Hey everyone 🌸💕

For anyone who follows through my multiple rebirths on Tumblr 🤣🤣🤣 You guys know that I haven't been so active in the last few months, but this week I fulfilled a dream that I've had for a long time!!!

My first Commissioned Art!!! 🎉🥳🎊 Yay!!!

It's made by @augusney_draw, follow him on Instagram and learn more about his work.

Now talking about my feelings with this piece... On ACOSF my favorite Nesssian moment was their scene on the Sleeping Mountains. It was my reaffirmation of why I love this couple so much. So I wanted to honor them with a sunrise 🌅scene of them in love on this wonderful lake.

I intend to make other arts of this moment and I hope that also from many ideas that I have been imagining for a long time 🤍🤍🤍 I will make sure to post here on Tumblr and on Instagram (when I have an account for my blog).

I hope you guys loved it as much as I did!!❤️‍🔥

(Chapter fourteen: The human queens arrive at last, and Cassian tries his hardest to make Nesta blush.) (Prologue // previous chapter // next chapter)

The Archeron dining room had turned into a war tent, breakfast a meeting of commanders. Papers lay scattered across the cherrywood table, plans of the estate interspersed with all their gathered intelligence on the queens, notes made in Azriel’s near-indecipherable hand.

As the clock struck nine, Cassian sat in the same low-backed chair he’d occupied the night before and watched as Rhys frowned. A leaf of parchment dropped from the High Lord’s fingers, fluttering to the table as he massaged the centre of his forehead with his fingers.

“The only thing they don’t have is the measurements of the damned door handles,” Azriel said darkly, pushing away a sheath of papers and taking up his teacup instead. A single shadow glided along the edge of the teaspoon, following the curve of the saucer as a crease formed on it’s master’s brow. “Why do they need the layout of the sitting room? The position of every chair and side table? It doesn’t make any sense.”

Cassian only leaned back in in his chair, his wings stretching around the low back as a hand dropped to the dagger strapped to his thigh, finding comfort in its steady weight. The mantle of Night Court General settled easily around his shoulders, its shape and feel so familiar. It was like slipping back into a summer jacket after a long winter, feeling his muscles stretch and strain as, for the first time since Amarantha’s curse, he prepared himself for war.

The yearning! I love the dynamic of this chapter everything in it is so so good

Ahhh thank you! ❤️

I say this with my whole chest, write that daydream. Write the fic you think no one will care about. Publish the story you wrote at 2am because you had a middle of the night spark of inspiration.

No matter how insignificant or niche or obscure you think your words may be, write and post it anyways if you’re proud of it. You can’t know how people will react to it until you do so and you may just be surprised at the response you receive…

A Little Theatrical

ao3

what happens when you think to yourself, gosh, nesta and cassian are just like rosalie and emmett, and oh my gosh what if nesta went on a revenge rampage just like rosalie did and also you watch a lot of criminal minds? this.

dark and violent! you have been warned!

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When Nesta is brought to the Night Court after the war, revenge is the last thing on her mind. Too tired to want anything beyond filling the gaping hole inside of her where her soul used to be. She tries filling it with whiskey first, and then when that doesn't work, she adds males to the mix. Fairly soon, falling asleep in a drunken stupor after a mediocre orgasm no longer sates her either, but what other choice does she have?

So her days and nights continue in the same manner.

Until she discovers her other choice.

Excuse me @ladynestaarcheron , but :

Nesta committing war crimes for fun and justified reasons is something that can be so sexual.

Yes I’m a whore for my faves going on a murder spree.

You go girl! Break the Geneva convention 🥰🥰🥰🥰

Y’all are gonna get real sick of me tagging @ladynestaarcheron in these posts but I’m her resident simp in chief so get used to it 💁🏾‍♀️. This fic had me! It had me in its FILTHY CLAWS and Lizo I am calling you out, and this post is 100% to harass you because….I be doing that. ANYWAYS! One of the things that I will never forgive Sj/m for is taking away the one representation girls that haven’t had sex yet, had in this series. Now don’t get me wrong, I cannot claim to be even a LITTLE innocent. BUT! The fact that NONE of her characters have had positive first time sex experiences is ridiculous. So THIS was just what the doctor ordered. I loved the tenderness that this fic explores. But most of all, I love how this fic takes sexual explorations in reasonable steps. They take their time. They SPEND time loving each other. They explore intimacy and not just sex. And i think that makes some of the best smut! But also, smut that isn’t just two experienced people doing the whole damn Kama Sutra!!! It’s tender, it’s explorative and Lizo I am thirsty for more. SO! If you’re a fan of pre acofas Nessian, give it a read! Thanks to @ladynestaarcheron for sharing 💙💙

Um excuse me?? And who's fault is the fic?? Hers ladies and gentlemen!!!!!!!!!

Me at all of you:

@ladynestaarcheron

I wrote this snippet a while ago, I just didn’t know what I was doing with it tbh. Even the context I’m so so on. I’m pretty sure the details are that Human!Nesta is arranged to be married to Cassian, but Rhys’s/Nesta’s parents are still alive at this point. So Rhys’ papa arranges Nesta to be married to Cassian because of her connection to the Mother (which is not explicitly stated in this ficlet, but she does already have it as a human and her mother uses that to her benefit) because he wants her close enough to keep an eye on but he won’t let her be married to his actual son. He also wants some semblance of control on Cassian which he doesn’t have yet, and he feels that a human wife will make him more wary about his position in his court.  

But did that make it in? No lmao. It’s basically Human!Nesta having the hots for Cassian and being very upset that he’s doing nothing about this. 

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Lina I’m on my way to work rn but best believe when I am home…you are going to hear about this.

Okay I am home from work.

