waiting on a friend

do not care if i sound pretentious marvel movies are the death of art

Shoutout to girls who are off the rails. Girls who are insane. Girls who have just completely lost the fucking plot

i'm on this app only to be sexy and insane, do not expect me to actually make any sense

i am in severe distress. i am vibing. i am king of the world. i am bored. i am lost at sea. i am making coffee. i am foraging in the forest. i am making tea. i am chasing pigeons. i am napping in a chair

ppl talk abt the beginning of covid and the first lockdown alot but nobody talks abt how truly deeply evil september-december 2020 was like that was a desolate and twisted time actually

honestly have fun working your shit ass boring job doing the same shit everyday, im looking for something different

rb if you didn’t realize you had trauma until years after it happened

you taught me how to hate myself and i hate you for that

i forgot i existed for a moment and it felt better than anything has in a while

nothing mends it, not the sunlight or the music. not the paintbrush on the canvas or the snipping sound of my hair being cut. nothing makes the lies easier to haul. nothing makes the truth any less true. it’s this place that makes me sick. it’s these walls that make me sniffle and cough and it’s the inches of dust on your pillowcase that makes me freeze. nothing heals it.