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everything will be okay in the end. if it's not okay, it's not the end.
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Prompt List #1

A/N: phew finally finished my first prompt list. a vast majority of these are my own but there are a few that I found online/was inspired by.

Fluff

  1. “Is that my shirt?” “You mean our shirt?”
  2. “It’s you, it always has been.”
  3. “You’re everything I could’ve wanted and more.”
  4. “Kiss me.”
  5. “Home stopped being a place when you entered my life.” 
  6. “You should probably go home.” “But I’m already home.”
  7. “You’re an idiot.” “But you love me.”
  8. “I’d do anything for you.” 
  9. “You took all the pillows so I’m using you as one.”
  10. “Stop moving and let me braid your hair.”
  11. “I’m so proud of you.” 
  12. “Could you say that again?” “Were you not listening?” “No I was, I just like hearing your voice.”
  13. “I didn’t think it was possible to love someone this much.”
  14. “You are my family.”
  15. “I’m right here.”
  16. “Can you just please hold me?” 
  17. “I’m pretty sure (you’re/she’s/he’s/they’re) my soulmate”
  18. “You come here often?” “Well considering I work here, yes.”
  19. “You know, I think my (mother/father/parents) would be proud if I brought (you/her/him/them) home.” 
  20. “I just want to see you happy.”
  21. “I haven’t seen (her/him/them) smile like that in ages.” 
  22. “You made me a better person. Thank you.” 
  23. “I’d rather live in the woods with you than in a mansion with some (girl/boy/person) I barely know.”
  24. “This reminded me of you.” 
  25. “Your hair is really soft.”
  26. “You’re really warm.”
  27. “Are you blushing?”
  28. “Can I stay here tonight?”
  29. “Because I love you.”
  30. “I’ve been in-love with you since we were kids.”
  31. “I’m never going to leave you. I promise.”
  32. “Make a wish!”
  33. “I love seeing you smile.”
  34. “Why are you wearing my sweater?” “Because it smells like you.”
  35. “I just want to be there for you.”
  36. “I couldn’t get you out of my mind.”
  37. “You’re just a softie.”
  38. “You owe me.” “Fine, whatever you like.”
  39. “You’re safe now, I’m here.”
  40. “Why are you scared of loving?”
  41. “You are crushing me right now.”
  42. “Darling I love you and all, but please step out fo the kitchen.”
  43. “I love you.”
  44. “You’re an idiot.” “But I am your idiot.”
  45. “Take my hand. Just trust me.”
  46. “You’re hurt. Please just let heal it.”
  47. “At least let me clean it.”
  48. “I told you to take care of yourself.”
  49. “You’re the only thing that matters.”
  50. “Stay.”

Angst

  1. “I’m leaving.” “Of course you are, that’s all you know how to do.”
  2. “You started drinking again, didn’t you?” 
  3. “You promised you’d stop drinking.” “And you promised you wouldn’t hurt me!″
  4. “But it’s my fault right?”
  5. “I don’t want to feel this. I want to be numb again.”
  6. “You’re lying to me again. Why can’t you just tell me the truth for once?” 
  7. “I love you.” “No you don’t” 
  8. “I can’t lose you.” “You already did.”
  9. “Did it mean anything to you? Did I mean anything to you?”
  10. “How was I such an idiot, to believe that you, out of all people, could ever love me?”  
  11. “I loved you.” “Then why did you let (her/him/them) get in between us?”
  12. “Maybe they were right, you never did change.” 
  13. “This is all in my head. It’s all happening in my head.”
  14. “Don’t you dare walk away from this!” 
  15. “What gives you the right to just waltz back into my life after all the pain you’ve caused.”
  16. “You’ve changed.”
  17. “You win, happy?”
  18. “Any other lies left to tell me?”
  19. “Why did you wait until I moved on?”
  20. “Don’t look at me like that.” “Like what?” “Like you still love me.”
  21. “Its (her/him/them), isn’t it?”
  22. “It’s always been (her/him/them).”
  23. “When did you stop loving me?”
  24. “Let me go.”
  25. “You’re not you.”
  26. “I miss the old you.”
  27. “What happened to their happily ever after?” “Not all love stories get a happily ever after, sometimes it’s just once upon a time.” 
  28. “Move out of my way before I make you.”
  29. “You deserve better.”
  30. “I risked my life for you.”
  31. “I never would’ve thought (she/he/they)’d end up with someone else.”
  32. “They were perfect for each other.”
  33. “I was happier with you.”
  34. “I would’ve done anything for you.”
  35. “I loved you. I loved you so so much but you hurt me.” 
  36. “They warned me about this.” “About what?” “You.” 
  37. “Lie to me. I don’t care what you say, just lie to me. Make me feel okay again.” 
  38. “You broke me.”
  39. “You just threw four years of friendship out the window.”
  40. “Hasn’t this addiction done enough damage already?”
  41. “Sorry doesn’t fix everything.”
  42. “You promised.”
  43. “I don’t need help! I need an end to this pain.”
  44. “What am I in your life? Because as of lately I feel as though I’ve been nothing to you.”
  45. “Leave.”
  46. “I can’t keep playing pretend.”
  47. “You deserve so much better.”
  48. “Give me one reason why I shouldn’t leave.”
  49. “I wish we never met.”
  50. “I’m sorry I’m not enough for you.”

