk”

“That’s good” Steve smiled. “That means she’s not like the others”, he added.

“You can bet she’s not. This one drives completely insane”, the soldier mumbled.

“You’re so lost, man”, Steve laughed patting his back and walking to the elevator. Just like everyone else, he was starving and Natasha had said something about ordering pizza.

“And then Wanda tripped over and threw Bucky to a snow hole”, Steve said laughing and making you all laugh.

“So The Winter Soldier was defeated”, you teased looking at Bucky.

“It was an accident”, Wanda chuckled.

They were all telling you how the mission had developed. As always they had accomplished it perfectly but there were always funny stories to tell you. And you loved it.

“And who was the one who crashed against a tree?” Bucky smirked at Steve.

“I was saving your ass!” The Captain complained.

“Language”, you all said at the same time.

“C’mon! It has been ages since that!” Steve whined making you all laugh again.

When you all finished having dinner, you started cleaning up and ordered all of them to go and rest since they were all exhausted. At the beginning they all protested but gave in since you were right: they were exhausted. But Bucky still stayed behind helping you.

“Go to bed, soldier, you need some rest”, you told him.

“I’m ok”, he said piling up the plates while you threw away the napkins.

“Still having troubles to sleep?” You asked as he started washing the dishes.

“Yeah”, he said simply.

You nodded and started drying the dishes while he washed them. You had always felt bad about him and you wished you could help him somehow, but what could you do? Go to his room and sleep with him? That would be too weird. With a sigh you just focused on the dished until you felt water on your face.

“What the fuck!?” You looked at Bucky to find him smirking at you. “Why on hell would you do that?”

“C’mon, it’s just water”, he laughed shaking his head.

“I don’t care!” You exclaimed.

You hated be splashed with water, it made you so nervous and you didn’t know why but it had always been that way.

“Fuck you Barnes”, you snapped and left the kitchen quickly.