Where do you think you would be today if you had never found John?
Not where I am right now for sure. In complete honesty, I’m not sure I would even be alive.
Nor would I. Funny how things went. But I’m sure you would have found your way out of it, Sherlock. I know you and I know how strong and stubborn you are. In the end, you would have saved yourself.
You’re the one who saved me, John.
How did you feel when you realized John knew you were telling the truth? About the drugs I mean.
Sherlock, I -
I am so sorry.
We’re moving forwards. That’s what matter.
Something I've wondered for a while but I never to ask... but how old were you when you left home and, you know, started with your old job?
I was sixteen when I first used drugs. After that, it’s still sort of blurry, but everything happened really fast.
How did you feel when you realized John knew you were telling the truth? About the drugs I mean.
Relief.
I hadn’t ruined everything.
Where do you think you would be today if you had never found John?
Not where I am right now for sure. In complete honesty, I’m not sure I would even be alive.
Top 5 John looks?
1. Naked
2. Naked
3. Naked
4. Naked
5. Naked
Favourite book?
Even if it’s not a book yet, John’s blog.
Yet? You think I should write it all down and make it into a proper novel?
Of course you should.
Favourite book?
Even if it’s not a book yet, John’s blog.
What is your favourite animal (apart from bees) and why?
Ever since Aaron introduced us to penguins, I find myself liking them quite a lot too.
Don’t tell him I said so, but I saw Sherlock once tapping along to ‘Happy Feet’.
I did no such thing!
What is your favourite animal (apart from bees) and why?
Ever since Aaron introduced us to penguins, I find myself liking them quite a lot too.
Hello everyone,
Due to the unexpected events from the last couple of months, we realise we haven’t been exactly forthcoming regarding our lives. Now that our lives have quieted down a little and we are all on the mend, I wanted to recapture the purpose of this blog; to share to those willing to listen. Some of you have been reading since the beginning and have stood by us during hard times.
For that, thank you.
So now, in honour of my birthday (which is not far away), @ws-scott-h being officially cleared to work cases again and @pinguinaaron’s latest ‘A’ mark, we wish to start a little Q&A event. You can send in your questions to all of us (do keep a mind of Aaron’s age. I know how some of you are!) and we will answer them tomorrow.
Take care and thank you all once again.
how are things between you and John?
Things are… good.
He’s trying, that much is obvious, and I am too. We talked, a lot, and sometimes it feels as if we’re discovering new things to say to each other each time. John doesn’t understand why I don’t resent him more than that, after what happened. He blames himself for not believing in me, for letting me down.
I understand why, really. Just like I understand what it means, on deeper levels. It’s all about trust in the end, and it appears John doesn’t yet truly trust me to keep my promises.
So yes, we’re still working on all the consequences, but there isn’t a single doubt, for either of us, when it comes to how we feel. John is my husband, and I am still desperately in love with him.
The rest will clear out, eventually.
Settled back home?
Yes, we are. John insists I need to stay in bed for now, and to be completely honest, it really feels like a good idea. Aaron is reading me a book, lying next to me, right now.
You need the rest, Sherlock.
I’d properly rest if you were with us too, John.
I don’t want to disturb you and Aaron.
John, please.
We need to stop this. We can’t act like this. I know we’re not fine. You know we’re not fine. Even Aaron knows. But I want us to be, I want you back, for good. I want to share this bed with you again, to share this pain, to share this life we fought for.
Settled back home?
Yes, we are. John insists I need to stay in bed for now, and to be completely honest, it really feels like a good idea. Aaron is reading me a book, lying next to me, right now.
You need the rest, Sherlock.
I’d properly rest if you were with us too, John.
Settled back home?
Yes, we are. John insists I need to stay in bed for now, and to be completely honest, it really feels like a good idea. Aaron is reading me a book, lying next to me, right now.
How's Aaron under all this?
Just like you can expect him to feel.
He’s lost, but he’s trying. We all are.
After what John did to you. Well, you're a better man than I. I wouldn't want him anywhere near me.
We’re married, we exchange vows and promise to be there for each other. Yes, I’m hurt, and yes, I still don’t fully understand John’s reactions, but I own him to try to.
I want to understand, I want us to fight for what we have.
He’s the love of my life, no matter how ridiculous it sounds.
I’m not giving up.
