All the players are getting together! I had fun writing this chapter. I played All is Not What it Seems from the Netflix Witcher show for INSPO. 

Chapters: 3/? Fandom: Wiedźmin | The Witcher - All Media Types, The Witcher (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion, Eskel/Jaskier | Dandelion, Eskel/Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Aiden/Lambert (The Witcher) Characters: Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon, Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Jaskier | Dandelion, Yennefer z Vengerbergu | Yennefer of Vengerberg, Letho z Gulety | Letho of Gulet, Serrit (The Witcher), Egan | Auckes (The Witcher), Lambert (The Witcher), Aiden (The Witcher) Additional Tags: Political Alliances, Building a Kingdom, Non-Human Jaskier | Dandelion, Non-human ish, fay jaskier, Communicating your feelings, Geralt will learn how to talk I swear, Polyamory Series: Part 2 of Kingdom Come Summary:

Getting the kingdom was easy, keeping it would be harder. Ciri needs allies of Cintran nobles to legitimize her reign. Jaskier will need the help of every ally to make sure the fragile kingdom will not be taken over by NIlfgaard. Instead of plucking his lute, he will be pulling the strings of Ciri's future court to make sure she has everything she needs to be the Queen she was meant to be.

Sequel to Once Burned

Chapter 2 is posted!

There are LOTs of OCs introduced, but the court of Cintra has to get started! 

Chapters: 2/? Fandom: Wiedźmin | The Witcher - All Media Types, The Witcher (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion, Eskel/Jaskier | Dandelion, Eskel/Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Aiden/Lambert (The Witcher) Characters: Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon, Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Jaskier | Dandelion, Yennefer z Vengerbergu | Yennefer of Vengerberg, Letho z Gulety | Letho of Gulet, Serrit (The Witcher), Egan | Auckes (The Witcher), Lambert (The Witcher), Aiden (The Witcher) Additional Tags: Political Alliances, Building a Kingdom, Non-Human Jaskier | Dandelion, Non-human ish, fay jaskier, Communicating your feelings, Geralt will learn how to talk I swear, Polyamory Series: Part 2 of Kingdom Come Summary:

Getting the kingdom was easy, keeping it would be harder. Ciri needs allies of Cintran nobles to legitimize her reign. Jaskier will need the help of every ally to make sure the fragile kingdom will not be taken over by NIlfgaard. Instead of plucking his lute, he will be pulling the strings of Ciri's future court to make sure she has everything she needs to be the Queen she was meant to be.

Sequel to Once Burned

It's been awhile

It's been almost two months since I updated, but I had not written in longer than that. I wrote the first chapter right after I finished the first part of Kingdom Come (Once Burned is the first 'book').

I hoped that releasing the first chapter would put a fire under me and make me write but it turns out that didn't work.

BUT I AM NOW WRITING AGAIN.

Ideas are flowing and it feels GOOD.

I am hopeful to get a second chapter of High Water out by the end of the week.

Part 2 of my Witcher series is out! Or the first chapter is!

Chapters: 1/? Fandom: Wiedźmin | The Witcher - All Media Types, The Witcher (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion, Eskel/Jaskier | Dandelion, Eskel/Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Aiden/Lambert (The Witcher) Characters: Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon, Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Jaskier | Dandelion, Yennefer z Vengerbergu | Yennefer of Vengerberg, Letho z Gulety | Letho of Gulet, Serrit (The Witcher), Egan | Auckes (The Witcher), Lambert (The Witcher), Aiden (The Witcher) Additional Tags: Political Alliances, Building a Kingdom, Non-Human Jaskier | Dandelion, Non-human ish, fay jaskier, Communicating your feelings, Geralt will learn how to talk I swear Series: Part 2 of Kingdom Come Summary:

Getting the kingdom was easy, keeping it would be harder. Ciri needs allies of Cintran nobles to legitimize her reign. Jaskier will need the help of every ally to make sure the fragile kingdom will not be taken over by NIlfgaard. Instead of plucking his lute, he will be pulling the strings of Ciri's future court to make sure she has everything she needs to be the Queen she was meant to be.

Sequel to Once Burned

Part one is complete! Battle scenes are not easy for me to write, so this chapter was a challenge for suuure. 

Chapters: 16/16 Fandom: The Witcher (TV), Wiedźmin | The Witcher - All Media Types Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion, Eskel/Jaskier | Dandelion, Aiden/Jaskier | Dandelion, Aiden/Lambert (The Witcher), Eskel/Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Eskel/Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion Characters: Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon, Yennefer z Vengerbergu | Yennefer of Vengerberg, Lambert (The Witcher), Aiden (The Witcher), Vesemir (The Witcher), Triss Merigold, Emhyr var Emreis, Priscilla (The Witcher), Shani (The Witcher), Eskel (The Witcher) Additional Tags: Threesome - M/M/M, Slow Burn, Not Canon Compliant, but canon ish?, taking season two and adding sprinkles to make it mine, Eskel is not like the TV show obviously, Geralt will learn to speak eventually, hm, Polyamory, no beta we die like men, Torture, Psychological Torture, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Non-Human Jaskier | Dandelion, but not NOT human, Spoilers, Artistic Liberties, Jaskier would be proud Series: Part 1 of Kingdom Come Summary:

Jaskier volunteered to leave the safe house to get information to help Ciri despite everyone advising against it. But they didn't understand, he needed to leave. But Rience found him and took him to a Nilfgard black site to get information on her. He wouldn't cave to the torture. If only he could escape with his new friend and witcher cell mate. Perhaps, he can finally find himself useful. Useful enough to help Ciri, to stop Nilfgard, and maybe find a bit of peace along the way.

The first part of this series is completely written! I will be finishing it out over the next two weeks. And then the fun begins on part 2! 

Chapters: 14/16 Fandom: The Witcher (TV), Wiedźmin | The Witcher - All Media Types Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion, Eskel/Jaskier | Dandelion, Aiden/Jaskier | Dandelion, Aiden/Lambert (The Witcher), Eskel/Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Eskel/Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion Characters: Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon, Yennefer z Vengerbergu | Yennefer of Vengerberg, Lambert (The Witcher), Aiden (The Witcher), Vesemir (The Witcher), Triss Merigold, Emhyr var Emreis, Priscilla (The Witcher), Shani (The Witcher), Eskel (The Witcher) Additional Tags: Threesome - M/M/M, Slow Burn, Not Canon Compliant, but canon ish?, taking season two and adding sprinkles to make it mine, Eskel is not like the TV show obviously, Geralt will learn to speak eventually, hm, Polyamory, no beta we die like men, Torture, Psychological Torture, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Non-Human Jaskier | Dandelion, but not NOT human, Spoilers, Artistic Liberties, Jaskier would be proud Series: Part 1 of Kingdom Come Summary:

Jaskier volunteered to leave the safe house to get information to help Ciri despite everyone advising against it. But they didn't understand, he needed to leave. But Rience found him and took him to a Nilfgard black site to get information on her. He wouldn't cave to the torture. If only he could escape with his new friend and witcher cell mate. Perhaps, he can finally find himself useful. Useful enough to help Ciri, to stop Nilfgard, and maybe find a bit of peace along the way.

I haven't checked my inbox in a MINUTE, so I am so sorry if you sent this forever ago.

I would say if you do print and do a self-bound version, go for it. Just make sure you tag me in a photo if you could? I just selfishly want to see a photo of it. No worries if not!

Either way, happy reading :)

Chapter 13

Next chapter is up! I have been so motivated recently and wrote a bunch of stuff. So now I just need to post it.

I am pretty sure this is going to have a part 2 and a bunch of spin offs, but let's see how it goes!

