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Heart Of It All

@janshu

25, Loser-Hub's side blog for NSFW, dark content & interaction. 18+, minors dni. Requests (open), matchups (open).
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Welcome to the Heart Of It All. Main Blog.

Requests: Open!
Matchups: Closed!

Rules.

This is an 18+ blog, minors are not allowed.
Any and all characters are aged up to 21.
This blog writes and interacts with dark content. All with be tagged accordingly with "tw:". and "cw:".
I will write just about anything (ie, incest, watersports, somno, dubcon & noncon, and a/b/o) but not scat, vore etc purely for not being interested in it myself. Drop an ask if you aren't sure!
Do not recommend/use my work on Tik Tok.

Masterlist.

Currently working on:

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Hi everyone. First of all, thank you guys so much for 6k followers, and I love and appreciate all of you! But also, after weeks and weeks of consideration, I have decided to retire this blog.

I was originally going to delete my page entirely, but after talking about it with a few moots/friends, I think I’ll keep it up because of the plethora amount of writings I have on here. I will be closing my DMs sometime next week, and as most of you already know, my ask box is closed as well.

I’ll still be on tumblr under a new name though! But I’ll only pass the information out to my moots and close enough followers that I trust.

I’ll still be writing though, so don’t worry, but no longer on this page. I’ve kind of grown tired of being on here and honestly, I never thought my page would grow this much. As an introvert with the worst anxiety, it’s just a little too much for me to handle. While I’ve always been appreciative of you guy’s support and comments, the added pressure of being on here and dealing with a few bad people, is a lot on my mental health. And going into my second year of college, with even more stressors, I would like to take one big thing off of my plate to focus on my studies and publishing my second book!

Again, thank you all for the support over the last 7 months. I am so eternally grateful for all of you and your comments and likes and reblogs and check-in messages over time. Like I said, I’ll still be lingering around on here and posting my works on different sites!

Also!!! Miggi will be the one to host the “Only Monster Fans” collab now!! So if any one of you are ready to submit your works, withdraw, or have any questions, please direct them to miggi :))

I’ll miss you guys lots. But retiring this blog is something I believe will be the best option for me right now. I might return in the future, but no promises. Just thank you guys for always sticking beside me and my crazy ideas. Love you all 💕

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janshu

I'M HAPPY TO HEAR YOU'RE PRIORITIZING YOUR HEALTH AND WELL-BEING! 💗🥺 I'LL MISS READING YOUR THIRSTS AND PUTTING MY TWO CENTS ON MERMAID STUFF! I'M SO HAPPY IT HAPPENED THOUGH!

I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST IN YOUR STUDIES! I KNOW YOU'LL DO AMAZING! 💞

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Once In A Millennia...P1.

Summary: A thousand years ago you were married to the Sukuna, a mortal man with the power of a god. Bound to him, his "death" leads you to wander the world alone, against all odds. However...his spirit remains and was resurrected by an unknown boy...
Word Count: 1k-ish.
Warnings: Gn!reader, mentions of a past life & family arranging a marriage.

The days had begun to blur into one incoherent mess.

That wasn't too out of the ordinary. You couldn't be expected to remember every moment of every day, not when you had several lifetime's floating around between your synapses. The mundane and monotonous would naturally be forgotten to make room for the impactful and important memories. The one's you hold onto like your life depends on it and maybe in some way it did, life was mysterious in its ways.

It wouldn't be an exaggeration to say that you had seen everything. Every advancement in every field from science to medicine, going from horse-drawn-buggies to vehicles and letters to text messages. Safe to say that nothing was a surprise anymore. What was life's great surprise now? In a thousand years you had seen and experienced everything, from the divine to the depraved.

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Hi, Chels! Congratulations!! I'm so happy for you! You deserve every follower and more! That is a threat, I'm holding everyone hostage 🔪

I would love to get a MHA matchup, I wanna see who you'd match me with! Got me so curious! SFW & NSFW if you'd be willing!

