chen fei and his ipad except the ipad is filled with nothing but pictures of rnz

💙💙💙💙💙💙 thanks lovely anon!!

real talk, every single time I think that gao hanyu cannot be any more deeply pining longing hopelessly in love with his bestie, I see ANOTHER GIFSET and am proven terribly, spectacularly, wonderfully wrong. (huge appreciation to the gifmaker thank uuuu!!). I also have not seen the drama but it's too late I am in too deep, I cannot be convinced he isn't in love and that it's the b-plot to this show. thank u lovely anon for enabling my silliness!

hi lovely anon I'm so happy to hear from you! 💙 I always wonder what you're up to and if things are going alright. I'm not sure where this entire year went or how we got to late march already. isn't it still january??! what happened to this year!

it sounds like things have been a rollercoaster for you, holy moly! oof it can be rough to realize the many of patterns in life kind of come from yourself but from my own experience, figuring out that that's the case is a huge step forward towards changing it. (have I been successful in that in my own life? definitely not, at least not completely. but I guess as long as we're still trying it's progress). good luck with it, and I'm sending all the good thoughts your way! I hooe this is a turning point and that good things are on the horizon.

all those trips sounds amazing, have fun! I've felt the same lately and I keep telling myself I need to make time for more travel, even if it's only a small overnight trip to a city a few hours away. (I'm actually on a plane right now for a big trip, so travel high five!)

and omg warm weather can't come fast enough. im so ready to end this hibernation and put the winter coats away. I say that while traveling to a place where it's colder than when I left lol. but hopefully it will only be a small cold front. I've always wanted to see the cherry blossoms in japan and im super excited to cross it off the bucket list!

so yeah things have been good over here this year. I'm managing my whole shitshow situation, and that's all I can ask for. I was concerned that it might impact my ability to travel but I made some choices that allowed for flexibility in my schedule and I'm very pleased that decision has worked out!

fingers crossed for good things for us both! 💙💙

alright I'm halfway to tokyo and i need to stay up for the rest of the flight so it's time to clear out my askbox finally! (I love when people send me asks even if it takes me a week or more to answer. my brain is not always a great brain)

love waking up to the reminder that my body hates me. I haven't run for two weeks because of that weird pulled muscle (I think that's what it was). I've veen cautious because i'm going on a trip where i will be walking a lot and didn't want to risk injuring myself again. it's been fine, no pain at all. I assumed it was healing.

and then today, a day before my flight after two miserable weeks of not running, I wake up to stabbing pain in that area. it hurts to walk and I'm limping around my apartment trying to pack. it's like my body just knows the absolute worst time to do the worst things.

pls I'm ready for my robot body.