Once Burned (77148 words) by Caedes12 Chapters: 13/? Fandom: The Witcher (TV), Wiedźmin | The Witcher - All Media Types Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion, Eskel/Jaskier | Dandelion, Aiden/Jaskier | Dandelion, Aiden/Lambert (The Witcher), Eskel/Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Eskel/Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion Characters: Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon, Yennefer z Vengerbergu | Yennefer of Vengerberg, Lambert (The Witcher), Aiden (The Witcher), Vesemir (The Witcher), Triss Merigold, Emhyr var Emreis, Priscilla (The Witcher), Shani (The Witcher), Eskel (The Witcher) Additional Tags: Threesome - M/M/M, Slow Burn, Not Canon Compliant, but canon ish?, taking season two and adding sprinkles to make it mine, Eskel is not like the TV show obviously, Geralt will learn to speak eventually, hm, Polyamory, no beta we die like men, Torture, Psychological Torture, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Non-Human Jaskier | Dandelion, but not NOT human, Spoilers, Artistic Liberties, Jaskier would be proud Summary: Jaskier volunteered to leave the safe house to get information to help Ciri despite everyone advising against it. But they didn't understand, he needed to leave. But Rience found him and took him to a Nilfgard black site to get information on her. He wouldn't cave to the torture. If only he could escape with his new friend and witcher cell mate. Perhaps, he can finally find himself useful. Useful enough to help Ciri, to stop Nilfgard, and maybe find a bit of peace along the way.

Evolution of Fanfic IRL

So this tumblr account turns six today, which to me is just wild. I started writing fanfic before this account started, but launching a tumblr became a huge part of growing. And, arguably most importantly, it expanded my ships into other fandoms.

But how much has changed in the six years? I do credit TikTok for this, but how much more fanfic has been accepted in the 'real world' has been incredible to be a part of.

When I started writing fanfic, I was in college. I didn't tell a soul I was reading fanfic, let alone writing it. The only reason I even started writing is because I had to for a class. Isn't that crazy? The shame of it was so intense I used a CLASS as an excuse to start.

I would read on tumblr other people talking to their friends or spouses about fanfiction and I just couldn't imagine it. I thought I would take it to the grave.

But I didn't.

The first person I told was my therapist. It was the first time I had uttered the words out loud.

It seems so ridiculous now, and I am not sure why I cared so much.

I have now told a few people. Not everyone handled it well, but most people have been kind.

And some wanted to know my pen name. Which I thought I would FOR SURE take to the grave, but that didn't last either.

I'm not sure other people have struggled with this, but I just wanted to let people know that you can say that you write or read fanfic, and the world will not end. In case you needed that reminder.

My writing has slowed down because of responsibilities, but I wouldn't give it up for the world.

So here is to the next six.

I have a love hate relationship with this new chapter, but it’s necessary. 

Chapters: 12/? Fandom: The Witcher (TV), Wiedźmin | The Witcher - All Media Types Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion, Eskel/Jaskier | Dandelion, Aiden/Jaskier | Dandelion, Aiden/Lambert (The Witcher), Eskel/Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Eskel/Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion Characters: Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon, Yennefer z Vengerbergu | Yennefer of Vengerberg, Lambert (The Witcher), Aiden (The Witcher), Vesemir (The Witcher), Triss Merigold, Emhyr var Emreis, Priscilla (The Witcher), Shani (The Witcher), Eskel (The Witcher) Additional Tags: Threesome - M/M/M, Slow Burn, Not Canon Compliant, but canon ish?, taking season two and adding sprinkles to make it mine, Eskel is not like the TV show obviously, Geralt will learn to speak eventually, hm, Polyamory, no beta we die like men, Torture, Psychological Torture, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Non-Human Jaskier | Dandelion, but not NOT human, Spoilers, Artistic Liberties, Jaskier would be proud Summary:

Jaskier volunteered to leave the safe house to get information to help Ciri despite everyone advising against it. But they didn't understand, he needed to leave. But Rience found him and took him to a Nilfgard black site to get information on her. He wouldn't cave to the torture. If only he could escape with his new friend and witcher cell mate. Perhaps, he can finally find himself useful. Useful enough to help Ciri, to stop Nilfgard, and maybe find a bit of peace along the way.

This has got a lot of FINALLY in one chapter. 