  • My name is Chloe but I prefer May, nicknames include May-May, Maybell or Chlo.
  • I'm 25, pronouns are she/he, Cancer Moon, Aries Sun and Virgo Rising. Quite the weird mash of zodiacs, huh?
  • My favorite colors are pink (that soft pastel kinda baby pink), red (especially blood/garnet red) and...can I add pink again? Any shade of pink this time. Bubblegum or hot pink.
  • Favorite AU's include A/B/O, Mafia, Historical, Fantasy and does Mythical Creatures count?
  • Oh...oh boy, I gotta look deep for some fun facts that aren't just...facts but I'll do my best!
1) My sneezes are so short and high pitched I go "chu".
2) I have vitiligo, makes me look like a dog because it's mostly around my mouth and my right eye so I have a spot!
3) I have atrocious balance, my knees and shins are always banged up because I cannot for the life of me walk correctly.
4) I have a stutter, on top of speaking so quickly it turns into a jumbled mess. So good luck understanding what I said because I have no idea either.
5) I have a growing unicorn plush collection. My favorite is Cupcake, one that's actually taller than I am. Big chunk.
  • My likes are pretty simple. Cute & soft sweaters, blankets, warm coffee and strawberry milk, pastries and the cold! Winter is my favorite season. History, particularly the Medieval and Victorian times.
  • My interests revolve around creativity and you could say they're my hobbies as well. Drawing in particular, I used to do digital but I'm stuck with traditional pencil and paper at the moment. I'm dipping my toes into painting and its very fun! Obviously writing and reading and if I'm not doing of those listed then I'm definitely playing video games.
  • Personality I might say I'm quite split down the middle. At first, to a complete stranger I might come across as cold, stoic, with a resting bitch face, that just wants to get whatever I'm outside for done so I can leave. I'd create a witty or sarcastic comeback if I was given sass by a Karen but with my speech issues? I'd be lucky to get one coherent word out at her...and spend the rest of the day fantasizing what could've happened. So I'm rather quiet, agoraphobia hits hard in large or crowded places so I'm an anxiety riddled mess on the verge of a panic attack. In private or with people that I'm comfortable with? Complete opposite. Happy, bubbly, cracking puns and jokes so get those groan worthy reactions. I try to be the "mom friend" and get over my issues if someone is having it worse, I'll march up to a counter and ask for ketchup if someone wanted it but was too scared to do it themselves. The shoulder to lean and cry on, I'm highly empathetic and understanding, compassionate at times. But I have to actively try and keep myself positive and say good things about myself because I do fall into the pit of self-loathing and hate.
  • For appearance I'd say I'm average height, pale with white splotches that are inching larger due to my vitiligo, chubby, ashy blonde, blue eyes, button nose. I'd say I'm decently cute? I don't know if I can rate myself.
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Okay I know I said I'd be looking into Zodiac compatibility for this but— I literally just screamed internally "KIRISHIMA" when I was reading this. You two would be perfect omg. This Libra king would do anything for you. For this you're an artist and the daughter of a mafia boss :) I like to think of ship names sometimes so like, yours would either be like Eijmay or Mayjirou or Kiriloe— that last one and first are awful I know so lets go with the second? I can't write a proper stutter for the life of me so I tried to keep your dialogue to the minimum.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ Pairing: Eijirou Kirishima

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀AU: Mafia

Theme Song: You're The One That I Want - Alex & Sierra

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janshu

I'm crying, there's tears everywhere. This was so beautiful! I'M SCREAMING, I CAN'T! HOW CAN YOU WRITE SO MANY MASTERPIECES?!

KIRI MY LOVE!

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𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠; Dabi x Fem!Reader
𝐀𝐔; LOV Villain Reader
𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐂𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭; 3012 words
𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠; NSFW, daddy kink, light bondage, asphyxiation, oral: both recieving, face fucking, unprotected sex, dacryphilia, overstimulation, creampie, degradation, dumbification, a single slap, knife play, mentions and descriptions of blood, breeding kink, one mention of pregnancy. Reader has a regeneration quirk.
𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐞; Daddy — Ramsey
𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲; He's everything you want but not what you need. He's hungry and forceful, everything about him is powerful and stronger than you. So, you submit. You give him everything and get nothing in return, and yet, you love him. Why? He's possessive and toxic, not that you aren't any better but you're not the one fucking everything with a hole and two legs.
𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐞; Lmao okay so, this is a repost but a better version. This was actually my first ever "smut" here and I thought it was oh so dark because of the blood and slapping blah blah but it's more than that. Anyways, I finally took the initiative and finished what I couldn't months ago and rushed in posting. I kinda just randomgly tagged people I thought would like this so if you don't wanna be tagged in my stuff or wanna be removed from this, please let me know. It won't hurt my feelings all that bad I promise, some people just don't like certain things. Please like, comment, and reblog!

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰

He wouldn’t stop until you were a trembling, crying mess beneath him, lapping at your tears and commenting about how weak you were for him. He always did this, working you over with his fingers until you were on the line of desperation, begging and sobbing for daddy’s dick, how you need him so fucking badly it hurts. He especially loves it when he’s between your thighs and his pierced tongue is drawing circles over your bundle of nerves, pulling every broken moan from your lips as his fingers thrust in and out of your aching cunt. You’ve already come once, but he would never be done with you. There were times you were sure he was bored of you, finished with your little games and ready to toss you aside, only for him to surprise you with his dick in your mouth and a hand in your hair. Your heart sang symphonies whenever he would praise you but once the act was finished they were nothing but empty words.

