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COMMISSIONS ARE CLOSED. ASKS ARE CLOSED. Sideblog for She-Ra and the Princesses of Power! Feel free to hit me with headcanons or whatever! 26, she/her, aro/ace
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Commissions are Closed

Hey all, I need to revamp my price list so I'm not accepting NEW commissions for a bit. If you've already spoken to me about a commission (even if we haven't hammered out the details yet) this doesn't affect you - you'll still get your commission on the same timeline and at the same price that's on the current price list.

I'm updating the price list for two reasons: 1) I'm now going to offer digitally colored art in addition to traditional, and 2) I've learned a lot about how much time, effort, and materials my art requires and the prices on the current list don't reflect that.

I'll get the updated price list out within the next 2 weeks. Thanks for your patience!

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If you're like me, you want to draw your favs in a billion different outfits but don't want to start a brand new drawing every time. I made this base for myself so when I see clothes that would look fantastic on DT I could just take this and draw the clothes on top. Figured someone else might want to use it too? Maybe? Probably not lol

Includes both a regular and hairless version in case you wanna do a different hairstyle, and colored/black line versions of both.

If you do actually use this, please don't erase the watermark! And consider linking it to me so I can see your work? 🥺

(Tagged n/s/f/w for technical nudity. but like. the dress-up game kind of nudity)

I am not sure how I feel about the hairless version, there’s something cursed about it...

Also did I understand correctly that this is free to use (as long as you’re credited plus the above)?

Yes it is! Though if the upload quality is as bad as it looks on mobile, I might just have to upload it from my pc so you're not working with a base of approximately 5 pixels...

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Click the link in our bio or visit https://troubleindisguisezine.bigcartel.com to get your own copy of TROUBLE IN DISGUISE today! Preorders close OBTOBER 1ST, so don’t miss your chance to pick up a copy!

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Explanation behind the Sow “joke” (Updated 8/28)

tw: racism, slavery, anti-blackness, police brutality

I have seen countless people wondering what to think about the comments that Noelle Stevenson made on the twitch stream, as well as Rae’s drawing of Bow’s sibling “Sow” and the crew’s inside joke that Sow “tills the fields.”

Some disclaimers before we begin: 

I truly do not think Noelle (or the crew) knowingly and explicitly meant to be racist. Noelle did not make a “slave joke.” 

Yet, Black people were hurt, and I want to validate them and honor those who cannot reconcile with what happened. 

So thus: this post. It will be nuanced throughout and explain multiple perspectives. As you read further you’ll realize the issue has all to with with ignorance and unintended consequences. As all people, especially white people, have implicit biases, this read is especially critical for white people who don’t “get what the big deal is about.”

First and foremost: I am Black, an American descendent of slavery, and a teacher. Many of my students love She-Ra. I wanted to use this moment to teach them (and maybe some of you) how a history of stereotypes that date from the slavery era can still be evoked, even accidentally, by white folks. I will do my best to explain how and why this incident has caused controversy. 

I also want to state that any Black person is entitled to feel any type of way about this situation. There are so many Black voices I’ve listened to over the past few days with high stakes in the “Sow” conversation: Black farmers, descendants of slavery, Black LGBT+ kids who rely on She-Ra as comfort, and more. I want to be respectful of all Black voices.

I didn’t make this post out of malice towards anyone, least of all Noelle or Rae. I think being informed is a huge first step when you’re trying to understand how sometimes actions have unintended consequences, especially when you’re outside of the group that was harmed.

To avoid spreading misinformation, here are the two things that need to be addressed.

First, I have directly transcribed the section from the stream, as said by Noelle, below:

Q: Do any of Bow’s siblings have names or occupations?

Noelle: “… Their names rhyme with Bow. So there’s like Oboe and he plays the oboe. And then there’s Gough and like Van Gough he’s missing an ear. And like he [Sam] would come up and just be like which one of them tills the fields? And I was like which one Sam? And he’s like Sow. [crew laughs].”

Second, on their twitter, Noelle posted the picture that Rae Geiger drew that goes along with the crew’s inside “joke.” For this post, we’re going to focus on “Sow.”

[Image ID: In Rae’s drawing, Sow is wearing a straw hat and chewing on a straw. He has a bandana around his neck. He is smiling a wide dopey smile and is dirty and disheveled.]

What Rae admitted to drawing in their apology was a farmer that was based on a “typical” white cartoon farmer. (Remember: saying anything based off whiteness is “typical” assumes white is the default, which is harmful.) 

Let’s analyze the drawing a little bit.