Right off the bat, you’ve caught my interest with Nesta growing up with her mother and grandmother. How is Nesta different when she has her mother her whole life? Clearly this is not a mother who prized Nesta above all else if she sent her away to some terrible monster to marry, but still.

Pretty Cassian. Excellent. Nesta not knowing how to handle this. Excellenter.

Also I love this quick peak into Cassian’s mindset, obviously marrying a human is just as weird for him as marrying a faerie is for her.

“Deep in the thralls of lovemaking or whatever” sHUT UP I LOVE HER

And then immediately yelling at him. Vintage Nessian

Nesta aggressively thinking sex at Cassian over breakfast is just chef’s kiss

Also I love that the House still loves Nesta in this

Okay, so, the premise that is not included is also so interesting!! Like why has Cassian been chosen to marry Nesta? Is it because her being a human means she is too low for Azriel/Rhysand? But also might it have to do with Nesta’s connection to the Mother might be something dangerous and the High Lord thinks he might be able to control her (read: kill her) if need be? I also have questions about Nesta’s family - since she wasn’t abducted, she might be allowed to continue contact with her family, right? Like letters and such. Is Feyre fae-hating-acotar-Feyre, or something different in this world? Does Elain mourn her or is she a romantic? Also Cassian says they’re in the House to be spied on, but what does Nesta feel about being at the top of a mountain she can’t get down from and no one can get up to? Is she grateful not to be in the city of faeries, or does she feel trapped? Has she grown up knowing she would marry like this? What does her connection to the Mother give her the ability to do?

Anyway I’m obsessed and this has more lore than all of a/cosf. I would love love love love if you continued this!!

I wrote this snippet a while ago, I just didn’t know what I was doing with it tbh. Even the context I’m so so on. I’m pretty sure the details are that Human!Nesta is arranged to be married to Cassian, but Rhys’s/Nesta’s parents are still alive at this point. So Rhys’ papa arranges Nesta to be married to Cassian because of her connection to the Mother (which is not explicitly stated in this ficlet, but she does already have it as a human and her mother uses that to her benefit) because he wants her close enough to keep an eye on but he won’t let her be married to his actual son. He also wants some semblance of control on Cassian which he doesn’t have yet, and he feels that a human wife will make him more wary about his position in his court.  

But did that make it in? No lmao. It’s basically Human!Nesta having the hots for Cassian and being very upset that he’s doing nothing about this. 

Keep reading

Lina I'm on my way to work rn but best believe when I am home...you are going to hear about this.

Am I writing this now because I know @ladynestaarcheron will be awake soon, or am I just a forgetful hoe? ITS ANYONES GUESS! 🥳

It’s day 10 everyone and I am once again simping for this woman’s writing, because that’s my job and I can’t help it. (Literally, I have no control over my actions/reactions from here on out. It’s gonna be a mess).

This story is just…so much. @ladynestaarcheron and I have had many a conversation discussing Nesta’s “addiction” and “recovery” that should have happened but never did. When I tell you that this re-write makes my sound ACTUALLY sing? When this chapter in particular came out, I quite literally lost my mind so badly I commented on it twice. The detail that this fic goes into explaining the FEELING of where you’re at when you can’t see anything but darkness but you’re trying SO desperately to get out and yet you don’t have the energy to. The way that funeral scene reached into my body and said “go to therapy and get some closure bitch”. As a person who has gone through alcohol withdrawal, sj/m making Nesta an alcoholic was a BIT personal to me. So when there was no follow through with that I was….how you say…PISSED. They was Nesta gets her autonomy stripped from her when she apparently isn’t even addicted to alcohol (because she has no fucking withdrawal) was a fucking sucker punch to the gut for me. So to have a fic not only address that, but to make it a central path into Nesta’s psyche? 💋🤌🏾perfect🤌🏾💋. The way that Cassian is NOT perfect in this but tries so much harder to simply understand, even if it doesn’t further the healing. (Here it comes Lizo). There’s this Hozier song that he never released that encapsulates the way this reads SO WELL, it honestly makes me cry a little. “It ain’t the being alone. it ain’t the empty home. You know I’m good on my own…it’s more the being unknown.” And honestly, that’s what Nessian really was at the end of the day. It’s not the need of each other, it’s the need for someone to see you as you are and love you anyways. To choose to love you at your worst and want to love you more because of it. And this fic is really just Cassian realizing that for all his grandstanding, all that either of them want is to know the other. It’s not that they NEED each other, it’s that they know the other chooses to know them and that makes them want the same. Sure, is Nesta going THROUGH it, yes, but that doesn’t mean that she needs romance. Having Gwyn and Emerie choose the same as Cassian helps her choose herself too and it’s so fucking poetic. Ok now before I absolutely RUIN this fic, go read, oh my fucking god, PLEASE go read it. Thanks to @ladynestaarcheron again for sharing ❤️‍🔥

P.s @ladynestaarcheron I’m still waiting on part two of who by water and I WILL bully you with my TEARS to get that fic out of you…TEARS LIZO! TEARS!!

I am...speechless. Can one tattoo essays onto their face????? Because I want to carry this around with me everywhere.

Dadrie!! From a tumblr mutual to a bestie for life!! So much of what I write in this fandom is thanks to your encouragement and our talks!! (When she says many a conversation, you have no idea, our ig message and whatsapp history includes daily rants about a/cotar going back like two years now.)

We definitely bonded over our love of Nesta but now we we have so much more in common, like our hatred of so many people we interact with on a day to day basis (we are #teamhater4lyf) and I am SO HAPPY we still never get tired of this first obsession. This is a perfect symbiotic relationship.

It means so much to me that you still enjoy my writing and that you give me advice when I'm feeling insecure about parts of it!!!!! I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!