HOLY SHIT, IT WAS THE ORIGINAL ONE
MAKE A WISH
the first post ever on tumblr
I WAS EXPECTING IT TO BE A REMAKE OF SOME SORT HOLY FUCK
WHO THE FUCK KEEPS BRINGING THIS BACK
World Heritage Post
like actually though. i’m in AWE of the notecount.
Hey runners (and walkers)! Thought this might be helpful :)
Shoelace Voodoo
The heel slipping one is awesome if you have to wear orthotics because it stops them from slipping round inside your shoe
Oh! I’ll have to try this
oh my god. oh, oh my god. the wide forefoot one… oh my god bless you you beautiful hero
Ian’s Shoelace Site – https://www.fieggen.com/shoelace/ – is the page for all these lacing patterns and more.
He’s got specific lacing advice for skates and tall boots and there are decorative patterns and I recently relaced my skate shoes for both a wide forefoot and less friction on the laces so it’s easier to tighten and loosen them but he also has lace-locking patterns so that shoes stay exactly as tight as you laced them the first time and it is just a VERY GOOD website.
Like. I’ve been buying shoes the wrong size because it’s often hard to find wide shoes but the lacing pattern for a wide forefoot means that my big hobbit feet actually fit into the previously too-tight running shoes and sneakers I had.
I've already drawn scara bun with old outfit so i might as well draw him in his new outfit aka i just need to contribute some bun to summon this purple gremlin back this month
Dead friends watching their anemo friends from the afterlife
characters: diluc, kaeya, thoma
contains: fluff, bit of angst, dissociation-type of state, gn!reader
notes: platonic relationship but can be considered romantic. you were acquainted with the character before turning into a zombie.
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Diluc
Diluc carries your death personally. Like most tragedies in his life, he considers your zombie-like state as his fault and responsibility. If only he didn't let you leave alone that day, if only he took up his darknight hero persona earlier — then you would've been safe.
He initially tries to distance himself from you, believing that it would be better to watch you from afar. It's not like you remember much anyway, he knows he's just a blurry figure in your memories now. However, his cold treatment proves to be difficult with the way your muscle memory brings you to his tavern every afternoon. The first time it happened, he internally panicked.
"What in the.. (Y/n), where's your guardian? How did you-"
"Apple.. apple cider please," You mutter blankly at him, taking a seat at your usual spot: the same spot that's practically reserved for you to cheerfully order an apple cider after a long day. His heart clenches at the memory, but he nods and proceeds to make your order.
"One apple cider drink. Less ice with mint and apple garnish, just the way you like it." After finishing your drink, your guardian arrives with evident relief. They should've have known, really. Of course you'd be at the tavern, it's practically a second home to you!
Since then, it's not uncommon to find you wander in the tavern to your usual seat, ordering an apple cider. Sometimes you surprise Diluc by ordering another one of your usual drinks, other times you don't say anything at all. Diluc doesn't care how you often forget to pay either, he would give you whatever you want without charge.
When you started carrying around a notebook, you'd list down your tab to try and pay him back (he tries to distract you from remembering that though).
Kaeya
Kaeya, like Diluc, would try to give you space as well. Unlike Diluc though, it's not because he feels guilty but rather because he's not sure how to treat you in your new state. To him, the (Y/n) he knew is dead.
Although it couldn't be helped when he catches you outside the walls of Mondstadt, wandering farther from the city. It's his duty as cavalry captain to ensure everyone's safety so he makes haste to bring you back.
"You know you're not supposed to waddle off, little zombie," He says, opting to not call the form you're now in by name. He sighs when you make no intention to reply and tries to grab your arm to guide you back. It was then did he notice the little bundle of Calla Lilies in your arms — his ascension material which you collected for him a few times.
This was a breaking point for the cryo user. He's quick to engulf you in a hug, his cool temperature complimenting your own cold body.
"I'm sorry, Y/n. I'm sorry. I'm here now," He holds back a sob on your shoulder.
Eventually, Kaeya does open up to you. The people of Mondstadt would often see the cavalry captain teasing you in daylight, writing random orders on your notebook and laughing at your confusion. He'll always miss the energetic person you were before, but he learns to make do with who you are now.
"Kaeya... mean," You'd huff, protecting your notebook which he's been messing with.
"I swear we really do call Diluc as Mr.Grumpy. It has nothing to do with name calling, Y/n."