General

  1. “I love you.” “Tell me that when you’re sober.” 
  2. “It’s pouring rain why are you here?”
  3. “I love you.” “You shouldn’t.”
  4. “Where are you?”
  5. “What happened?”
  6. “Have you been taking care of yourself?”
  7. “Is that blood?” “Yes but that doesn’t matter right now, what does matter is-” “You are literally bleeding.”
  8. “Is that my book?”
  9. “Are they dead?”
  10. “You want to play pretend? Well two can play at that game.”
  11. “Did you know that you talk in your sleep?”
  12. “Come back to bed. Please.” 
  13. “You’re who they warned me about.” 
  14. “Come back.”
  15. “You should’ve listened to me.”
  16. “I haven’t seen you in days.” 
  17. “Are you jealous?”
  18. “Cheers, I’ll drink to that.” “You drink to everything.” “Cheers!”
  19. “Why is there a deer in the room?” 
  20. “Is that vodka? At 7 in the morning?”
  21. “It’s not my choice.”
  22. “Can we take this home?”
  23. “Hey, look at me. Focus on me alright?” 
  24. “I haven’t seen (her/him/them) smile in months.”
  25. “(She/he/they) don’t belong with (her/him/them)!” “Than who do(es) (she/he/they) belong with?” “…..with me.”
  26. “Come home.”
  27. “I hope you’re happy.”
  28. “They don’t need to know.”
  29. “I made this for you.”
  30. “Why is arson always your first answer?”
  31. “Is this really the time for jokes?” 
  32. “You always do this.” 
  33. “Wake me up when it’s over.” 
  34. “You look happy.” 
  35. “I’m sorry, do I know you?” 
  36. “Why can’t I get you out of my head?”
  37. “Do you want that?”
  38. “Don’t let go.” 
  39. “Just let me stay.”
  40. “Can I at least tell my side of the story?” 
  41. “Do you trust me?” 
  42. “Are you flirting with me?”
  43. “Is the weight of your sins too heavy?”
  44. “Just let me see (her/him/them) one last time. Please.”
  45. “Are you afraid to die?”
  46. “Are they really ‘just a friend’?”
  47. “I wasn’t lying when i told you that I loved you.”
  48. “I won’t hurt you.”
  49. “Have you been sleeping?”
  50. “I didn’t know where else to go.”

Here's the prompt list for my Carmuel collection. If you have any other ideas/ prompts feel free to tell me! I've never done this before so don't expect much, but I'll try my best 😊💪

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Anonymous asked:

happy one year since the teaser of the carmuel short story came. it waaas a great day for us 🌸

Omg yes it was!!!! I watched the trailer on repeat 🥲 Our greatest triumph I'll never forget it ❤️

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So just finished S5 and found it very underwhelming (surprise). I didn't care for half of the storylines and had a hard time focusing though I do have to say the Ibiza storyline got me kinda hooked. I actually thought they'd go that road far sooner, I mean with all the drugs and exceeded sexual boundaries its sadly not the most unlikely thing to happen...All in all I would've liked it if they made this the major crime instead of yet another "death". Speaking of the death scene it didn't even touch me idk it wasn't half as emotional as Marina's or even Polo's death and that even though Samuel's been one of my favs 😐 Now I know why many found it odd and I didn't completely buy it too (and I tried to watch it from a neutral perspective, really!)... I think it's a cheap way to keep everyone watching as they know nobody's gonna continue for the new characters because they're all boring as hell lol. I'm kinda pissed bc I was looking forward to finally be over this hellshow and now I need to watch the upcoming shorts or S6 or whatever else these evil minds are planning next sigh. Though I do hope they give the og's a proper ending bc that was an absolute joke, oh and the ambulances for my boy Samu better hurry the fuck up 🚑

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Anonymous asked:

I remember that you work in rehabilitation. have you added more work in connection with the latest events in Europe? or is it not your profile

Hey, yes I studied rehabilitation sciences but I work in a research project so it's more of a desk job. I also don't completely understand the question, are you asking if I had more work because of the war? If this is your question, then I can say no, I didn't have more work. But if I got it wrong you are welcome to elaborate or further specify your question... Of course I need to keep the situation in mind at all times bc research is deeply tied to politics and policy advice is one of my tasks so I'd say it's a indirect influence more than anything. On a personal base I can say that everything that's going on is deeply horrifying and I'm shocked that this is still possible?? The things they show on the news every day are so heartbreaking but I don't think I need to tell you

