I suffer from my sorry lies

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1x1 I kn-kn-know a girl She gets what she wants all the time 'Cause she's fine But for an angel, she's a hot, hot mess Make you so blind But you don't mind 'Cause she's an uptown, get-around, anything-goes girl She's a hardcore, candy-store, give-me-some-more girl

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‘‘ i know.. i know.. ‘‘ trailing off, he lets out a frustrated groan and lays his head back on the pillow. ‘‘ it’s just.. i feel so bad. and it’s all i think about, because that was when i was always pushin’ you an’ anyone else away..’‘ bringing both his hands up to run it along his face, then up through his hair . ‘‘ if i push you away.. don’t leave. don’t give up, ‘kay?’‘

“Babe,” Ayla wanted to groan, but she just tilted her head back as he went on. Listening to this again. She wasn’t aggravated by it, but she didn’t know how many times she was going to promise that she wouldn’t give up and how many times she had to tell him that he was stuck with her. Digging her nails into his chest. Not to hurt him, doing it more in a playful manner. “You need to stop. I already told you multiple times that you’re stuck with me,” she told him while looking back down at him. “I don’t know what else you want me to do, or tell you.”

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‘‘ i hope you know sooner or later you’re going to be the death of me. it’s going to say, kol parker– died at the hands of a beautiful gal.’‘ he whispers against her lips, his hands moving to her hips. ‘‘ i missed you so fuckin’ much, i’m just.. i’m glad you’re back in my life again.’‘ he mutters, pulling away to look at her. ‘‘ and i feel so bad.. for treating you like you meant nothing to me.’‘

She chuckled, pressing another kiss to his lips before pushing herself back up. “I’m not going to kill you and I missed you too. And you need to stop apologizing for you,” she said poking his chest as he spoke. “We’re past that and we don’t have to think about that anymore. We’re together and that’s all that matters. You have me and I’m not going anywhere again.”

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shrugging again, kol finally looks to her. he doesn’t say anything but his eyes search her features. kol squeezes her hand again and this time brings it up to press a kiss to her lips, letting out a sigh. ‘’ i’ll consider it. i promise.’’ dropping her hand, he moves to lean up to press a kiss to her cheek. ‘’ i love you. thank you for being here.’’ he whispers with a grin, pulling her onto him- eyes still searching her frame in an adoring manner.

“Okay, baby,” Ayla whispered into the kiss. She smiled as she looked at him and once she was on top of him, she straddled his waist, her hands running up and down his torso. “Mm, of course. I’m always here for you, you know that. And of course I love you as well. More than anything, and I always will,” she told him as she leaned down to press her lips against his.

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shrugging, kol gives her hand a squeeze and his gaze remains forward. ‘’ honestly, i don’t even know. probably not.’’ his lips purse, his other hand absentmindedly raking through her hair. ‘’ that’s just about it. i guess my step monster is putting her foot down, demanding i go see him.. but again, i don’t give a shit.’’

Bringing his hand to her lips, she kissed his knuckles. “Just -- it’s something to make sure that you won’t regret it if he passes away, you know? If it’s really really bad. I guess that’s why she would want you to go. I’m not going to force you to go. I understand the relationship between the two of you but -- just think about it? I don’t want you to end up regretting something for the rest of your life.”

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sitting up a little, kol smooths her hair back from her face as he stares at her. ‘’ … i have been holding stuff in. you’re only doing your job as my girlfriend. i love you for that. because even when we weren’t together, you still pushed me to spill how i felt about the break up.’’ shifting slightly, his lips purse into a straight line– looking off into nothing as he speaks. ‘’ ah, my dad.. was in an accident. he’s not doing well, and i’m just getting called about it. hell, he even spoke to me so..’’ shrugging, he runs his fingers through her hair while keeping his gaze off of her.

Ayla stared up at him as he went on. She didn’t want to interrupt him, just in case that made him close up again. She would stay quiet as long as she needed to. Sucking in her lips as she heard about his father, she slowly nodded. She didn’t know what to say, she knew about their relationship and how Kol felt about him, so this was difficult. “Are you going to go see him?” She asked. Her voice soft as she brought her hand up to take his and lace their fingers together.

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‘‘ i’m a ROCK HARD teddy bear.’‘ he laughs, nestling closer to her. his head tilts in her direction, brows furrowing up at her. ‘‘ you’re never the annoying girlfriend. you just push the door open whenever i want to slam it shut.’‘

“Hmm, are you rock hard though?” She teased, pressing her face into his neck and placed a few kisses along his neck as he spoke. “I just feel like I’m pushing a lot lately and it’s making me feel like I’m that annoying girlfriend who doesn’t trust you. I do, I just don’t want you to hold things in. It’s not good. I just don’t want to force things out of you either,” she muttered into his neck.

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‘‘i’d become their worst nightmare. it’s kinda of why i attempt to hide.. being angry you know?’’ shrugging, he looks up and makes his way over to her. he gets into her arms, and turns his head up to look at her– eyebrows raising. ‘‘– yeah.. i’m fine. why wouldn’t i be okay?’‘

“I know. You’re still like a soft teddy bear,” she teased, giving him a smile as he got back into bed. Her arms wrapped around him, pulling him in closer and pressing a kiss to the side of his head. “I don’t know. Maybe I’m just being the annoying girlfriend.”

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‘‘ if anyone sneaked in her, i’m certain i’d scare ‘em off. i.. i think?’‘ shrugging, he makes a face and moves to set his toothbrush down– making his way back over to her. ‘‘no, you didn’t kick me. you aren’t much of a kicker like you used to be. i just.. woke up.’‘ shrugging, kol’s gaze shifts down to his feet.