Thoma
Like Kaeya, he isn't sure how to treat you anymore. At first he tries to be casual and offer you lots of hugs but he soon finds out that his body temperature as a pyro user isn't good for your dead state. He still tries to cook for you and watches over you whenever you're in the Kamisato estate.
Thoma misses how you were but he tries his best to recreate memories for you in hopes that you'd remember/train your memory. He'd bring you to feed the stray dogs by the outskirts of the city and ramble about how you used to do this together in the past as well.
"Y/n... Won't remember your stories," You tell him sadly as you feed the stray sniffing your hand. Thoma looks at you, eyebrows furrowed with clear heartbreak written on his face. He's quick to change his expression when you face him though.
"That's alright! I just have to tell you again," He cheers, pulling you in a side hug but quickly letting go as he remembers his warmth could harm you. "We can make new memories too! Don't worry about forgetting, I'll remember for you."
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Highly suggested to read this fanfic first since this is kind of a continuation.
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MC forgetting everything about the devildom (the brothers, the demons, even the exchange students) after coming back to the human realm.
Genre: Fluffy, but angst ending
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Uhm...I'm sorry...haha..😭
Other works in this series: (Part 1 - Soft and Gentle) (Part 2 - flustered) (Part 4 - Worried)
Characters: Aether, Albedo, Bennett, Chongyun, Dainsleif, Diluc, Gorou, Itto, Kaeya, Kazuha, Razor, Scaramouche, Tartaglia, Thoma, Venti, Xiao, Xingqiu, Zhongli, gn!reader
Warnings: nothing, just fluff, oh I haven’t updated the taglist sorry!!! I will soon T_T
Personal Favourites in this work: Albedo, Itto, Diluc, Xingqiu, SCARAMOUCHE, THOMA, ack… I didn’t mean to choose so many
There are times when you need to part ways, but you always promise to meet him at the town’s adventurer’s guild after you’re done with your errands and he’s done with his. However, every time this happens, just as you turn around to walk away from him, he sneakily hooks his pinky finger onto yours and tries to tug you back like that.
He’ll ask you with a lopsided smile and an expression that borders on shy, “Can you just take me with you? Please?”
He doesn’t do well when he’s away from you for long periods of time, but no one knows that except you and him…and Paimon who says he can’t even get any of his commissions done cause he’s always wondering when he’ll see you again.
Paimon gets exasperated because it’s really only one day.
Current Liyue playable characters + name meanings
Wishing all Travelers a happy Lunar New Year! ☆
Summary: 1 year after your death, how are they coping?
Notes: The Death and Regrets series is one of my favourites because it’s such a simple concept, but there’s so much feels in it haha. I’ll be writing the rest of the boys bit by bit so stay tuned!
Warnings: heavy angst, death (you’re dead), coping with death, blood, violence (Childe just did not cope well with your death aight? >_>) I have not updated the taglist but I will today!
Characters: Kazuha, Childe, gn!reader
Other Stories in this series:
Death and regrets (Kazuha, Childe) (Scaramouche, Kaeya) (Thoma, Xiao, Diluc, Zhongli) (Itto, Gorou, Albedo)
Death, Regrets and Second Chances [An Alternate Ending to Death and Regrets] (Kazuha, Childe) (Scaramouche, Kaeya)
He didn’t know what to do.
Not the day after, not the month after and still not the year after.
He walked the lands as if he was in a trance. The wind wasn’t his friend anymore, for it only brought whispers and memories of your laughter.
How am I ever going to be okay with this?
He always thought.
Still, he knew that you wouldn’t like to see him like this. So he made a real effort to put his life back together. He went back to The Alcor. It would suit his now wandering lifestyle and he could help Captain Beidou again. It got his mind off of things a little bit.
But never completely.
Summary: You’ve always been there for him but he’s always still loved his ex. You finally had enough and did what you thought was best for you. You left.
Characters: Kaeya, Scaramouche, fem!reader
Warnings: No comfort, pure angst, he basically goes back to his ex, cheating-ish (he thinks of you while he’s with his ex)
Note: Thank you for all the feedback on this one :D Tbh I do like the concept of this very much haha
Other works in this series: (Diluc, Itto, Thoma)
Personal favourite line in this work: “But if anyone asked you if you would do it all over again? You would. Even if you knew it would hurt in the end.”
