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black cats' fur can actually be "sunbleached" under sunlight and turn brown! seems like the perfect metaphor for dazai truly
agreed.
fake idgafer, i saw you yearning
‧₊ ♱ 𝒔𝒂𝒎𝒐𝒗𝒂𝒓
wc. 1.3k contents. fluff, gn reader (but one feminine nickname is used), reader dotes on fyodor, a few russian words translated at the end of the post. mentions of fyodor’s past (multiple of them, perhaps). notes. you know what irl dostoy said… “i say let the world go to hell, i should always have my tea” ෆ
it’s 1:43 in the morning when you nudge open the door to fyodor’s office.
you’re too busy balancing the tray in your hands to notice his ears perking up, eyes glued to the computer screen ahead. once feeling secure enough, you sneak a glance over at the man. one leg tucked to his chest, thumb between his teeth and eyes adorned by a dull grey shade, he looks endearing in ways you’d never dare speak of out loud; but ogling doesn’t hurt no one, and so you take in the fleeting pleasure of taking in the languid flutter of his ink black lashes and the glimmer of stray gray hairs under the dim, violet lights.
he’s perfectly still in his spot while you close the distance between the door and his desk, empty aside from the keyboard, mouse, and brass flower shaped lamp.
you reach his side and only then does fyodor finally look up at you. you put the wooden tray down, involuntarily sighing with relief at keeping every item in its place.
you know better than to interrupt fyodor in his work — though really, there is never any bite in his words when he does comment on it, anyway — but this time, you’re not nervous at all, for you’ve brought something he cannot deny.
HELP if gokurakugai pulled a jjk i wouldn’t even know what to say 😭😭 i have a feeling yoru would probably die because the whole jin thing but what can i do 😔 but speaking of jjk, what are your thoughts on everything that’s been happening? (if you’re completely caught up idk if you are)
im caught up like i know whats going on but i havent actually read the manga in a rlly long time :< i swear gege was intentionally picking off my favs one by one, they’re all gone (ㅠ﹏ㅠ) when gojo died i was officially over it, im still so so mad but its all fine because in my head everyone is safe and happy right where i left them in the manga <33 what do you think tho?
Hello <3 How strong do you think dazai is? He’s pretty tall and lean, but not that good at combat, and overall not as buff as Nikolai for example (drools) so I’ve been wondering if he could actually pin me down… I’m not very tall or strong, so probably yes, but something about him screams frail and weak.
in my head i always think he has at least basic martial arts training from the pm even if he doesnt use it super often :< but there’s been a few moments he’s been strong physically like that one scene when he lifted himself out of the water in the elevator (literally changed the chemistry of my brain) he’s def tougher than he looks !!
hwat the fuck im going to see txt in concert. mai mai i’m freaking out omg
omg txt !!!! thats so so exciting i hope you have the best time ever !! is this your first kpop concert?
your fics give me physical chest pain
not 100% sure if this is a compliment but im going to take it as one anyway !! thank you so so much nonnie !! <33
maybe too niche but immortal/long lived yanderes who refuse to let you die can i get a hell yeah
some of the brightest minds of our generation post on tumblr during work hours
yuji rkgk
going to sleep & by sleep. heh. well. let's just say. phone in bed
save me glowing stars
hi :) ᰔ
SHANNON !!! omg how have you been ?? the dash isn’t the same w/o you, i miss you so so much :< im sending you all my love always i hope youve been okay <33
That worst boyfriend poll having dazai near the top??? If he put his mind to it he’d be one of the best I think. It’s Fyodor and ranpo NO DOUBT! Fyodor bc well obviously and ranpo bc as much as I love him he’s so immature and selfish!
the top three were fyodor, nikolai, dazai T^T im obvi biased but i think dazai could be a really good boyfriend, maybe even husband material w the right person….but i don’t think ranpo would be a bad boyfriend !! he’s def childish but i think he’d be super affectionate, if you’re dating him he respects you more than everyone else so i think he’d tone down his selfishness or at least group you together w himself ykwim?
i couldn't see the aurora borealis, but the moon was rlly pretty tonight!... but my phone couldn't get any good pics of it :( waxing crescent, too!! you'll have to trust me on this bc this is the best i got
im v sorry :( but anyway i hope ur night/day is going good!! im gonna go revise now byebyeee
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youre v sweet for trying anyway for me :( i rlly appreciate it !! aah my wife the moon looks gorgeous as always even if she was feeling kinda shy <33