Chapters: 11/? Fandom: The Witcher (TV), Wiedźmin | The Witcher - All Media Types Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion, Eskel/Jaskier | Dandelion, Aiden/Jaskier | Dandelion, Aiden/Lambert (The Witcher), Eskel/Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Eskel/Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion Characters: Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon, Yennefer z Vengerbergu | Yennefer of Vengerberg, Lambert (The Witcher), Aiden (The Witcher), Vesemir (The Witcher), Triss Merigold, Emhyr var Emreis, Priscilla (The Witcher), Shani (The Witcher), Eskel (The Witcher) Additional Tags: Threesome - M/M/M, Slow Burn, Not Canon Compliant, but canon ish?, taking season two and adding sprinkles to make it mine, Eskel is not like the TV show obviously, Geralt will learn to speak eventually, hm, Polyamory, no beta we die like men, Torture, Psychological Torture, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Non-Human Jaskier | Dandelion, but not NOT human, Spoilers, Artistic Liberties, Jaskier would be proud Summary:

Jaskier volunteered to leave the safe house to get information to help Ciri despite everyone advising against it. But they didn't understand, he needed to leave. But Rience found him and took him to a Nilfgard black site to get information on her. He wouldn't cave to the torture. If only he could escape with his new friend and witcher cell mate. Perhaps, he can finally find himself useful. Useful enough to help Ciri, to stop Nilfgard, and maybe find a bit of peace along the way.

In case you missed it, I did FINALLY write an epilogue for the Discover of Bonds. It is below!

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Cain/Colette Mullen, Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester Characters: Gabriel (Supernatural), Cain (Supernatural), Charlie Bradbury, Claire Novak, Sam Winchester, Eileen Leahy Additional Tags: Coming Out, Mpreg, Pregnancy that is planned, I hate unplanned pregnancy troupe so this is in protest, the most ridiculous coming out story, we love claire novak Series: Part 2 of Bonds Summary:

Dean is hiding a pretty big secret at a summer cookout. And since there is always some drama going on, chaos ensues.

I haven’t forgotten my witcher story, in case you are following along! 

I doubt I will be watching any more seasons after the departure of Henry Cavill, but I do love writing in the universe. Netflix seems determined to ruin all their good shows. 

Chapters: 10/? Fandom: The Witcher (TV), Wiedźmin | The Witcher - All Media Types Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion, Eskel/Jaskier | Dandelion, Aiden/Jaskier | Dandelion, Aiden/Lambert (The Witcher), Eskel/Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Eskel/Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion Characters: Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon, Yennefer z Vengerbergu | Yennefer of Vengerberg, Lambert (The Witcher), Aiden (The Witcher), Vesemir (The Witcher), Triss Merigold, Emhyr var Emreis, Priscilla (The Witcher), Shani (The Witcher), Eskel (The Witcher) Additional Tags: Threesome - M/M/M, Slow Burn, Not Canon Compliant, but canon ish?, taking season two and adding sprinkles to make it mine, Eskel is not like the TV show obviously, Geralt will learn to speak eventually, hm, Polyamory, no beta we die like men, Torture, Psychological Torture, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Non-Human Jaskier | Dandelion, but not NOT human, Spoilers, Artistic Liberties, Jaskier would be proud Summary:

Jaskier volunteered to leave the safe house to get information to help Ciri despite everyone advising against it. But they didn't understand, he needed to leave. But Rience found him and took him to a Nilfgard black site to get information on her. He wouldn't cave to the torture. If only he could escape with his new friend and witcher cell mate. Perhaps, he can finally find himself useful. Useful enough to help Ciri, to stop Nilfgard, and maybe find a bit of peace along the way.

This fic is currently 185 pages in word and STILL not done. Sometimes I think to myself... whyyyyy?! But then, it is too fun not to. 

Hope you enjoy this extra LONG chapter!

