I will love you when all is gone

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isaac ❄⚡🌬 | 26 | any pronouns (ENG)/ille (FR, npte quels accords) | no minors (-18)
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Reblogged azuresuu
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In ~these times~ it is important for queer people to be reminded of what "coming out" originally meant. "Coming out" did not mean telling all of your co-workers something super stigmatized and vulnerable about you, wearing your queer status on your sleeve in public, informing the police or government institutions about your sexuality, or even telling your parents. "Coming out" meant venturing out into the queer community; being among other queers as a queer yourself.

Coming out isn't about telling the entire world when doing so is not safe for you, it's not about arming your enemies with information they could use against you. No, coming out is about making a fulfilling queer life possible for yourself through participation in the queer community. It is about escaping the restrictions and dangers of the cisgender heterosexual world by rooting oneself more deeply into the queer one.

And you can always do that. No matter how oppressed we are. No matter how much the culture shifts and policies are enacted to terrorize us. We are always able to be ourselves when we are amongst each other. And living our queerness has always been a collective social project, not just a matter of personal exposure.

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Stressing about work on Sunday because there's a session I've been dreading and i really hope I've made the right choice regarding this situation...

#i'm scared of hurting those children but realistically if they don't see their father they don't see him.#and that's that#it's more about the father's ability to stay constant and true to his word#to withstand his children's rejection which would be a start in lessening the burden on them#so even if they don't see him... they get the message that he can take it#i just hope it doesn't closes doors on them
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Begging my co-workers to stop discussing their diet plans and how much they've gained weight and how bad they want to lose weight every day in front of me at lunch

But I can't say anything because they're older than me and i haven't hit that 30-yo metabolism change so i feel like they would just brush me off

#they keep talking about how awful they feel for gaining weight and that they must lose it asap#at least their diet plans aren't awful or restrictive and they're seeking professional advice#but just the talk of it... makes me grind my teeth#dieting#body image#weight loss
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J'en ai marre j'en ai marre j'en ai marre pour les gens il faudrait que je me coupe les seins, que je me bourre de testo, que je change ma voix que je change qui je suis pour ne serait-ce qu'être perçu comme autre chose qu'une femme

(évidemment chacun fait ce qu'il veut, mais moi je veux pas tout ça. Pas pour MOI. J'aime mes seins j'aime mon visage j'aime pas ma voix mais j'y travaille)

J'ai la flemme ma flemme la fleeeemme ça me flingue putain ça me flingue. Je veux juste. Un peu de, jsp, de questionnement ? Un éclair de confusion, un pas de côté, juste une petite lumière qui fait se dire "hmm un peu sus"... Qu'être une femme ne soit pas un fait évident qui ne mérite même pas de se poser la question. c'est ça qui fait mal. La certitude, l'évidence. Que malgré tous mes efforts je ne suis pas lisible. Je crie, je crie "PAS UNE FEMME" de tout mon être et les gens ne voient pas. Et je ne veux pas faire des efforts qui ne me correspondent pas. Juste. Je voudrais qu'on se pose la question.

Et moi je suis là "ah oui oui je suis une femme hein tkt" pcq j'ai PEUR putain j'ai peur qu'on me renvoie qu'on comprend pas ce que je suis, que ben je suis une femme de toute façon donc autant le rester dès le départ, j'ai peur. J'ai peur d'être disqualifié.e, j'ai peur d'être nié.e. et du coup je me disqualifie moi-même, pour pas leur faire peur, haha tkt je suis une femme.

#transphobia#personal#vent#misgendering#fuck this man i'm so tired and today i'm so mad at mysekffffff#je veux PAS qu'on m'appelle Monsieur si c'est juste pour qu'on ne m'appelle pas Madame. c'est pas l'un ou l'autre. c'est tout.
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Reblogged shigarakimpreg
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I love all books but sometimes you read a book and you’re like so were all 21 thousand of you blindfolded and at gun point when you rated it 5 stars

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The idea of being perceived as a woman and all those people wholeheartedly believing that I am a cis woman.... wanna set something on fire I think ough ahg there is no way out!!!!!

#transphobia
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my dad hired a PI to spy on us once and got mad because he got sent pictures of my mom and stepdad having fun. I think that's so fucking funny

#one of the fathers i had to work with would hire a PI and then get mad that his daughter and ex wife were having fun without him#and i would try to raise the issue of 'what about your daughter's safety and right to privacy?' (cuz he didn't care about the woman's)#but he also didn't care so.#wonderful people...
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Why did I buy shoes and a bag when I 1)Go to Japan in 2 months and should better do shopping there 2) had already my sights on an ouji piece

Granted I needed new shoes because my skz sneakers are wearing out, but still...

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Reblogged pigeonneaux
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I love personalization. I love stickers on water bottles and on laptops. I love shitty marker drawing on the toes of converse. I love hand embroidered doodles on jeans. I love posters on walls. I love knick knacks on shelves. I love jewelry with goofy charms. I love when people take things and make them theirs.

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