• ❝Are you having a party?❞
• ❝Oh, I just love success.❞
• ❝Do your worst, inferior one!❞
• ❝Madness takes it toll.❞
• ❝You killed them!❞
• ❝By night, i’m one hell of a lover.❞
• ❝You’re too kind.❞
• ❝I really love that rock n’ roll.❞
• ❝My life is a misery.❞
• ❝You liked it, didn’t you?❞
• ❝I’m going home.❞
• ❝Give yourself over to absolute pleasure.❞
• ❝He never caused her nothing but shame.❞
• ❝My feet! I can’t move my feet.❞
• ❝Don’t get hot and flustered!❞
• ❝I’ll put up no resistance, I want to stay the distance.❞
• ❝If there’s one fool for you then I am it.❞
• ❝I’m dressed up with no place to go.❞
• ❝I’m out of my head.❞
• ❝I loved you. Do you hear me? I loved you!❞
• ❝I grow weary of this world.❞
• ❝I’ll oil you up and rub you down.❞
• ❝Let me show you around.❞
• ❝That’s a rather tender subject.❞
• ❝Hahahaha - SHUT UP.❞
• ❝I’m frightened. What kind of place is this?❞
• ❝I could show you my favorite obsession.❞
• ❝I’d only ever kissed before.❞
• ❝I don’t want no dissension. Just dynamic tension.❞
• ❝Nothing can ever be the same.❞
• ❝I’ve got an itch to scratch. I need assistance.❞
• ❝When you knocked, he thought you were the candy man.❞
• ❝Your apple pie don’t taste too nice.❞
• ❝Do you have any tattoos?❞
• ❝They didn’t like me. They never liked me.❞
• ❝Don’t dream it, be it.❞
• ❝But it seems so unhealthy here.❞
• ❝Oh, dear, you’re hurt! Did they do this to you?❞
• ❝Your new playmate is loose.❞
• ❝I have never been a quitter.❞
• ❝I would like, if I may, to take you on a strange journey.❞
• ❝I’ve tasted blood and I want more.❞
• ❝It’s just a jump to the left.❞
• ❝Even smiling makes my face ache.❞
• ❝There’s no crime in giving yourself over to pleasure.❞
• ❝I’m prepared to forgive you.❞
• ❝Don’t be upset. It was a mercy killing.❞
• ❝Well, you got caught with a flat. Well, how ‘bout that?❞
• ❝A mental mind fuck can be nice.❞
• ❝That’s not way to behave on your first day out.❞
• ❝You’re like a sponge. You take, take, take and drain others of their love and emotion.❞
• ❝If only we were amongst friends or sane persons.❞
• ❝Don’t judge a book by its cover.❞
• ❝I thought there’s no use getting into heavy petting. It only leads to trouble.❞
• ❝I see you shiver with antici…pation.❞
• ❝You’re lucky. He’s lucky. I’m lucky. We’re all lucky!❞

• ’ Why are you all wet? ‘ 
• ’ Aloha! ’
• ’ You’re vile. You’re foul. You’re flawed. ‘ 
• ’ Ohana means family. Family means no one gets left behind or forgotten. ’
• ’ If you want to leave, you can. I’ll remember you, though. ’
• ’ I remember everyone that leaves. ’
• ’ You! You’re the cause of all this. ’
• ’ This is my family. I found it all on my own. Is little, and broken, but still good. Ya. Still good. ’
• ’ Oh, good! My dog found the chainsaw. ’
• ’ No more caffeine for you. ’
• ’ Did you lose your job because of me? ‘ 
• ’ The managers a vampire. He wanted me to join his legion of the undead. ’
• ’ Trust me, this isn’t gonna end well. ’
• ’ I’m sorry I bit you. And pulled your hair. And punched you in the face. ’
• ’ GIve us a sign you understand any of this. ’
• ’ Show us that there is something inside you that is good. ’
• ’ I didn’t teach him that. ’
• ’ Come on, what’s the big deal? ’
• ’ Leave my mother out of this. ’
• ’ You are such a pain. ’
• ’ Then why don’t you sell me and buy me a rabbit instead? ’
• ’ I hate it when you use Ohana against me. ’
• ’ I’m lost. ’
• ’ Don’t interact with her. ’
• ’ Oh, we can’t do that. Uh-uh. That would be a misuse of resources. ’
• ’ Why do you act so weird? ’
• ’ You look familiar. ’
• ’ We’re a broken family, aren’t we? ’
• ’ I shouldn’t have yelled at you. ’
• ’ You are built to destroy. You can never belong. ’
• ’ We need something that can defend itself. Something that won’t die. ’
• ’ I hear you cry at night. ’
• ’ Do you dream about them? ’
• ’ You came back. ’
• ’ Nobody gets left behind. ’
• ’ I need someone to be my friend. Someone who won’t run away. ‘ 
• ’ His destructive programming is taking effect. ’
• ’ Did you ever kill anyone? ’
• ’ Are you.. happy? ’
• ’ I am the one they call when things go wrong and things have, indeed, gone wrong. ’
• ’ Our family’s little now, and we don’t have many toys. ’
• ‘ If you want, you could be a part of our family. ’
• ’ We’d raise you to be good. ’
• ’ She likes your butt and fancy hair. ’
• ’ I read her diary. ’
• ’ Not guilty! My experiments are only theoretical, and completely within legal boundaries. ’
• ’ He was designed to be a monster, but now he has nothing to destroy. ’
• ’ I never gave him a greater purpose. ’
• ’ What must it be like to have nothing, not even memories to look back on in the middle of the night? ’
• ’ If you promise not to fight anymore, I promise not to yell at you, except on special occasions. ’
• ’ Stupid head. ’
• ’ Did you catch fire again? ’
• ’ This is your badness level. It’s unusually high for someone your size. We have to fix that. ’
• ’ Don’t leave me, okay? ’
• ’ Do you want to be taken away? ’
• ’ You’re just jealous ‘cause I’m pretty! ’
• ’ My friends need to be punished. ’
• ’ Heard you lost your job. ’
• ’ Thus far you have been adrift in the sheltered harbor of my patience. ‘ 
• ‘ After all you’ve put me through, you expect me to help you just like that? ’
• ’ He’s very persuasive. ‘ 
• ’ I know you had something to do with this. ’
• ’ Oh, good! I was hoping to add theft, endangerment and insanity to my list of things I did today. ’
• ’ I prefer to be called evil genius. ’
• ’ You smell like a lawn mower. ’
• ’ I have just determined the situation to be far too hazardous! ’
• ’ Don’t worry. I won’t hit her. ’
• ’ This is low even for you! ’
• ’ You are all mine. ’
• ’ You know I have no choice. ’
• ‘  Please don’t do this. ’
• ’ You’re making this harder than it needs to be. ’
• ’ She needs me. ’
• ’ Leave me alone to die. ’
• ’ What is that monstrosity? ’
• ’ Does this look infected to you? ’
• ’ You’d better not have rabies. ’
• ’ Hiding behind your little friend won’t work anymore. ’
• ’ Didn’t I tell you? We got fired this morning. ’
• ’ That is the ugliest thing I have ever saw! ’
• ’ It has no place among us. ’