“Mm, I don’t know. You’re not that scary, my love. Though... I’m pretty sure if someone went to go hurt me you’d become scary.” Watching him, her eyes scanned over him as he made his way back over to her and she pursed her lips as he looked down at his feet. “Everything okay?” She asked as she put out her arms for him to join her back in bed.

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‘‘ honestly, it’s kind of been on my bucketlist for a while.’‘ he mutters against her neck, hands running up and down her sides when feeling her legs around his waist. ‘‘and i’m going to tease you for as long as i want, why? y’wanna fight about it?’‘ he murmurs, pulling his head up to look at her. ‘‘unless you wanna do it on the table?’‘

“Really?” She hummed out. As he pulled back, she looked down at him, her fingers still running through his hair, playfully tugging on it. “No... I don’t want to do this on the table. I don’t want to move, but I know you’re going to drive me crazy with teasing me. You like to ruin me, I swear.”

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kol wasn’t always up early. but waking up to a phone call about his dad had put the male on edge for some reason, so he was up in the bathroom brushing his teeth and getting ready to shower. hearing ayla call his name, he made his way out into the room with his toothbrush still in his mouth. ‘’ hm? what’s up, puddin’?’’

When hearing footsteps coming closer and hearing Kol’s voice, Ayla’s eyes went to the male and she slipped her hands under her head. “I just didn’t know if that was you or if someone decided to sneak in here,” she said while slowly rolling onto her side. “You’re up early,” Ayla mumbled as she snuggled into he pillow. “Did I kick you too much?”

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there’s a light laugh that escapes his lips as he feels her hands moving up his shirt, reaching down to the bottom of it and pulling it over his head. he tosses the shirt over to the side and he pulls her up so they were level again. ‘’ i love you too. so much, ayla. you have no freakin’ idea.. ‘’ he tilts her head up to press his lips against hers again, moving her head to the side to plant kisses along her neck.

Biting down on her lip as she looked over his body, she did as he wanted, tilting her head to the side. Her eyes instantly closed when feeling his lips against her neck. Her legs wrapped tightly around his waist. Her hands moved up to run her fingers through his hair. “How long have you been wanting to do this on the counter?” She asked jokingly. “And how long are you going to tease me for?”

Stretching while pushing the blankets off of her, Ayla groaned due to the sun being in her eyes. Hearing some noise in the bathroom, Ayla slowly turned her head towards the door, “Babe?” She asked sleepily as nobody was in the bed with her, but she also wasn’t sure if Kol was in the room anymore, thinking he would have left. Thinking it could have just been a roommate, or she left the water on in the middle of the night, which wouldn’t surprise her. @kclparker

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he had finally brought his gaze up to meet hers and he shrugged. ‘’ eh, dane can go die for all i care. hell maybe your dad will join him, that can be a treat.’’ kol murmured, pressing his face into her cheek and he shrugs. ‘’ i love you baby. see? i’m perfectly fine. now..’’ trailing off, he rips her shirt down the middle and nudges her back onto the counter and shrugs. ‘’ whatcha wanna do?’’

“I love you,” she muttered as he ripped off her shirt. She bit down on her lower lip, looking at him and pulled him down into a kiss as he nudged her back. “Not talk about them anymore,” she whispered against his lips, nipping at his lower one. “I think we should get back to what we were doing a few moments before. What do you think?” She asked as she ran her hands back under his shirt.

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‘‘ eh. you know you want me to talk about it, so i’m trying to not hold it in as much. plus i’ve pushed you away enough, one of my goals is to.. be more open you know?’‘ shrugging, he turns his head to press a kiss to her palm. ‘‘he wanted to see if I’D be wiling to forgive him and be a better person. that i needed to get past the stuff that happened.’‘

“Yeah, but if it will put you in a mood or make you uncomfortable, we don’t have to,” she told him with a shrug. As he went on, her thumb ran over his jaw while her other hand went through his hair and she sighed. “Such a disaster. Both of our fathers should go hang out with each other and talk about who much of an asshole they are.”

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sighing, his brows furrow in thought and he shrugs. ‘’ eh, my day was worst with how long he was there. like he was talkin’ my head off an’ shit, so i was just like yeah bye, dane.’’ he said with a grumble, lips pursing slightly. ‘’ i’m fine, we can do something.. right? like, i mean does that count as talking about it?’’

“I’m surprised I didn’t get a call to bail you out of jail,” she teased, leaning forward to peck his lips. Her one hand moved down, cupping his cheek while her thumb caressed it. “We can do whatever you want. Just to forget about it. Forget about him and all that crap. You don’t need that negativity in your life.”

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leaning his head forward into her touch, a sigh escapes him and he pulls his head back to look at her. kol’s jaw sets tightly as she presses the kiss against his forehead and he sighs. ‘’ my dad came over.’’ he finally said after a moment of silence, looking away from her again.

When hearing that it was dealing with his dad, her fingers went back into his hair. Maybe to take it as a way to distract him. She chewed on the corner of her lip and her dark hues scanned over his face before speaking. “We don’t have to talk about it. I don’t want to make your day worse.”

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‘‘ i’m.’‘ trailing off, his brows furrow– gaze averting momentarily before shrugging. ‘‘i’m not hiding anything. it was a rough day.’‘ he wets his lips before turning back to her, hands running up and down her sides. ‘‘do you want me to tell you? ‘cause.. i don’t really wanna talk about it. ‘‘

Ayla sighed and slowly shook her head. She brought her hands up to run her fingers through his hair as she looked at him. “I’m not going to force you to talk about it if you don’t want to. It’s your business, I don’t have to know about it,” she said softly as she leaned forward and pressed a kiss to his forehead.

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