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Text: ian.
Meg: sure.
Ian: yeah. Great talking to ya, Meghan.
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Text: ian.
Ror: you know I do
Ian: no, apparently you don't.
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Text: ian.
Meg: you certainly fucking act like it.
Ian: because you know me so well.
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Ror: I hope for tonight
Ror: ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Ian: I'm going to get on a plane in an hour or so.
Ian: I'm glad he was fine on the flight over.
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Ror: I thought we had flights for tonight?
Ror: he slept
Ian: weren't they for this morning?
Ian: oh. well, good.
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Ror: there has to be something. We had already planned to come here for Christmas ... The tickets are for late tonight
Ian: I'm looking. It's tough on this short notice.
Ian: how did Aaron do on the flight, by the way?
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Ror: right...
Ian: it's Christmas Eve, Ror.
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Ror: have you checked flights?
Ian: not a lot of luck so far. I'm trying.
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Ror: because I don't know what you're saying xxx
Ian: I'm not really saying anything.
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Ror: what??
Ian: it's hard to have a conversation with someone who keeps saying what.
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Ror: that wasn't what I was doing!!! Of course I am worried and scared BC you're there on your own now but I was surprised and that's what I expressed. Not disinterest!!
Ror: please ian
Ian: yeah, so, I'm glad you left.
Ian: what now.
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Ror: this isn't talking to me. This is you blaming me for it
Ror: you don't do anything unless you want to
Ian: I just thought my wife, of all people, would express something other than vague disinterest in my thoughts of suicide.
Ian: yeah. sure.
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Ror: I've always told you to talk to me about this stuff Ian
Ror: whatever you want
Ian: and yet when I do, this happens.
Ian: I don't want anything. I'm doing this for you.
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Ror: AND THIS IS WHY YOU HAVE TO TALK TO ME!!!!!
Ror: okay.
Ian: you're not making a great case for me to do so.
Ian: I can stay here.
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Ror: because I thought we were Ian!!!! You don't talk to me so how the hell am I supposed to know that you're still struggling?! Don't act like I'm not supportive. That's all I've ever been. I wasn't dismissing you it was a genuine fucking question because I thought we were past it. I thought you were okay!
Ian: here's a tip, Rory: I am ALWAYS going to be struggling. but I can keep "all that" to myself.
Ian: I'll try to catch a flight. might be too late with the holidays.
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Ror: you know exactly what you're doing Ian. You're dismissing me. Making me feel like shit. Stop it. Come out here it don't, that's up to you but don't treat me like I'm nothing more than something you've trodden on. You're supposed to love me
Ian: you know, maybe it's not surprising because I've already tried, but I feel like telling you that I want to kill myself should warrant a little more than 'oh we're past that'. No, we're not. I'm not. It's the ONLY thing that's been on my mind for a while and I'm sorry that it's so inconvenient. I don't like being dismissed either. But sure. I'll stop. I won't do anything.
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Ror: STOP IT!!!
Ian: I don't even know what I'm doing at this point.