Also, I’m going to praise myself… but I think the Scaramouche one… I loved it and it’s probably the first time I actually teared up writing one of my fics. Haha, so, even if you don’t like Scaramouche, I’d love to recommend that one to everyone :)
Word count: 1,458 (Kaeya) 2,160 (Scaramouche)
“Hey, you lost?” It was Kaeya who first came up to you that day. It was because of him that the two of you crossed paths.
Note: And here starts my entries to Obey Me. I’m gunna be honest and I’m gunna tell you that I feel like I butchered this and their personalities >_> So, constructive criticism is very welcome.
Summary: Not even the demon brothers know how fragile life can really be. Specially that of a human’s. Whether it be missed opportunities, wrong decisions or words that they’re unable to take back, they learn the hard way that death mixed with regrets is a potent mix.
Warnings: reader dies, might have some gore and blood read with care, you may or may not have made a pact with the demon brother, might not follow the actual lore, gambling
Characters: Lucifer, Mammon, human gn!reader (whether or not reader is MC is totally up to you)
Something has got him upset again.
Is it Mammon? Possibly plans that didn’t go through? Unexpected events? Diavolo isn’t happy with something?
You couldn’t tell with Lucifer, but you knew how to read his moods. It’d been nearly dinnertime when you entered his study. He didn’t greet you, nor pick his head up from the papers he was scribbling on. That was the first sign that he was in a bad mood.
Hello~Can i request scenario with Kakucho,Shinichiro & Ran when you two married and he made you cry during argument
MAKING YOU CRY DURING AN ARGUMENT [ pt. one | two ]
ft. bonten!kakucho hitto, shinichiro sano, & bonten!ran haitani x gn!reader [separate]
warnings: pet names bc they’re your husbands, arguments, they all yell at you, cursing, all hurt no comfort, mentions of food in kakucho’s & ran’s, brief mention of blood in kakucho's, angst, not proofread, lowercase, i switch between tenses a lot, this is kind of long i can’t keep things short unlike myself, i edited this at 2am
requested by: @renxnana!
word count: 2k (you're welcome mochi SJDHEJ)
notes: sorry this is going to be bland as a dry ham sandwich i don't know a lot about married couples or relationships at all KDNKDF i legit had to search up “what do couples argue about”. help. shinichiro’s is kind of short,, i can’t write his character that well
ty for the first request thouugh :D <3 since you requested for reader to be married, i used bonten!kakucho and bonten!ran. this is all angst, i feed off of that but lmk if you want a part two with 'em ٩( ᐛ )و i have that roughly planned out!
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um👉🏻👈🏻Can you write part 2 for argument with husband?His apologise to you?
APOLOGIZING TO YOU AFTER MAKING YOU CRY [ pt one | two ]
ft. bonten!kakucho hitto, shinichiro sano, & bonten!ran haitani x gn!reader [separate]
warnings: not proofread as per usual, hurt/comfort, finally fluff, it’s not a tounacasserole piece without some cursing, lowercase, a lot of metaphors, a lot of hyphens, you comfort shin more than he does you lmao, kind of ooc
requested by: anon!
word count: 2.6k (yes. i got carried away)
notes: ask and you shall receive dear anon! sorry this took so long i got an angst idea when writing out shin’s part but i’ll spare y’all from that. for now >:) enjoy!
am i not important?
Bonten!Ran x reader
GENRE: angsty
WARNINGS: none really
DISCLAIMER: I do not own any of these characters; the story is purely fictional and created from my imagination
A whole hour. That’s how long you've been sitting in this restaurant all alone waiting for your husband. He did promise this time it would be different, so, naïve as you were, you believed every word again. As you sent the waitress back for the fifth time in this hour you gripped the box that contained a beautiful necklace with a pendant that had your photo inside. You had the same one with his photo inside and you wanted him to have something special from you too. But as some more time passed you felt it was useless waiting there even another minute. The place was already suffocating you. So, you got up, paid for the wine you drank by yourself and headed back home where another sleepless night in an empty bed would await, you figured as much at least. You knew how much he valued his work, sometimes you felt as if it was his priority. Looking back, you wouldn't be wrong to think so.
Someone would think you would get accustomed to these things happening but the truth was no matter how hopeless Ran was, most of the time you would cling onto every possibility that he would start prioritizing you again. It was funny really, you couldn't remember the last time the both of you went out together, or actually did anything together. It became a daily occurrence, you would go to bed, he wouldn't be there yet. When you woke up, he would already be gone. Out of reach, out of touch, yet both of you lived under the same roof. As you were waiting for the taxi just outside the restaurant your phone screen lit up with a notification. Ran: ''Where are you?''
