clears throat
steve rogers is a bottom
a little something from ch5 of my new fic; in this house we stan alpine and furious sarah rogers. the nerve of bucky, really.
another public snippet of my new fic. chapters 1 through 4 are up on my patreon and i'll be posting it to ao3 shortly.
the new fic i'm working on has an official title and the first draft is complete (15 chapters, roughly 73k). i started it on the 7th, so me this is a medium length fic. anyway, here's another peak; this one's from chapter 15.
“Can’t wait ‘til you start to show, precious,” Bucky said softly. “Gonna be so pretty. You’ll be gorgeous with my pup growin’ on you, my collar ‘round your throat, my bite on your neck. You’re such a perfect Omega, baby.” “Love you,” Steve said. “Love you, too, baby,” Bucky answered. He shifted them onto their sides. Steve tucked his face into Bucky’s neck and pushed a leg between his. Bucky let his thigh press over Steve’s hip and drew him in tight against his chest. Steve let out a content, satisfied sigh. Bucky kissed the top of his head. “Such a perfect boy,” he said. “Daddy’s so proud of you.” Steve rubbed his nose into Bucky’s cervical scent gland and set up a silent prayer, thanking Dr. Erskine for his work and for choosing Steve to test the serum. When Steve had been sterilized in 1935, his heart had ached thinking he’d never get to have Bucky’s seed plant itself and grow within him. Now he’d given Bucky one pup and a second was on the way. He wouldn’t change a thing. Well, maybe prevent Bucky from being captured. Everything else was perfect. It was everything Steve had ever wanted and more. It was the domestic fairytale he’d first dreamt up when Bucky kissed him for the first time in 1932.
chapters 1 to 3 are available on my patreon as well as a bunch of snippets
moonythejedi394 reblogged
when I was dealing with my dad’s cancer diagnosis I found and read a stucky fic about Steve getting cancer and dying young and it actually helped me process a lot of stuff. I was sobbing into my phone. It relieved a lot of negative emotion that I wasn’t comfortable expressing to other people so if moonythejedi394 is out there…thanks
aww i'm so glad my fic was able to help you it's such a sad fic. i'm so sorry about your dad. things like what you said are why i post anything.
I’m so glad you’re posting again! I missed seeing your writing on ao3 and on my tumblr! Hope you’re doing well!
i am doing okay!! i'm unfortunately out of one my meds and the pharmacy has fucked up like 8 times trying to refill it but i'm not dying. i'm glad to be writing again; i have a new fic that's already inspired a second new fic and i'm also working on the warlord/prince fic
the time sarah rogers caught bucky in steve's bed. it was the cat's fault.
Steve poked his head out from his blanket shield. “We used a condom,” he said.
“Steve!” Bucky hissed.
“What?” Steve countered. “You’re naked, what do you think she’s gonna think you were doing?!”
Anonymous asked:
I hope you’re doing okay. I’m sorry for everything you went through. That’s sort of the reason why I just read fics and I’m too scared to post my works. Then you’re out there and people know who you are 😭 I’m just glad to hear from you again.
i'm doing so much better
first there was the manhunt in 2022 that fucked with my head, but i actually recovered a traumatic memory in january of 2023 and it kinda ruined 2023? also last summer i had a ptsd episode that resulted in me being detained at a psychiatric facility for a while (i would not recommend it staff were awful and we rarely got to experience sunlight which i think is weird?? sunlight is great. anyway.
after that i went to a really great residential mental health thingy called Clearview in Venice CA (i think it's venice) and that was really good for me. (it also made me hit my out of pocket maximum in like july so i had a lot of free doctors appointments last year).
atm i'm trying to find a job bc the one that hired me ghosted after giving me my first paycheck, i'm doing weekly therapy with the goa of returning to uni in the fall and i'm trying to quit nicotine but cigarettes are so nice feeling ugh.
Anonymous asked:
Hi there!! I was just wondering if you had a re-upload of any of your older fics anywhere? There were a few that I remember loving but don't remember the names of! Hope you're doing okay <3
you can check out the wayback machine but i do in fact have new and improved versions of some fics in progress as well as two completed
bloom mostly i just added smut
the witch & the wolf and yeah again the additions are mostly just smut
and like i said in another ask i'm planning on re-releasing a bunch of my fics with new edits and additional content
i have this thing it is public it's also funny
see bucky had one job in january and that was to not impregnate steve. check out the post to find out if bucky succeeded at his one job or not.
Anonymous asked:
Don’t have a Twitter. What happened?
welllll
i had some friends. who turned out to be not great people. two of them were mental health professionals and they used their expertise to fuck with my head and make me think i deserved some shitty things that happened to me.
yeah. internet friends can pivot on a dime to become internet enemies.
I can’t begin to understand what you’ve been through, but I wish you the best of luck, whatever comes next.
yo my dude thank you
Anonymous asked:
hi!! i love ur ao3 and saw u archived ur account- i hope you’re doing okay- i just wanted to say ur writing is so comforting and really helps me so thank you for everything you do <33 is there another account i can follow u on?
i do have a new personal tumblr but i''m not comfy sharing it with the masses bc of previous incidents where i opened up about trauma and it was used to attack me so,,,, yeah,,,
Anonymous asked:
Damn, I just learned what happened. So shitty it happened to you and thanks for everything you contributed to the bottom Steve fandom!
thank you for the support and kindness i really appreciate that
the biggest reason i haven't been active on tumblr for the past like year and a half is bc i was worried that i would just get constant hate and like accusations of bullshit yannow. so i appreciate the nice asks a lot.
Anonymous asked:
hiii omg im a huge fan of yours from ao3 and i just saw that u completely disappeared from there? are u ok?, i made this tumblr account just to ask about you.
thank you for reaching out i had a bunch of shit happen to me in 2021(?) that really screwed with my head for ehhhh like a year and a half?? the biggest thing was the social manhunt. i did not appreciate being made the target of people who refused to acknowledge my middle eastern heritage and labeled me a white woman problem lady basically.
and im not even a woman. i have a mustache and a beard. (i look quite distinguished. when i shape it up.)
Anonymous asked:
Hi! Sad to see your account deleted, I loved your fics. Do you have a new account?