i remember adults telling me, as a kid, to listen to doctors and get my flu vaccine and any shots i could because they remembered Before.
then they started fighting Covid precautions.
i remember adults telling me, as a kid, that the ozone was disappearing and the earth was dying and we needed to recycle and save the planet.
now my parents think climate change is a myth.
i remember adults telling me, as a kid, that racism was a plague, that we had to love and accept everyone, that we should never judge before walking a mile in their shoes.
then they told me that protesting for my Black siblings was wrong.
i remember adults telling me, as a kid, that we needed to give to the poor. working at soup kitchens. making quilts. collecting food and money and supplies. building houses. because it was the christian and just plain right thing to do.
now they look at me, on food stamps with their grandchildren, and lament the "welfare state".
i remember adults telling me, as a kid, that it was easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle than a rich man to enter the Kingdom of Heaven and that any rich man, especially an immoral one, should never run our country.
you can guess who they voted for.
i remember adults telling me, as a kid, so very much.
when did they forget?
Time to bring this back. Again.
Apparently this is evergreen. Dammit.
I remember adults telling me, as a kid that girls can be equal to boys in all fields including athletics. Now, they consider girls to be delicate flowers who could never hope to compete against boys.
Written in Blood Ch 4
Chapter 4
It took me a few hours to find the guy turned werewolf. He was dead on his feet when I saw him at the eco conscious store that sold natural and organic foods. My brain scrambled in the attempt to figure out what to say to him.
“Attention shoppers,” a voice started on the overhead speakers. “The store is now closed. Please bring your selections to the front.”
Violence
Written in Blood Ch 3
Chapter 3
My mind blanked. There was no context on what “it” was.
“Damn it. Speak,” the older man shouted again, snapping me back to the present.
“Where is what?” I was hyper aware of how little space was between me and the building behind me.
The building doors opened and a number of my classmates emerged from the building.
This is a friendly reminder to never, ever publish your book with a publishing company that charges you to publish with them. That is a vanity press, which makes money by preying on authors. They charge you for editing, formatting, cover art, and more. With most of these companies, you will never seen a cent of any royalties made from sale of your book. A legitimate publishing company only makes money when you make money, they will never charge you to publish with them. If a company approaches you and says "Hey, we'll publish your book, just pay us X amount of money," tell them to go fuck themself and block them.
Remember, kids: money should only ever flow FROM your publisher TO you.
Here's a very well-maintained resource by the SFWA (Science-Fiction & Fantasy Writers Association) that lists contests/editors/small presses/etc. with predatory behaviours:
Go forth and publish safely!
@selenite0 has a full presentation about shady publishing contracts, this might be something to add to that
This.
It's been a little while since I pointed this out.
Written in Blood Ch 2
Chapter 2
There were hushed conversations in the library as I claimed a table. From what I could hear the conversations were about a new killing overnight. It took me longer to fall asleep the night before mainly due to what I saw the night before. Consider it a shock. I was at a loss at what to make of what I saw. Pushing the images out of my mind, I settled at the table. With study materials soon on the table, I started into the study guide for biology.
been thinking about fantasy/scifi rule systems and free will
Posting this for the people who think that Tolkien's world-building was something complete and entire and finished before he started to write.
You always learn and discover your story and your world as you write. Sometimes you are just the first reader.
Changing Bandages
Summery: Dean checks on Aeryn after the fight with Ketch. Aeryn sustained a leg injury and Dean had a dislocated shoulder from their escape attempt with the rocket launcher.
Aeryn POV
Between 12x22 and 12x23
Sexual themes
Bot Alert 2024
Missing
Summery: Dean comes to get Aeryn from her hospital nursing job to help find John and Tyler; the half brother to Dean and Aeryn.
Pre 1x01 "Pilot"
Chasing Away Nightmares
Between 4x02 and 4x03 Aeryn POV
Summery: Dean and Aeryn finally have a moment after his rescue from Hell.
Sexual themes
Written in Blood
This is the re-write of "Ties in Blood" I've been putting off for the past couple years. Aeryn Malone is a nursing student at a major Michigan college when she's suddenly introduced to the supernatural world.
I haven't abandoned this story. I just put it on the back burner for now. The story is just on a small vacation. It is currently out of office. It can't come to the phone right now. It just fell under my bed to sleep with the monsters. It never left my head. It is everywhere - except on paper.
The Healing Touch Chapter 1
Kira Watson is seeking the help of the last therapist that is willing to help her with her mental health and trauma. Will he be like all the others? Or will he be the healing touch she needs?
Five Word Sentences
- "I feel lost without you."
- "What's your problem with me?"
- "I don't see the problem."
- "Not what I came for."
- "I guess you are right."
- "Did you lie to me?"
- "Why did you do that?"
- "I'm really disappointed in you."
- "Can you please just go?"
- "I miss you every day."
- "This must be a mistake."
- "Fine, I'll go with you."
- "I don't feel so good."
- "No need to be gentle."
- "You have lied to me!"
- "We don't know the truth."
- "That just can't be right."
- "I'm not happy without you."
- "Have you ever loved me?"
- "I'm always on your side."
- "Not exactly what I expected."
- "Find someone else to annoy."
- "I don't miss you anymore."
- "That's a very stupid idea."
- "It gave me great joy."
- "Let's just call it love."
- "Kiss me or leave me."
- "There is something between us."
- "I don't actually believe you."
- "You're not a good person."
Intimate Moments
- hugging them from behind, laying their head on the other's shoulder
- breathing in the other's smell
- whispering to each other
- cuddling on the couch
- walking hand in hand
- playing with the other's hair
- softly smiling at each other from across the room
- telling each other how proud they are of them
- leaning into the other person
- feeling for the other's hand
- pressing a kiss onto the other's hair
- humming a melody together
- playing with the other's fingers
- holding each other's gaze
- absentmindedly massaging each other
- resting their hand on the other's thigh, slowly stroking it
- handing the other one a hot cup of tea, their hands touching for a moment
- moving closer in bed
- reassuring touches
- telling each other I'm here
- cuddling in the first morning light
- hiding their face in the other's neck
- telling each other how much they love them
- eating from each other's plates
- brushing against each other, even if there is enough room
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