You gotta be fucking kidding me, you cursed to yourself biting your bottom lip. It wasn't work this time, he just forgot.
Soon enough you were back at your apartment and as you came inside you saw your husband in the living room, watching something on the tv.
''Oh, what's the occasion, why are you all dressed up?'', he spoke as soon as you came into his sight.
''Really Ran?'', you sighed.
''Were you out with your friends? You could've told me-'', Ran continued
''You know what Ran, fuck you...'', you interrupted him. ''I have been waiting for you alone in that fucking restaurant for the past hour and something, God was I stupid to think this time would be different and here you are with absolute no memory that you promised me this time you'd actually show up.''
''I-...''
''Forget it.'', you moved past him as you threw the gift at him and headed to the bedroom. ''And please don't bother coming to bed, I want to be alone, not like I’m already used to it being that way anyways.'' You gave him a sad smile.
‘’Y/N, was it really that important? Look, I’ll make it up to you-‘’
‘’Stop- just stop Ran, you made it very clear that you would rather put your work above me.’’
Ran sighed as he bowed his head down looking at the floor. ‘’Is work that important to you? Is Mikey more important than me? Am I really of no importance to you at all??’’
‘’Tch- what if you’re right? Maybe I don’t feel happy anymore in this relationship we have.’’ He immediately choked on the words he spoke. He realized there was absolutely no meaning to them, that it was just the heat of the moment. However, it was already way too late to go back on them.
‘’Well neither am I…’’. His heart suddenly dropped completely.
‘’and I apologize for thinking I was ever a priority in your life’’, as you were just about to disappear around the corner into your shared bedroom to pick up some stuff you stopped for another moment and said. ‘’I’ll go back to my old apartment, so I won’t bother you with my presence anymore and you can focus on your priority.’’
At the moment he wanted to scream, everything inside of him was pushing him to reach out for you as you were leaving the front door with a small suitcase, but nothing happened. He took his phone out of the pocket and the sudden feel of guilt washed over him. It was your anniversary, he really did promise it'll be different this time, but it wasn't. Ran didn't know what to do because the only thing on his mind was to go back in time and fix things but he couldn't do that.
The only thing he could do is reflect on the past few months. Images crept slowly into his mind, the way your smile faded day by day. Thinking back, he can't even seem to remember the last time you genuinely smiled at him, the last time you were genuinely happy. He suddenly recalls all the times he shut your attempts of affection when he would come back home. Closing himself in his home office and only coming out once you were already asleep, not even then bothering to cuddle close to you but instead just turning his back to you on his side of the bed. He really did marry you because he truly loved you. You were the first person besides his brother who accepted him as he is and mended his heart almost fully, but all he ever did was break yours to the point you lost that beautiful smile that adorned your face. The one he fell in love with. You just didn’t want to seem selfish, so instead of bringing up your feelings you just decided to keep quiet. He suddenly realized that all of this money, his job, the way he could have the whole Roppongi bend to his will didn’t mean a single thing when he couldn’t even keep you.
Heyoo,
I felt a little angsty (shocker), so here is yet another Ran angst for yall. Hope yall aren't already sick of them. I love this boy so much but I just can't help myself when it comes to angsty content.
Hope yall enjoy! Until next time :)
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haitani rindou x fem!reader
THREE — THE BITTER AFTERTASTE OF PAIN
synopsis — You were played with, tightly holding onto your broken heart but nothing changed, you can't control your heart. But in an instant, everything crumbles down and there's nothing for you to hold on to, to keep your sanity. A bittersweet goodbye is all you craved.
tw—angst, hurt, just pure hurt, death, su!cide and heartbreaks.
wc— 1.1k
Hajime Kokonoi x Fem! Reader
Oneshot. Heavy Angst.
CW: guilt theme, abandonment, self-loathe, connections with death, symbolisms of death, verbal abuse, savior complex, suicide thoughts, suicide, depression behavior, suicide planning, drug overdose with alcohol use, seizures, blaming, grieving, mourning, tell me if I miss something(?)
A/N: a month and two days late :”), sorry guys. Anyway, enjoy this angst, Koko fic. I’ll open a commision after this, while continuing the “fairytales inspired!” Ones.
*this is not proofread*
“Love was long gone from where was once there… empty, void—all black consume like waves of numbness…”
