About the Event
I’m. . . . still working on it.
This month has literally been hell for me. From the extreme stress of lack of work to the extreme stress of my boss suddenly taking a three-month emergency leave of work. It’s been crazy and all I’ve done is drown myself in self-loathing instead of working on the event. It’s been a year, and I want to complete this event not only for all of you but for myself also.
I have been battling with myself about starting to write this and it’s not like I don’t want to but there is a strong shame to my work that I’m steadily pushing past to attempt to give everyone the content they deserve. Right now? It’s feeling like a class paper that I decided not to do until the last minute. No way these things are going to be as long and as powerful as I was hoping for, causing them to bleed out into next month. I’ll have to hold off on any other activities until it’s completed. Let’s hope I can do without the stress relievers in the meantime because I know I’m going to be in a terrible mood for the next couple of weeks. And then there’s the next open world for Warframe coming out next month.
I had originally planned for this to not be too crazy, and it kind of did its own thing over time. Adding a lot of character development and a lot of pressure to complete this. Now, d-don’t worry. I don’t intend on quitting. I want you all to know how this turns out for Ennis. And for Vox and Bishop since I left you all on a cliffhanger. I’m really sorry about that . . .