1. Not all Black farmers in 2020 look like this art. For example, if you search up Black farmers on google, you’ll find the clothing shown has all different kinds of Looks. Many of the outfits include elements specific to Black fashion. Some of them have a straw hat, some have a snapback. There are more styles than this one, and this is just a google search that took 5 seconds. I have friends who are Black farmers that wear sneakers and hoodies.

2. HOWEVER. There are Black farmers who do look exactly like Sow too. Most of the stereotypical cartoon drawings of Black farmers (I google searched Black farmer cartoon) look very similar to the white farmer stereotype as well. Black farmers who resemble Sow are real and good and valid, and we need to listen to and uplift them. For hundreds of years, my people didn’t inherit any generational wealth because we truly did work the land without getting paid. We can’t let a controversy discourage people from talking about Black farmers and farming. We can’t let a controversy shame Black farmers who wear straw hats, or overalls, or get dirty. They are just as real as the farmers in #1 and are beautiful. If Black folks find Sow to be cute or good representation for them, then believe them.

(Disclaimer about #2: if you’re white and find the drawing to be cute, it is not in your place to tell Black folks what to think about it.)

3. That being said, considering that when you look up the cartoons of Black farmers, and they all look like Sow, it’s important to consider what Chimamanda Adichie calls “the danger of a single story.” What typically happens is that the only Black farmer characters you would see depicted by white people will rely on this one and only stereotype of what a Black farmer looks like. Having more representation of Black farmers in general will allow us to see the Black farmers in those other photos too. You could see art of Black farmers wearing snapbacks, coats, and jeans and that look utterly different from the typical portrayals that we see. Black farmers deserve to see diverse portrayals of them in media, and it’s unfair that we constantly only ever get to see one single story of them.

4. This is where we get into it. The average white American person likely has little exposure to Black farmers irl (unless you’re from a majority Black agricultural area, such as the south.) Because of this lack of exposure, white folks are generally not going to be able to rely on real lived modern day Black farmers to inspire their art. How does someone create or draw a character when they do not share a racial background with their character and likely have little to no relationships with those who do?

Well, you can research, certainly. You can talk to Black farmers to gain their insights into a character. But unfortunately what most white people will do is fall back on stereotypes. That’s what happened with Rae’s drawing.

When we create outside of our own identities, we do implicitly rely on media: movies, tv shows, songs, books, and etc. It’s why representation is so important, because bad representation has consequences in how underrepresented people are seen in real life.

 And this is where things get tricky. Representations of modern day Black farmers are little to none. Have you ever seen a movie or tv show about modern day Black farmers? Urban farmers? Farmers in 2020? Me either.

What most American people will think of when they try to picture a Black man who farms is sadly, this:

[Image ID: An old black and white photograph of a family of Black American slaves looking serious and forlorn as they pose for a picture in a field of cotton.]

Black slaves who forcibly worked “in the fields” are an intensely prevalent image to American people. We see and hear depictions of slaves in our novels, movies, tv shows, songs, and more. 

Note: “in the fields” is a charged and loaded expression that is very well known to Black folks. It’s so unsurprising that Noelle would say that Sow “tilled the fields” instead of “Sow farmed” because of how intensely connected Black folk have been to “the fields” for hundreds of years. You can see that implicit bias in Sow’s name too.

Americans see enslaved men that look exactly like “Sow” in Louis Sachar’s Holes, Uncle Tom’s Cabin, Huck Finn, 12 Years a Slave, Harriet, The Patriot, Gone With the Wind, Lincoln, and etc. I could keep listing them. Most Americans have either seen these characters or movies or read the books and know them well. Well enough to picture Jim from Huck Finn, or Uncle Tom, or Sam from Holes.

And that’s where Sow causes controversy. Some people can see him and just see a farmer. 

Some people see him and think: plantation

The latter can’t really be blamed, because depictions of slaves are so firmly implanted in our social consciousness that the knee-jerk association is there and can’t be avoided for MANY descendents of slavery. And because there is such limited representation of modern day Black farmers, some folks are going to project the representation they know better onto them. 

And implicit bias absolutely went into Noelle & Sam’s joke about the name “Sow” and the fact that he “tills the fields.” (Explained further below the cut.)

Science has shown how hard it is to remove a stereotype from the brain. Some stereotypes have been massively pushed and kept alive for years because those in power like those stereotypes. They help plant an image in someone’s mind of a marginalized group, and this leads to a downward spiral of dehumanization and more.

Let me show you some of the most famous stereotypes of African American “farmers” from American history and literature and you’ll see exactly how these stereotypes have stayed so pervasive, and why they are so harmful.

