look, he´s not the most talented guy when it comes to words  ;;  he usually just tends to say whatever he´s thinking without putting much of a filter on it ( what´s the use of such a thing anyway ) he´s not someone to conceal his words or  HIDE,  not in the usual sense anyway. people called him rude and  BLUNT  for it and he in return really doesn´t care. there are instances though - where he feels like the words are...inadequate. NOT ENOUGH to express what he´s really feeling. that´s usually when he resorts to touch and expression to help him out but               how do you say thank you  ?  but mean more like that  ?  more than just THANKS    ;; it bothers him, so much that he´s getting annoyed by it. he´s reminded of it every time he looks at the guy and his cheerful smile and he could just very much  RIP  the rest of his hair out in frustration. how do you  THANK  someone that´s done so much  MORE  for you than anyone else ever did  ?  who came up to talk to you without any fear or resentment ; who gave you a chance without even once thinking about it like that  ?  he doesn´t know, and he HATES IT. it´s a nagging feeling right inside his chest that just wont let him go, no matter how hard he tries to shake it off.

       it´s only when they´re in greece, the adrenaline from the earlier battle still cursing through their veins ;; his flesh arm wrapped around the smaller frame of his FRIEND and laughter escaping both their lips when it hits him. it´s easy, to talk to lucio because he doesn´t mind ;; well ;; THIS. his touches, in contrary to the others. in a way, jamie talks more through his hands and gestures than his words and he doesn´t know why he didn´t think of it earlier. why he´d bother thinking about a proper way to express his thanks in words when he could communicate like this much, MUCH easier ;; 

      most of the others had moved on already on their way back to the jet, the laughter and chatter slowly ebbing away to the sound of the waves beneath them when jamison tightens his hold on the other for one quick moment, leaning down to press a lingering kiss against the corner of lucios lips;; his own still curled into a grin before pulling away again ;; thank you ;; he doesn´t say along with so much more, but hopes  KNOWS  lucio hears anyway.