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janshu

OH

OH MY GID

This?

THIS IS A MASTERPIECE!

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Congratulations on your 1700 milestone! You deserve it and so much more! ☀💥

I would love to adopt a pet so here's my application!

I would prefer a male but I'm not picky at all.

I'm a homebody, its rare for me to leave the house since my work and hobbies revolve around the indoors most of the time. I should try to draw and write outside but whenever that thought comes to me I get rained out, so the weather is rarely on my side. I don't mind being homebound but there are moments where I get stir crazy and need to do something so an animal that doesn't mind lounging around but likes going outside for a good jog, going to the gym or helping me with a garden sounds perfect for me! I have a terrible schedule, I can't keep a normal sleep cycle for more than a week due to constantly staying up late or I sleep in too much and whoopsie, there goes normality!

I'm sick quite often, never anything too serious but I suffer from several complications due to my disease so my immune system is shot to hell if that has any bearing. Maybe a pet that could double as a service animal of sorts?

Likes: Painting, crafting, writing, flowers and flower pressing, playing video games, reading up on history, fashion of particular styles, flower crowns, making pillow forts, coffee, strawberry milk and cold weather!

Dislikes: summer heat, humidity, being afraid of the dark, bugs getting into the house, loud random noises, having to repeat myself because I stuttered or mumbled, getting headaches or migraines.

Thank you so much for your consideration and thank you and congratulations again!

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Thank you so much!!!

I have the perfect catboy for you! Since most of your time is spent indoors your pet needs to be alright with a lot of time spent inside.

Since you like to get out and be active every once in a while Catboy Shouto is the one for you! He's a little bit introverted, but loves play occasionally. He's also a very good cuddler once he trusts you and he'll become your very own personal space heater

Make sure his meals are cold! He prefers them that way

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janshu

I love my Catboy Shouto with every fiber of my being! 😚🐱 He can curl up on my lap while I'm at my desk or in my chair, I'll reserve a spot in my fridge for his dinner ingredients! Create a feeding schedule so he'll have to bother me to make me wake-up for food time.

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Suffering from baby fever thoughts in between fics...

  • He's not sure why but all of a sudden Bakugo obsesses over the thought of having a baby.
  • Becoming silent when one of the Bakusquad or worse Deku brings theirs along and not in the "I shouldn't curse so I don't scare them" type of way but the quietness is disconcerting regardless of the reason.
  • Getting home from the get together the silence remains, normally he's grumbling about the stupidity he witnessed from Denki or groaning about Izuku but tonight? Nothing. He keeps giving you side-glances in the car and the hand on your thigh is more grippy than usual. A blush dusts his cheeks and his breathing is oddly heavier.
  • Then he pops the question...though its more of a telling of what's going to happen. "Wan' baby, m'need a baby."
  • That's how it begins, hauling you up by your thighs and pressing you into that disrespectful and helpless mating press he loves so much. His rough hands admire the squish of your belly and thighs in a way he hadn't before. He's by no means gentler, in fact he's rougher than usual. Desperate, needier. Sweat dripping down his forehead, muscles contracting, mouth spewing all the filth swimming in his mind. "M'gonna give ya my fuckin' kid. Gonna make ya nice n' swollen, fuckin'...hot, f-fuck.."
  • He's not going to stop until he's shooting blanks into your womb and he's satisfied with how full you feel from the inside. "I dare ya to have a negative test...cause if ya do...we ain't gonna stop this till you get those two little bars, Mama."
  • His smugness gets infinitely worse when he discovers that you're not only pregnant...but pregnant with twins. His twins, his babies. Only he the great Dynamite could do that right off the riff and he'll make sure everyone knows it.
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I'm quite curious! What do you think mine is? 👀😳

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OK IM GONNA GO ... ESTP??? ;aldghlashk; no no thats wrong im going ISTP

your matchup issss...

I CANT EXPLAIN IT JUST VIBEZZZZ

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janshu

THE MONOMA SIMP GOT SHIPPED WITH MONOMA YESSSS! AHHHHH! Look at my man, he's so gorgeous.

Im actually an INFP! INFP-T! But an ISTP is goals

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Prompt Idea:

You lived other a thousand years ago in the golden age of sorcery as (Y/N) Ryōmen. Sukuna Ryōmen's other half in the prime of his life. Your life forces bound together through an old ritual you two preformed on your wedding day...

After his demise and the subsequent change into a cursed spirit you remained, mystified how you could be alive while he wasn't...

Era's changed, time went on, and living among humans and sorcerers was easy when your husbands existence was considered nothing more than a fairytale. Until one day you felt it. One of his hands on the dip of your spine, his hot breath against the back of your neck, his shadow casting across yours...

