merry christmas and happy holidays everyone!! i hope the holiday season treats you all well and brings lots of light and happiness 💗💘💖

i’m heartbroken. i don’t know what to say. i want to pretend none of this is happening and it’s all a bad dream. my heart is shattered and i haven’t stopped crying all day.

wonho is a light to all monbebes. he has always fulfilled his goal of making us happy and lifting our moods. the best memories of monsta x came from ot7. wonho is monbebes protector, a guardian angel for us all. i’m saddened that he doesn’t see it.

please send him love. please continue to support monsta x whether he rejoins or not. we can hope and pray that they continue as 7, but please don’t forget to support the group if he chooses not to.

and everyone, please be as strong as wonho would want us all to be, he wouldn’t want us to break down forever. he loves us all.

if anyone needs to talk, my messages are forever open.

end of an era

as most of you can probably tell, this blog is basically a fossil at this point. unfortunately, it’s probably going to stay that way. i’ve been basically inactive in the kpop world other than buying new albums because it’s just mentally draining honestly. i’m still enrolled in university and pursuing a degree minoring in korean, i still love the music and the groups, but i just don’t have the energy to put into the fandoms anymore. i’m sorry to let everyone down, and if you want to unfollow this blog i totally get it, but i’m going to leave it up for sentimental reasons. if for any reason you want to reach me somewhere still, my main blog is @azuras--star and my new blog for writing (not kpop related) is @monday-writes. thank you all for supporting me and this blog over the years. it’s been fun.

[i’m back]

isn’t depression fun? sorry i’m the worst lol if anyone has any requests they want to see drop them in my inbox and i’ll do my best, otherwise i have two new aus planned that (hopefully) i’ll sticks with this time! I missed you all 💗💘💓💖💞🌸

monsta x, thank you for being my light in the dark. music has a way of uniting people regardless of age, race, gender, or language and you guys prove that every time i see you live. thank you for giving me some of my happiest moments. (also minhyuk noticed me twice and i will literally never shut up about it).