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Updated Feb 16, 2024

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An unfortunate end befalls Second Lieutenant Fabrian Rio during a Tour in the Army. When she wakes up, she's now in the body of the queen in her sister's TV drama script, "Two Kingdoms Lost in Tears and Sorrow"—right during the queen's own exile no less! Now banished, Fabrian decides to rebuild her life in the enemy kingdom of Agan, refusing to go down as the story's hated and now-nameless former queen.
In the kingdom of Reyk, seven children had been born to the king and queen. Among the seven,, the youngest, was cursed by the Celestial known as Ku. Those unfortunate enough to befall the company of Ku’s chosen ones did not last long, victim to either death by violence or fallen to ill luck… Except for one unsuspecting Scholar.
Haneul Kim had resigned himself to the monotony of life: get up, go to work, keep the family business in check, smile, go home, pretend to be happy, and repeat... That was until a bizarre alien fell from the sky and nearly totaled his car.
Earbites

saved from the eternal dream

WC: ~600 words

TW: minor g0re warning

a/n: a little late, but hopefully not too late. Either way, this felt like a very satisfying conclusion to my past two @flashfictionfridayofficial entries. I'm always grateful for the prompt they put out ^^

Frederich watched as the great creature reared its body back, mouth elongating into a warped scream. His blood ran cold as the scar splitting its mouth apart seemed to freshly bleed with each movement. Golden blood rained down, and he protected his face with his hand.

The shadow that the monster cast seemed to stretch upon the earth, engulfing it. But he felt no malevolence. He knew there was no ill will. The creature absorbed the Corruption into itself, preventing the ichor from further soiling the world. It wanted to protect, but never hurt.

He reached his arms up. “Radhildur!” he called.

The monster turned to him and its body loomed over him. With no eyes to look to him, the creature bowed its head, large antlers dipping dangerously close to the ground.

“I know it's you,” Frederich said, never wavering from his spot. “A thousand forms and a thousand bodies belonging to you, and I would recognize each one.”

A tremoring rumble rolled through the creature's body, as if it were thinking.

“I'm here,” Frederich urged. “I'm here.”

Then everything went dark.

The monster slammed its head into the ground where Frederich stood and swallowed him whole. But there was no pain. Radhildur could never hurt him.

It felt like falling asleep, slowly wavering back and forth in a dreamlike state as his body grew heavier and heavier. Still he never fully allowed himself to go unconscious. He had to find them. He continued to call out in the dark.

“Radhildur, I'm here!” his voice sounded distant, as if it weren't coming from his own mouth. “Radhildur, talk to me, please. You're not alone!”

He shouted until his throat was hoarse. Until he sunk to the bottom of the darkness.

“Freddie?”

Their voice sounded faint, as if on the other side of a wall, but it was there.

Frederich could've cried out with relief.

“Where are you? I'll come to you,” Frederich waded through the nothingness.

“Why are you here? There's just the monster,” Radhildur’s voice said.

“There's no monster here,” Frederich responded surely. “Certainly it's not you. There's only me and Rathi. My Rathi. My Rathi who would stupidly become a ferocious beast to see everyone's safety. But never a monster.”

The voice didn't respond.

“Come home,” Frederich called. “You don't have to fight alone anymore, Radhildur.”

Then there were arms around his neck, hugging him fiercely. He felt the strong and solid form of Radhildur’s body against his. The darkness melted away and gave way to the gloomy grey sky and the pool of black ichor around their feet. Radhildur’s clothes were torn and their hair strewn haphazardly from the tie that pulled it back. Frederich exhaled softly and ran his hands soothingly through Radhildur’s hair, memorizing the texture of the strands against his skin.

“My curse,” Radhildur rasped.

“Abated for now, it seems,” Frederich said, burying his nose in the curve of Radhildur’s neck, refusing to let himself tremble at the lingering thought that he could've lost them. They could have succumbed to the weight of the Celestial's curse and never returned from becoming the shadow. He tried instead to forget about it. He focused on each breath they took, relaxing everytime their chest heaved and eased against his. “A pity. I hear kisses are the way to break such hexes.”

Radhildur choked out a sob or a laugh, he wasn't sure, but they held on tighter. “I think it's true love, you idiot, not the actual kiss.”

“Well you never know until you try,” Frederich murmured, voice terribly terribly affectionate. Perhaps he'd never doubted for a moment that Radhildur would return to him.

Neither of them moved, just embracing tighter until it was uncertain where Radhildur began and where Frederich ended.

im so serious about this but if youre autistic and especially if youre chronically ill creative labour cannot be your only way to relax. working on a creative project is still working. take time to do nothing. its good for you i promise.

A Stance

Took a social media break over the weekend and worked out some thoughts. I’ve decided I’m not going to let this whole situation stop me from creating.

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Anonymous asked:

i love the way you draw wings! do you have tips/a tutorial on how you do it?

i realize someone asked for a tutorial almost a year ago and i swore to answer and I FORGOR.... i am so sorry. so this is for you + that anon

first, check out this how to think when you draw which are always excellent tutorials... and then here's my personal notes

my favorite wings to look at are demizu posuka's drawings... check them out!! they draw such a fun variety of shapes and sizes

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oh damn

so I know I'm not super-active on here anymore, but i hit 300K followers on here, and i'm feeling a little sentimental at 1:30 in the morning.

13 years ago, I started this tumblr out of sheer desperation. I was 21 years old and fresh out of college, I knew I wanted to be a voice actor, had no idea how that would ever be achievable, no one knew who I was. I decided to make this Tumblr to practice voice acting and I pledged to make an audio post every single day. I did this without fail for years.

I started out doing fandubs and comic dubs and reading shitposts, anything I could think of. My Lackadaisy dubs were the first thing that got real traction, I'll always be thankful to Tracy for reblogging those (and yes, it is insanely surreal to think that a decade later I would be voicing Mordecai in an animated version for real).

I improved exponentially by posting here every day. I was entirely self-taught, I've never taken a class, I just practiced every day (even when there were countless days I wanted to give up) and through sheer force of will, I started to improve.

Everything I have achieved in my life so far is because of this Tumblr. I truly could not have ever dreamed of being where I'm at now and what I have accomplished. So whether you know me from my old shitposts or comic dubs or Goofy posts or Vines or YouTube videos or my professional voice acting roles, I just want to say thank you for your support. It's been a crazy ride. Looking forward to what comes next.

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