He had been resurrected and it was only a matter of time until he comes to claim you again.

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Okay so...I have been having thoughts, don't perceive me...

Viking!Kirishima who has long hair. Its a symbol, his pride hinges on having hair. He's well-groomed first off, having long luscious hair is a symbol of his wealth and stature in the Viking world. Its said he dyes his hair with the blood of his enemies and thats partly true, he uses beets and crushed flowers to get his hair to that beautiful red shade but being a warrior he does get covered in blood.

Viking!Kirishima who let's you play and braid his hair to your hearts content. Putting it up in a bun before battle so it doesn't get in his eyes or weaving clasps through the strands for an upcoming feast. Sitting on his massive lap, him grinning in contentment while you braid beads and even gems into his hair. He always shows your work off as if Freyja herself came down to Midgard to design his newest hairstyle.

Viking!Bakugo who is the most feared King in all the North, who has taken the crown of every Jarl and melted it down for his own. A man who is said to be blessed by the Æsir. Famed to be a son of Odin, why else would people say he has a dragon? Who else could tame the spawn of Fafnir and fly through the skies like a hawk?

Viking!Bakugo who lives by the code of "you keep what you kill". Who raids and plunders village after village for entertainment and to conquer, whatever he finds is his. By right.

Imagine being a servant to a cruel and old Lord that Viking!Bakugo kills for his land and wealth. Fearing the worst you think you're next too and you take up arms with a random, discarded kitchen knife. Its either him or you right?

Viking!Bakugo who is too shocked that you of all people attack him and you manage to get a good hit. Stabbing him right in the chest but he doesn't die, oh no, he doesn't die. He laughs. A booming, maniacal, unhinged laugh. Entirely feral.

Viking!Bakugo who finds the failed assassination attempt completely adorable. You were so close to ending him, his reign of terror on the land, and by right would've inherited everything. His everything. The world. Instead of squashing you like a bug he takes you.

Viking!Bakugo who dresses you in fine silks, who wreaths you in glimmering jewels but not as his newest servant but as his Queen/King.

Viking!Bakugo who gives you his everything, his world, for trying to kill him. You were so hellbent on finishing the job before to take everything he had so why not give you it willingly instead? Right by his side.

He keeps what he kills, true, but he gives as much as he takes.

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In The Shallows...Part One.

Summary: @hanji-is-life more merman!Bakugo and so I shall provide! I was hoping to get this out much earlier, back in may because MerMay but better late than never I suppose! You, a marine biologist, take a scuba dive to see the local fauna off coast and you find more than you ever could've bargained for...
Word Count: 1.5.
Warnings: None but minor curses, mentions of the ocean, an illusion of drowning. Viewer discretion is advised at least.

How did you manage this?

You hadn't walked on the beach, much less roll around in the coarse substance. So how did it manage to get into your pockets? This was a new jacket so how?

A short walk from the parking garage to the pier was all it was, no beach travel involved yet it had wormed its way into your pockets, in between your toes and nearly everywhere else. 

Your team chuckles at your discomfort finding your squirming the funniest thing on the planet as they loaded up the sizable vessel for the day on the water. For the past several weeks you had been cooped up in a lab studying the samples others brought to you but now you were given the green light to head out into the field yourself. Your goal for the day was to gather samples, check on the status of the coral nursery, and a checklist of other menial tasks. A full plate all things considered, much better than getting a migraine staring through a microscope at sea water until you either give up or get sent home. 

Waves battered against the hull of the boat while you and your fellow colleagues suit up in scuba gear. The goal wasn't to go to the bottom of the ocean, far from it, fifteen meters was the maximum for today so simple snorkeling hear wouldn't cut it. You didn't get your diving certifications to be stuck in a lab. The salt spray refreshing against your skin for the few seconds it was vulnerable while you changed from your outfit into the designated wetsuit. Not the full suit that covered your body from head-to-toe, just a body one to keep your core warm when your swimsuit didn't offer much protection.

The boat came to a stop right around where the GPS locator dinged where the nursery site was and the captain gave everyone a thumbs up as you and your fellows attached their fins, tanks, SPG's and all the other necessary equipment. One-by-one each of them held their regulators to their mouths and fell back into the blue ocean below until it was your own, to which you received a wink instead while everything turned upside down.

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MATCH UP:

Jade Woullard,

Female,

Asexual Bisexual,

Basically Visual, Verbal and Spiritual,

INFJ,

my traits are caring, sweet, stubborn, hardworking,supportive, Kindhearted! (You know me.) Uhh..I’m a woman of color.

You take your pick because you know a lot about me!

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Wife! 🥺

This might be highly controversial but I see you being a fantastic match for:

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