Chapters: 8/? Fandom: The Witcher (TV), Wiedźmin | The Witcher - All Media Types Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion, Eskel/Jaskier | Dandelion, Aiden/Jaskier | Dandelion, Aiden/Lambert (The Witcher), Eskel/Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Eskel/Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion Characters: Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon, Yennefer z Vengerbergu | Yennefer of Vengerberg, Lambert (The Witcher), Aiden (The Witcher), Vesemir (The Witcher), Triss Merigold, Emhyr var Emreis, Priscilla (The Witcher), Shani (The Witcher), Eskel (The Witcher) Additional Tags: Threesome - M/M/M, Slow Burn, Not Canon Compliant, but canon ish?, taking season two and adding sprinkles to make it mine, Eskel is not like the TV show obviously, Geralt will learn to speak eventually, hm, Polyamory, no beta we die like men, Torture, Psychological Torture, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Non-Human Jaskier | Dandelion, but not NOT human, Spoilers, Artistic Liberties, Jaskier would be proud Summary:

Jaskier volunteered to leave the safe house to get information to help Ciri despite everyone advising against it. But they didn't understand, he needed to leave. But Rience found him and took him to a Nilfgard black site to get information on her. He wouldn't cave to the torture. If only he could escape with his new friend and witcher cell mate. Perhaps, he can finally find himself useful. Useful enough to help Ciri, to stop Nilfgard, and maybe find a bit of peace along the way.

Chapter 7 is finally up! 

Chapters: 7/? Fandom: The Witcher (TV), Wiedźmin | The Witcher - All Media Types Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion, Eskel/Jaskier | Dandelion, Aiden/Jaskier | Dandelion, Aiden/Lambert (The Witcher), Eskel/Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Eskel/Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion Characters: Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon, Yennefer z Vengerbergu | Yennefer of Vengerberg, Lambert (The Witcher), Aiden (The Witcher), Vesemir (The Witcher), Triss Merigold, Emhyr var Emreis, Priscilla (The Witcher), Shani (The Witcher), Eskel (The Witcher) Additional Tags: Threesome - M/M/M, Slow Burn, Not Canon Compliant, but canon ish?, taking season two and adding sprinkles to make it mine, Eskel is not like the TV show obviously, Geralt will learn to speak eventually, hm, Polyamory, no beta we die like men, Torture, Psychological Torture, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Non-Human Jaskier | Dandelion, but not NOT human, Spoilers, Artistic Liberties, Jaskier would be proud Summary:

Jaskier volunteered to leave the safe house to get information to help Ciri despite everyone advising against it. But they didn't understand, he needed to leave. But Rience found him and took him to a Nilfgard black site to get information on her. He wouldn't cave to the torture. If only he could escape with his new friend and witcher cell mate. Perhaps, he can finally find himself useful. Useful enough to help Ciri, to stop Nilfgard, and maybe find a bit of peace along the way.

IT IS FINISHED! Finally after two whole freakin’ years. 

There were definitely a few points that I thought I would never finish this story. The guilt has EATEN at me, but I am so proud to finally finish it. 

It turned for me at some point during this story to be much more about pack and chosen family than about just the relationship between Dean and Cas, which was not what I had intended when I set out on this journey. But I personally think both Dean and Cas would appreciate that more anyway...

Hope you enjoy!

Chapters: 19/19 Fandom: Supernatural Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester Characters: Bobby Singer, Cain (Supernatural), Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, John Winchester, Mary Winchester, Castiel, Pamela Barnes (Supernatural), Missouri Moseley, Benny Lafitte Additional Tags: Homophobic John Winchester, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alpha Castiel (Supernatural), Alpha Castiel/Omega Dean Winchester, Omega Dean Winchester, Alpha Cain (Supernatural), John Winchester's A+ Parenting, Slow Burn, Getting Together, Therapy, lots of therapy, we are very pro therapy over here, And pro other relationships besides your partner, because like obviously your partner is a plus but friends are also awesome, I will stop getting on my soap box in tags, Maybe - Freeform, Child Abuse Series: Part 1 of Bonds Summary:

Dean knew it was his own fault that his alpha's treated him terribly. It had to be his own fault. Both of his alpha's were his own flesh and blood, and neither one had treated him right in the end. So despite all the physical ailments of not having an alpha bond, he refused to enter another alpha bond. His Alpha Rejection Syndrome (ARS) was getting worse, but it wasn't worth the risk.