CASTLE:       “I’m sick of all these people talking.”      “I’m already choking on my pride.”      “They wanna make me their queen.”      “There’s no use crying about it.”      “I probably shouldn’t be so mean.”      “I should probably keep my pretty mouth shut.” HOLD ME DOWN:      “My demons are begging me to open up my mouth.”      “He told me I was holy.”       “He’s got me on my knees.”      “This is what I live for.”      “Throw me in the deep end and watch me drown.” NEW AMERICANA:      “The city’s ours until fall.”      “We don’t feel like outsiders at all.”      “We know very well who we are.”      “What kind of dough have you been spending?” DRIVE:      “I can never keep my eyes off this.”      “All we do is think about the feelings the we hide.”      “It never felt like home to me.”      “Would it really kill you if we kissed?” HURRICANE:      “He’s got an eye for girls of eighteen.”      “I held him captive by my kiss.”      “I’m a one night stand.”      “I’m the violence in the pouring rain.”      “I reminded myself to keep you far away from me.”       “You could devastate me.” ROMAN HOLIDAY:      “Do you remember the taste of my lips that night?”      “I remember the fear in your eyes.”      “The timing’s never right.” GHOST:      “I’m searching for something that I can’t reach.”      “I don’t like them innocent.”      “You say that you’re no good for me.”      “I swear I hate you when you leave, but I like it anyway.”      “I know I’m gonna leave him.” COLORS:      “You’re only happy when your sorry head is filled with dope.”      “You’re ripped at every edge but you’re a masterpiece.”      “I’m still waking in the morning, but it’s not with you.” COLORS, PT 2:      “Everything is dripping like a saturated sun.”      “I hope you make it to the day you’re _____ years old.” STRANGE LOVE:      “Everybody wants to know if we fucked in the bathroom sink.”      “But the ending is the same every damn time.”      “They think I’m insane.”      “They think my lover is strange.”      “That’s the beauty of a secret.”      “They can’t believe I made you weak.”       “These days I can’t seem to get along with anyone.” COMING DOWN:      “I found god - I found him in a lover.”      “I found the devil - I found him in a lover.”      “Now we’re lost somewhere in outer space.”      “I’m such a fool for sacrifice.”       “I’ve got a lover and I’m unforgiven.” HAUNTING:      “Keep on haunting me.”       “I was pure as a river.”      “Now I think I’m possessed.”      “I’ve been cold since you left.”      “You’ve got your own mistakes in bed at home.”      “You’ve got a fire inside but your heart’s so cold.”      “I’ve tried to wash you away, but you just won’t leave.” GASOLINE:      “Are you insane like me?”      “You can’t wake up - this is not a dream.”      “I think there’s a flaw in my code.”      “These voices won’t leave me alone.”      “My heart is gold and my hands are cold.” CONTROL:      “I sat alone in bed until morning.”      “I tried to hold these secrets inside me.”      “I’m meaner than my demons.”      “God damn right, you should be scared of me.”       “Who is in control?” YOUNG GOD:      “You know we’re gonna be legends.”      “I know you wanna go to heaven, but you’re human tonight.”      “Do you feel like a young god?”      “My tongue is a weapon.”      “If you wanna go to heaven, you should fuck me tonight.” I WALK THE LINE:      “I keep a close eye on this heart of mine.”      “I find myself alone when each day is through.”      “You give me cause for love I can’t hide.”

There aren’t words for this. No, there aren’t. There are no words at all. Jared’s heart falls through the fucking floor, and he can feel each and every impact it makes on its way down. He aches so tremendously it makes it hard for him to concentrate, he can feel tears welling in his eyes, itching at the back of his throat, a sob filling up his lungs and his gut and he’s reaching to pull Luke back to him. And he isn’t sure why. He doesn’t know what he wants to say or do. Because there’s nothing. There’s so much fucking nothing. He stares at his bleeding wrists and after a long silence, moves to grab his first aid kit from under the sink, slowly returning to unwrap his best friend’s bandages and replace them with fresh, tight ones that might  staunch the bleeding. He doesn’t speak even when he’s done. He just reaches up and touches his best friend’s face with now bloody hands. There’s so much sorrow inside him he can hardly move at all. Slowly, sluggishly, he helps his best friend put his pants back on and moves to sit back where they’d started the night, taking a long and silent sip of beer.

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