HALLO
Imma share with you my plans!
I've had troubles keeping up with this place ever since I had the BRILLIANT IDEA of getting into uni (don't do it it's a TRAP). I had a million favorites unreblogged, hundreds of dms and as of now 80 asks.
Idk how many of my old followers are here bc they know more or less this already but I have some mental troubles with keeping up with it all as in energy wise. Answering a chat can drain me (and I don't know why, but that's how my brain works and I don't wanna force me to anything) so because of school taking 90% of my time, that's why chats and asks and all piled up.
I can't just wait until "I have complete free time" to do it all because 1) I'll just burn myself o ut instantly 2) If i keep waiting for a while to have time enough to do it ALL at once, I'll never do shit
Oh also because of the pandemic my school messed up calendars so I had no vacation break (besides 1 week and one weekEND literally weekend lmao) from 2020 to 2021. December-January was my first break, and THAT'S why I was back (like properly) this time.
On this break I went with the less important which were reblogs (I DON'T FAVE UNLESS I REBLOG BECAUSE BOOSTING CREATOR STUFF IS IMPORTANT, FAVES DO N O T H I N G). Got it almost all this break!
Next holidays, June-July, I shall answer my chats!!
I went through them to see how many I've unanswered, and wrote down all names, including those who I haven't spoken to in literal years. I WILL reply.
Next holidays, December-January, I hit up the asks!! BOY are they quite something!
I mean you can still send in like hellos and personal asks (if any of my beloved nicknamed anons are still around. I see you there Silver Swords!! <3) because those are quick to deliver and boost up my joy actually!!
I just mean that in that third break I'll get to the story or prompt or request asks, because those are the ones that take up most of my energy.
And I guess I should l et you know I'll also make them shorter? Back in the golden days I'd write up to 20 pages in a Word to get back to you all but I figured that takes quite lot of time, and I only end up with three favorites so that...doesn't like...motivate me a lot lol. Considering I do and WANT to do this all for free, right, s o like, imagine spending 3 days on making a thing with all your love and then it gets ignored HASHD so I'll just...make something shorter and sweet and still genuine but that won't drain me! That's self care!
When I would say and swear I would answer IT ALL no matter how many years it took, I MEANT IT. ALL OF IT. Asks, dms, reblogs, I'VE GOT YOU, I just need time!
And I'm just a year and half from finishing school!! So because we are the unemployed generations, that means FREE TIME AGAIN YAAAAYYYY
THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE AND FOR STICKING WITH ME. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOUUUUUUUUUU <3