i haven’t had time and inspiration to write for the longest time. i’m sorry for the asks aging in my inbox. the next time i post something, let’s hope it’s not apologies but an actual writing.
(you know how the longer those asks stay untouched, the more i feel the need to write longer fics for them to compensate for the waiting time. i don’t know, people. i’ll try my best after this summer term ends. i just feel really bad for disappearing on you like this.)
This blog is one several-year-long conversation with myself and you are all just along for the ride
This blog is one several-year-long conversation with myself and you are all just along for the ride
My apologies to everyone whose request I haven't written yet. I just haven't been in the mood to write for the longest time. And in addition to that, the spring break which I hoped gave me enough time to go back into writing was spent catching up with school and adjusting to the shift for fully online class due to the virus. In that note, I also wish that everyone will stay healthy and safe 💙
(Happy birthday vernonie and kyeomie 💙💙)
(happy birthday to hoseokie too hehe)
(Happy birthday vernonie and kyeomie 💙💙)
I caught some typo and errors on my recent update. I'll edit it when i have the time. My brain didn't really comprehending what i was reading kkkk
🏆 This is the Amazing Person Award 🏆 ✨💛 Once you are given this award you are supposed to paste it in the ask of eight different people, who, in your opinion, deserve it. If you break the chain nothing will happen, but it is sweet to know someone thinks you're amazing inside and out 💛✨
I completely forgot i have this in my inbox oh my god. Thank you so much for the one who sent this to me 💙💙
"sunflower garden" and joshua for the title request thing 🌻💐💕 thanku!!
∆∆∆∆∆ Title Request 2/6 ∆∆∆∆∆
w/c: 4.3k
a/n: I am so so sorry this took a whole eon to finish. Thank you so much for requesting and waiting for this~~ I hope this is satisfactory. Also, I don’t know why this is so long when my plot is, again, questionable lololol
Sunflower is just a little price for such as little happiness. It’s gaseous, happiness. You can smell it. Before it’s gone with the wind just like that. But it’s worth it.
You wonder what would happen if you’re to give out diamond instead. Would people look at you crazy? Lord, even with the obnoxious yellow-orange flowers in your hands, people already look at you crazy.
You are out for a walk near the Han River—it’s a walk for today, not a run, not biking, but a walk—handing out one sunflower for anyone you deem needs some cheering up. There’s a little plastic tag attached to each flower; you’d take your time to write a short encouragement to hide inside it whenever you wait for the florist assistant to prepare your regular. And then you’d go on your way, hunting for gloomy people on your stroll. But that’s it, as long as the stock is still available.
There are people who’d be weirded out by your sudden involvement in their sweet miserable life. No offense. Really. You think all lives are just the same: sweet and simultaneously, miserable. Sometimes, not even sweet at all. But there are others who’d be pleasantly surprised.
There was this one kid from two weeks ago. She had cried, you didn’t know why, but you swept in anyway with your sun in the smiling flowers—please, excuse the poor attempt at replacing a knight in the shining armor. You had continued your pilgrimage after you wiped her tears dry and made sure that she smiled. But when you’re about to start on your religious self-reflection on the bridge, facing the holy sunset of the Han River, someone tugged at the hem of your baby blue sundress.
Anyway while im here ill let you know the progress that i have. I have 2 requested fics that are half done and the 2nd chapter of my current series which i have abandoned for so long i forget the name wait a second its the third life yoohoo. That one is like one-third to one half. Alright. Yeah. Hopefully will finish the Joshua one tomorrow 💃🏻 thank you love you
Does anyone know what 'lets have a green marmalade' means and where that comes from. Because I wrote that inside joke that I shared with nobody and now Im suffering because I cant remember.
i wanna be one of those blogs everyone comes to out of the blue with their good news or worries or just to tell them about their crush or their day without the blog ever saying “talk to me” or “ask me things”
where do i apply
Dessa’s tweets speak to me on a spiritual level
Ok, so, im working on things slowly now. Please be patient with me~ thankseu 💙💙
Pairing : Photographer!Jihoon x Reader
Genre : Fluff — Soulmate!AU
Word Count : 1559
Note : This is created in the burst of the moment for @umiwomitai. Hi~ I’m your fox anon! I’m sorry for being rarely active and that this takes forever, but here is my revelation (?) post. Hope you like this! I’ll send you something from my main account shortly. And I’m sorry, I’m no good with moodboard :’)
The young night is dark, only corrupted by the headlights of the roaming vehicles and the warm neon of the street lamps and signs. It is also dark in Jihoon’s room. The man is half-lying on his bed, hand thrown over his eyes. He’s stressing, that much is pretty obvious for everyone who has the luck of encountering him at any point from his route home.
Jihoon grunts as he raises his camera with both hands and looks through the pictures he got today. Nothing passes his standard. Nothing can deliver his sentiment or stir his emotion. Nothing is special. He drops his camera on his side and jumps to his feet, the heel of his palm rubbing at his eyes as he walks to his window. The city looks strangely extravagant under the clear sky, but all those neon lights are almost painful for Jihoon’s eyes, so his hand moves quickly to pull his blinds down. But of course, his lethargic hand is not a match for his wandering eyes, for they catch the sight of you first before the former can even tug at the string of the blinds.
Wait im gonna say something
So like since two years ago my secluded self always read for new year's countdown and kinda mark the last sentence that i read when my alarm goes off. Today, i wasnt reading. Today, i'm writing. I want to share the last sentence I wrote in 2019 but bruh the line's no fun 😂
Anywayy, here it is:
Jihoon supposes it was normal since they were starting college and need the independence and space or whatever, but he just thought after living with his grandparents in Busan, Seokmin would appreciate moving back with his parents.
We were on the generic part, fam
