Lmao so much for being a mod you fuck everything up
thanks!!
i’m leaving tumblr!
i am honestly exhausted and done with otherkin / this blog in general so i’m going to be leaving tumblr. thanks to everyone whose supported me through thick and thin, and know that my mental health has really improved and i’m in such a better place right now than i’ve been in a while. ending this blog will be good for me.
by the way, i guess i can spill the beans now—with the whole mod on l.a.a. thing? it was all a joke, i was just trolling luc. it was fun as hell spamming his drafts and even though i barely got to post anything before he unceremonious kicked me and hid his blog, i still had a good time. the whole event was supposed to be bigger, and i had much planned, but it remains my last hurrah for tumblr. i guess i go out with luc!
best wishes to all of you! <3
- nils
reminder that this person is a piece of shit, i’d block them!
@lucina-against-antikin i’m honoured! thank you for choosing me to be your brand new mod, and i hope all goes well for my trial period!
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L.A.A. MOD APPLICATION
L.A.A. i slooking for new mods. We will be accepting 1 or 2. Reblog this post with the latter sheet filled out:
Name(s) :
Pronouns :
Age range : (-18 or +18 is suffice)
Kintype(s) : (You don’t need to disclose them all)
Harassment incidences : (Anecdotes don’t work, you need to show screen caps from anti blogs only. Screen caps must include the entire post (i.e. the antis own screen cap along with anti’s commentary) and have the anti’s url clear and visble. You must also link to your original post.)
Why you want to mod : (Be honest)
Activity : (How active are you / can you be?)
Contact : (I plan to be branching out with contact options so include all which are applicable here)
Feelings about Kin Pride: (I value diversity in opinions so please be honest.)
Thank you. I am looking forward to getting applications.
Notice: Since lots of individuals find me funny or stupid, all troll/joke applications will be immediately thrown out with zero considerations. You may not apply from a “dummy” blog and there must be signs of regular activity on the blog you apply from. I will go through your blog and vet where possible. Don’t fuck with me.
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Name(s) : nils
Pronouns : he/him or star/stars!
Age range : -18, i hope that’s fine!
Kintype(s) : ancient god of stars!
Harassment incidences : too many to link back here, that’s for sure! i bet you’re already familiar with them!
Why you want to mod : i just……….. made such a mistake abandoning my own brainchild, my own creation (kin pride, of course) and i have so much bitterness and salt toward the antis who harassed me, i neeed to fight back.
Activity : i can be very active!
Contact : message me on my tumblr!
Feelings about Kin Pride: as its creator, i naturally love kin pride and should never have ever abandoned the idea when it’s just so great!
Are you being fucking serious.
oh, completely! i’m sorry how our interactions went earlier, i was so scared but for no good reason. i would love to join you and help make l.a.a. and the next kin pride day a huge success!
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L.A.A. MOD APPLICATION
L.A.A. i slooking for new mods. We will be accepting 1 or 2. Reblog this post with the latter sheet filled out:
Name(s) :
Pronouns :
Age range : (-18 or +18 is suffice)
Kintype(s) : (You don’t need to disclose them all)
Harassment incidences : (Anecdotes don’t work, you need to show screen caps from anti blogs only. Screen caps must include the entire post (i.e. the antis own screen cap along with anti’s commentary) and have the anti’s url clear and visble. You must also link to your original post.)
Why you want to mod : (Be honest)
Activity : (How active are you / can you be?)
Contact : (I plan to be branching out with contact options so include all which are applicable here)
Feelings about Kin Pride: (I value diversity in opinions so please be honest.)
Thank you. I am looking forward to getting applications.
Notice: Since lots of individuals find me funny or stupid, all troll/joke applications will be immediately thrown out with zero considerations. You may not apply from a “dummy” blog and there must be signs of regular activity on the blog you apply from. I will go through your blog and vet where possible. Don’t fuck with me.
Name(s) : nils
Pronouns : he/him or star/stars!
Age range : -18, i hope that’s fine!
Kintype(s) : ancient god of stars!
Harassment incidences : too many to link back here, that’s for sure! i bet you’re already familiar with them!
Why you want to mod : i just........... made such a mistake abandoning my own brainchild, my own creation (kin pride, of course) and i have so much bitterness and salt toward the antis who harassed me, i neeed to fight back.
Activity : i can be very active!
Contact : message me on my tumblr!
Feelings about Kin Pride: as its creator, i naturally love kin pride and should never have ever abandoned the idea when it’s just so great!
