* FYRBOL / independent lucas sinclair from netflix’s stranger things.
low activity, horror centric & plot heavy. written by jam ( he / she / they ). 18+ horror content and triggers will be present on this blog.
BILLY BLOGS DNI / GUIDELINES.
* FYRBOL / independent lucas sinclair from netflix’s stranger things.
low activity, horror centric & plot heavy. written by jam ( he / she / they ). 18+ horror content and triggers will be present on this blog.
BILLY BLOGS DNI / GUIDELINES.
The Black Phone (2021) dir. Scott Derrickson
i did One (1) long starter but @embodies is where i’ve been writing!
i’m actually HERE to write sorry guys i had train strikes and all sorts goin on so i was away from home but i’ll be getting to plotting msgs now so… if u wanna plot lmk!!
echoing this here!! gonna actually kickstart writing on my multi so give a follow if u wanna do some bits :) lucas stuff later this week x
I hate it when people ask “do you trust me” like …don’t call me out like that ……..the answer is no
* philomelia· / ǝʞᴉɹ ɐɹpuɐssɐɔ.
a ghost of lucas: i love you, so i’ll let you haunt me. i love you, so i will be burdened with your death as if you were still there. i love you and it already feels like mourning, like grief, brittle and sparse (her mother had told her that death was just a child and didn’t understand what it was taking– sometimes, it stole coins from your pockets, and teeth from your mouth, and hearts from your chest: you cannot begrudge death its taking anymore than you could hate a child for wailing).‘‘you could be my ghost sidekick and we could solve mysteries together. but the big plot of the season is that you’re fading the entire time and i have to decide if i wanna let you go or not. and i do at the end, ‘cause letting go is apparently the healthy thing to do. which i think is a stupid moral lesson, by the way.’’she lifts a hand to knock against his forehead.‘‘and i could make money by showing you off to people, meaning i’d make more than you. ha.’’
he remembers a time he didn’t like dealing in hypotheticals, preferring the grounded sciences reality provided. dungeons and dragons was his only make - believe once upon a time, but now those same what - ifs are his solace in a world of bitter stone cold truths. ❛ who says i have to be the sidekick ? you gonna say casper wasn’t the main guy of his own comics ? ghosts matter too. ❜ he has all the taunting mimicry of a poltergeist, without any of the practice. the mischief he is capable of is unmeasurable and yet strangely scarce in these times. to coax is out is to nurture his true nature. ❛ riiiiiiiiight. ‘cause lettin’ go of your primary source of income is the real smart thing to do. literally throwing money away. well done, cassie. ❜ the slow clap ensues, a bravo filled with bravado. ❛ consider — season finale. you don’t let go and the audience is left on the cliffhanger. will she veer for love or money ? ❜
GONE MISSING, BE BACK LATER
❝ when you’re lost in the darkness…look for the light.❞ Tommy and Lucas adventure
the double - sided coin of hope, ever spinning. heads or tails ( ? ) he has learned to expect the worst : whether that makes him a cynic or a realist is yet to be known. the plummet is so gradual that it really feels like more of a slope, but once life’s enjoyment ceases — and seizes — the throes of that rut are a trench nigh impossible to dig one’s self out of. lucas wades the cusp of that rut, forlorn and forgotten, and forgetting himself in turn. ❛ i’m starting to think light is rationed out to the rich nowadays. ❜ humour so often masks the boy’s tells, douses the flames enough to get by. this time the attempt seeps like gasoline through his teeth, a desperate bleat that only betrays his lowest.
❛ i don’t remember the last time— ❜ his mind flits back to a hundred memories, happier days, voices of higher pitch, shrieks of laughter and muffled giggles, melt - in - the - mouth dinners to come home to, hugs that didn’t feel like a life ring long thrown out to sea. they are all distorted in his reminiscence, like stained glass long since faded, the pigments washed out, the edges cracked. ❛ the last time i was happy. really happy. ❜
❛ do you ? ❜
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❝ i haven’t always done the right thing. ❞
morality is a compass thrown askew, flipped upside - down so to speak. it is a woeful act to be submerged in the fog of war, not knowing north from south / light from dark / right from wrong. they have each had their tests and come out the other side different people. maybe steve more than most, his former body nothing but an empty exoskeleton. brittle and hollow. newly emerged, the prodigy : soft, spongy and malleable. sometimes change is good.
❛ don’t beat yourself up about it. the fact you’re even worried about doing the right thing in the first place tells you everything you need to know. you and me — we’re human. sometimes we get it wrong. ❜ it’s an easy concept for him to grasp : he thinks back to when jane was eleven ( a weapon : an unknown, a number, a threat ), hair shorn and hospital gown muddied. skepticism had clouded his judgment. yet while hindsight is a beautiful thing, he stands by his guns. intent is the true measure of mettle.
❛ you’ve done more than enough to make amends, dude. it’s okay to give yourself a rest. ❜ he thinks back to when steve was talk of the town for all the wrong reasons, to the rumoured alleyway fights and cinema graffiti. more vividly he remembers the efforts to abate those mistakes and every good deed since, his leadership in the tunnels — the belly of the beast, free ice cream in abundance, emergency relief in the face of hawkins’ rapture. his undoing had quickly become his rebirth. that didn’t happen overnight - it was sparked, nurtured.
❛ you’re a good person, steve. the past doesn’t change that. ❜
btw i dont wanna spoil the latest halloween movie for anyone but the thematic concept of the shape of evil.......... taking shape....... etc etc is somethin i heavily FUCK with i need evil manifesting in human form in a slow madness that can’t be abated
“ I NEED TO KNOW. DO YOU ACCEPT THE RISK ? ” ⓒ : @ashelps.
independent lucas sinclair of netflix’s stranger things. 18+ content. low-activity, plot-centric, and horror-heavy. written by jam !
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