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My thoughts on the Gargoyle King.

So, the whole mtstery of the Gargoyle King is mind boggling. In the mid season finale, it was revealed that the GK is a hullucination to keep the kids in check at sisters of quiet mercy, and that the fizzle rocks make the hallucinations come to life. Ok. What I can't seem to wrap my head around is why the GK was in betty's house, and betty and jughead saw him in the forest. My theory is that someone is playing as the real GK. I think that when it is finally revealed that it's gonna be a huge plot twist. I'm pretty sure that Hiriam is working with the Gargoyle King. I think it was actually the real GK in his study, so I have come to the conclusion that there is indeed a real GK, and the fizzle rocks are connected to the real GK.

Why I gave up on love.

The truth is, I don’t want to be alone forever. I only say that shit because I’m terrified of getting hurt, and the scariest part of that is, is that getting hurt is inevitable. Yes, I say I have given up on love because I’ve been hurt enough one too many times and I need to learn to give people a chance and the biggest truth is, is that I’m starting to relapse into my old ways and think that I need to be in a relationship to be happy and not feel so alone. I’ve been single for over two years now and I get sad at the thought that I’ll end up old and alone with no one to love me. I tell myself its ok because I’d rather be alone than hurt. I need to learn to let people in I understand that. I’m fighting my own battles within myself and it hurts. So yes I have given up on love because love has caused me pain and suffering and I can honestly say that I associate love with pain because that’s all I know. “I love you” turns into “I don’t feel the same way anymore”. I’d be terrified to fall in love. To love someone so much, to say that they bring you happiness, and then just decide that you are not worth it anymore. That’s the scariest thing about love. That no matter how much that person loves you that one day they can decide that they don’t love you anymore. Smiles turn into tears, happiness transforms into sadness, and your left to think that if the love was even real in the first place because when you love someone, you wouldn’t hurt them like that. so yes maybe I’ve never been in love, but I’ve been hurt enough to understand that falling and or being in love, can be the most painful thing in the world. I’ve seen people get consumed in it so Much, that when the love stops, the pain destroys them. That’s how I feel.