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... you know what, never mind this silliness. i am truly godkin, i feeel it within me.... i can’t believe damn antis made me think otherwise! i never should have freaked out about kin pride day like that, and with the amount or harassment i got, i really want to get in on the anti-anti-kin community. does anyone know of any prevalent anti-anti-kin blogs currently taking mods???
well, i had to log in for kin pride day, didn’t i?
first things first. i was scared to check my inbox, but all that was in there were such lovely supportive messages that i even teared up a bit. i won’t post them all, but i just want to give a heartfelt thanks to those who sent those in, and to anyone else who has my back on here. it really means so much to me.
to update everyone, i made the decision several weeks back to move away from the kin community for my own mental health. this is nothing on anyone else who remains kin and/or will always be kin, but it just was not going well for me, especially the whole godhood thing and i really needed to separate myself from the past lives i’d built up for myself.
my goal was to be in a better place by the end of october, and i’m proud to say i’m coming along really well. i’ve gotten into creative writing as an outlet and for coping (and i might decide to post some stories on here when i’m finished) and i’ve been feeling so much better. don’t call me ”karen” because i’m still struggling, but with the effort i’ve put in, i have reached a much better place than i was last month. thanks to everyone who shared advice and helped me get started on this new chapter of my life. so don’t worry about me. i’m doing just fine.
but as a last note, i want to sincerely apologise again for the whole “kin pride” thing. i can’t help but feel responsible for what lucina-against-antikin has gone and done and how they’ve shoved their agenda down everyone’s throats, as the original perpetrator. i was a dumb kid and i honestly could not regret the idea more. i’m sorry luc has gone and done this and i hope everyone understands that he did not have my blessing to do so, and that i strongly oppose the idea.
anyway... there’s my contribution for the day. my break from tumblr will continue for a little longer, but i’ll check in at the end of october!
love you all <3
Hopefully everything smoothes out for you soon kiddo, if you need to take breaks go for it, *hug* sorry this is happening, love ya
thank you very much. i hope so too!
i’m going to be making some changes around here for my own sake. i’ll keep you all updated.
i want to give an enormous thanks to everybody who has messaged in for support. i won’t post them all to avoid spamming people but i’ve read all your kind words and it really means a lot to me. sorry to be super soppy but i appriciate your time and support so much, to each and every one of you, and i really mean it. thank you <3
to everyone whose sent me pendulum asks, i promise i’ll get to them, just not tonight. i’m feeling pretty crappy so it’ll have to wait ‘til later tomorrow or so. thanks for your patience. <3
i'm probably the LAST person you'd want a message from, i get it. but hear me out, please. i do not support luci being a shit to you and trying to bring back something you regret and clearly fear. i will do everything i can to stand up for you in this and try to keep luci from being a petty ass to you about it, man. i know this doesnt put aside what we've done towards you in the past, but we dont accept luci's terrible behavior and i want you to be able to move on from what happened. -Darastrix
no, i'm honestly kind of glad to hear from you. weird maybe but i really think you're a good person and a good heart and just... thank you so much for the support. it really means a lot.
Anonymous asked:
Hey oh my gosh you're so young? I'm so sorry on lucina's behalf that he's acting like this you obviously don't want kin pride whatever to pop back up and you're so obviously, rightfully scared but he's just trying to dismiss your fears or something which is? Terrible? I would advise to just block lucina-against-antikin tbh neither of the mods really... listen. If they take the idea and start it up and relate it to you I'll kick ass. You're too young to deal with any more backlash (esp for this)
thank you. i really appriciate the sentiment. i do have them blocked now since they're being shitty and i frankly just don't have the mental state to deal with it.it's frustrating because the kin pride thing was around year ago at this point and they can't seem to accept the idea that i've learned and changed in that year (typical tumblr black and white mentality) and that i don't want anybody to continue with the idea, but whatever. those mods are both jerks.
Anonymous asked:
Hi, i'm anti-kin but omg no one deserves all that crap, sorry about what happened to you
thank you. i really appreciate it. here's hoping there won't be any more of it.
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Anonymous asked:
Hey just to let you know: you didn't deserve any of that shit. Instead of educating you people three you into the mud and that's simply a fucking terrible thing the tumblr community does. While I didn't agree with it, you certainly didn't deserve to be shamed and hurt in that capacity, not one does really. I'm terribly sorry for everything that happened in that situation and I hope you have a good day.
thank you very much for your support and kind words, i mean that honestly. it was never a good idea and i was just so fucking naive and i regret making it a thing so much. i’d hoped it was all done but now that it’s coming back i’m honestly just freaking out a little because i’m so scared my inbox is going to be full of terrible messages again so i really want to make it clear that any kin pride activities to follow have nothing to do with me and i don’t condone it.
*Rolls eyes* Nobody is going to attack you! This idea of yours isn’t in fact that fucking bad, do you know? Understanding where it is that you come from is hardened because to me it just seems like a truly great idea wrapped up in hate by haters who don’t want iin to have anything their own and all theantis are do is just take and take and take and harass. It’s too bad they harmed you but why be scared of them?why refute your ideawhen it is exactly a good one and let nobody take that away. That’s my thinking, but don’t look at me. *Shrugs*
-Luc
i really need you to stop interacting with me. i can't help how i feel and i can't help you if you if you want to go repeating my own mistakes. just stop involving me, please.