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what are you going to do with your started work? will you finish it or leave it as it is?

even if you're not going to continue, please don't delete it, it's literally one of the best 🙏🏻🧡

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I'm still writing on the next chapter I'm just insanely slow. Like 300 words in two weeks slow🥲 It's just that I barely have time and it's so hard to establish a writing flow this way it's so frustrating. On top the chapter feels kinda chaotic and I don't wanna mess up the story at this point...But don't worry I won't delete it or other stories I've written!! And thank you so much, also for your patience🥰

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Anonymous asked:

will u still continue your story even tho samuel’s ending plot is not confirmed??

Since my fic is an AU I see no problem in continuing it and honestly even if it was based on canon I would go on. Maybe it's even a nice way to cope and I had no trouble writing Marina for example and that girl is really dead (with proper confirmation and all)

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Anonymous asked:

samuel was supposed to go to oxford england 🥹 idk what to do with that info now hahahaha

Yeah...I think no one does...

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Anonymous asked:

with all the news and weird stuff today that’s left without confirmation, i hope you’re well too! :(

I am! Won't let Elite writers have power over me lol 💀😂 I actually occupied myself with lighter tasks later in my work day and watched a few episodes of S5 in the background - home office rules haha. I'd say it's on the same level as S4 quality wise which is not as disappointing bc the drop isn't as hard as it was from S3 to S4...But its still sad how bad the show has gotten. Especially the r*pe "redemption arc" (ugh) and the refugee portrayal are extremely questionable....if you're not capable to handle certain topics in a show you shouldn't include them at all

About the mystery - well I already spoiled myself bc I was too curious and of course I'm not amused about it but I also read that there's room for interpretation so I'll build my own opinion after watching. Think I'll finish on Sunday when I have time again

Anyways, I hope you're well too, don't let this shitshow bring you down and enjoy your weekend 🥰

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Anonymous asked:

Hi! How are you doing? What about your health and wisdom teeth?

Hey! I'm fine and everything healed well 😊 Thank you for asking! I hope you're good too 🥰

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Anonymous asked:

Hey! How are you? We miss you so much. Tell us everything okay!

Hey! Except for the fact I got my wisdom teeth removed yesterday I'm fine! I actually planned to write during my sick leave butttt it hurts more than I thought it would 😭 So for now I have no choice than to lay on the couch covered in cool packs and drugged up with Ibuprofen and hope for the best. I also slept in a sitting position last night bc the doc told me to and it worked so well I'm currently dealing with the possibility I might be a sociopath which puts me under additional stress :/

Anyway I hope you're fine too & thanks for asking!🥺

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Anonymous asked:

Heeey!!! how are you doing? what do you think about updates?

Heyyy :) I'm doing fine! Just lacking time atm, but I'm working on it

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Just dreamed that I have covid and the first thing I did was go on Tumblr and post "bad news I have covid good news I have time to write". Then I woke up and well...good news I don't have covid bad news I have to go to work now

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Anonymous asked:

hi! i recently rewatched the short story of carla and samuel and if u have any guesses, what do you think they did in the 6 days they’re together?? i bet it was fun for them

Heyyy :) I honestly think they did things "normal" couples would do and nothing out of the ordinary, how Carla said in S2 when she more or less admitted her feelings to him. Like it was the first time they were able to do things that weren't overshadowed by everything that happened back in school, though I think they were still haunted by it which explains their fight in the last episode. Since it seemed as if Samuel hadn't had to work during that week I think they enjoyed their freedom and found time to relax, maybe going out here and there or cooking or watching movies or whatever. And I think neither of them talked much to other people about how Carla moved in at Samuel's place or that they're hanging out at all to avoid confrontation...

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Anonymous asked:

Hi! I loved your most recent chapter and it’s so amazing to have you back! I don’t know if you’re interested suggestions, but for when you’re done with Samuel it’s the last time, what about an AU based on the vow? Anyway I can’t wait to read what you come up with next! Have a lovely day

Heyyy! Sorry for the late reply and thank you! :)

Principally suggestions are always great bc one can never have too many ideas on what to work on next. The thing is I still have really old prompts sitting in my inbox which I wanted to work on first as well as the last chapter of We are chosen. On top of that I don't know how much time I'll have left for writing as I'm having a full time job now, though I'll try my best! And about the vow I actually never saw that movie but I googled it and it sounds very funny! But as said I'd need to work on other stuff first :( maybe suggest it to one of the other authors? (I know there aren't many sigh)

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