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For anyone more "in the know," is Act Blue Racism and Police Brutality Funds a good place to donate to help BLM? Is it effective, does the money go where they say it goes?

Doing my own research at the moment, but if anyone has already done the research and is willing to share then I'd appreciate it!

If there are any other suggestions, please feel free to share.

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ok so no one actually asked but here’s my more focused and thorough appraisal of the livestream Situation:

this is the tweet (since deleted) that seemed to really start the fire after the livestream last night.

i’ll be addressing each of those points in order of appearance so you can skip around the full video in order if you’d like:

  • male crew member saying dyke @ 5:45:
  • it was the male host, eric garneau. he said it when introducing one of the chat moderators, liz, by the name of the podcast she hosts, desperate housedykes. 
  • exact quote: “liz co-hosts a podcast called desperate housedykes.”
  • the surrounding convo involves introducing her and the other moderator and reminding everyone to be polite in the chat. 

  • staff saying DT is “creepy with kids” @ 32:25:
  • a fan asked what was going on with the real flutterina, whether she existed, if she was okay, etc. noelle responded that DT had picked out a random kid at a coffee shop to imitate because they assumed that a random kid would be less likely to be questioned than a random adult at a party. 
  • exact quote: “my thought was that double trouble is an actor, so they go to like a coffee shop, and they look around, and they’re like, ‘who am i gonna base my next character on?’ they see this little girl and like, ‘perfect.’ and they just like study her and then are like, y’know, ‘now i can do it.’ and then they just trot that out, maybe put a moth spin on it for elberon… […] ‘but like, people would notice if there’s like a random kid there, like, they don’t know this kid.’ and i’m like, ‘have you ever been in groups of people that have kids, that have lots of kids? a random kid comes up to you and you’re like, ‘sure, you must belong to somebody, i don’t know you, but like, i believe that you are someone’s kid.’’ and so i truly believe that wherever flutterina is, she’s like living a perfectly normal life, does not even know any of this is happening, and double trouble just sort of like stole her likeness.” 

  • staff saying entrapta and hordak are good disabled representation @38:51:
  • this literally didn’t happen. a fan wrote in about how entrapta and hordak are great disabled rep and asked if the crew had any thoughts on their relationship. noelle responded by talking about entrapta and hordak’s arcs, their relationship to each other, their individual struggles, etc. she did not comment on whether she agreed with the fan about representation.
  • no exact quote because she talks for a while and none of it addresses the representation piece, just their dynamic overall.

  • staff making jokes about bow’s family and slavery @56:50: someone asked if any of bow’s siblings have names, occupations, factoids, etc. according to noelle, sam szymanski (storyboard artist) came up with the idea that all of bow’s siblings have names that rhyme and pertain to their professions. 
  • exact quote: “all of bow’s brothers, their names rhyme with ‘bow.’ so there’s like, oboe and he plays the oboe, and there’s like gogh like van gogh and he’s missing an ear. like he would just come up and he would be like, ‘which one of bow’s brothers likes to till the fields?’ and i’m like, ‘which one, sam?’ and he’s like, ‘sow!’ sam was very big on puns.”
  • noelle tweeted an apology to all black fans for the “sow” comment:
  • “Hey everyone, I made a very careless statement in today’s stream that hurt a lot of Black fans and fans of color. The implications did not occur to me and that lapse in judgment is fully, 100% on me. I apologize wholeheartedly and I’m sorry for the hurt caused and trust lost.
  • I take the responsibility of creating a safe and positive space for fans very seriously, and I’ve failed in that today. Thank you for making your voices heard. I will be rededicating myself to examining my language and behavior so that this failure will never be repeated.
  • And for white and nonblack fans, please remember that I do not need defending and do not harass or add emotional labor to those hurt by this. I accept the consequences and will be taking serious action to make this right in any way I can.”
  • she also posted this photo:
  • it is not my place to say anything about this beyond the facts.

overall, i am not making a judgment call on any of these issues in this post. i am merely providing context and information beyond what was given in a single bullet-noted tweet. i encourage you to make an educated, informed decision about how you feel about the issues that pertain to you.

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so hey wtf

I'm like

waiting for a transcript or somewhere i can watch the panel myself

I'm hoping it's not as bad as I've heard but...

:/

I believe in seeing for myself before making up my mind but I just don't have the time or the spoons to watch the stream tonight. Hoping someone will put out a transcript of the parts being discussed. If the stream is still up tomorrow then maybe I'll be able to get through it.

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so hey wtf

I'm like

waiting for a transcript or somewhere i can watch the panel myself

I'm hoping it's not as bad as I've heard but...

:/

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