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Back seat, windows up...

@backseat-negan / backseat-negan.tumblr.com

33. Female. Midwest US.
Everything JDM, TWD fanfic, and sex.
You've been warned.
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“A Few Minutes” - Cop & Reader (NSFW)

I can’t help myself. I used to write so much smut, and now I have this raging crush on the deputy I’ve been talking to, it seemed only fair to write a super short piece about a fantasy I have with him. I’m sorry and… you’re welcome? Enjoy.

Content: NSFW, smut, oral sex, first person police officer x reader, first encounter

You ask me to meet you out front, and I open the front door to you standing there with a grin dancing on your lips, dimples sunk gently into your cheeks, thumbs hooked into the sides of your vest as you cheerfully greet me. “Hey, good morning!” I can’t help but smile, you always make me smile and you’re always too perky for this early in the morning. The sight of you in uniform also never ceases to turn me on. “Want to come inside for a few minutes?” I ask nervously, and you hesitantly say, “Sure, I have a few minutes,” your eyes burning into mine while a quizzical look plays across your face. You and I both know what we hope it will be, but we’re both nervous to make the first move or state things plainly.

#smut#nsfw#cop x reader#police officer#cop smut#sorry not sorry#fantasy#cop fantasy
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Well, damn… it’s been four years since I posted. I had almost forgotten my love of Jeffrey Dean Morgan/TWD and the amazing community of writers and friends I found here.

Because when addiction takes over, it becomes the only thing your mind will make space for.

Trigger warnings: addiction, drugs, IV drug use, drug abuse, cocaine, overdose, syringes, needles, tracks, track marks

#addiction#drug addiction#tw drugs#drug abuse#iv drugs#C#track marks#MG#drug addict
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Some shit’s been going on with my health lately and I’m having some more intensive testing done this week.

They think I have MS.

So yeah, I’ve got THAT gnawing at my fucking brain every single waking second now.

I thought I knew what fear and anxiety were before, but... I am now realizing that what I’ve known until now was just a few drops, and now I’m in the middle of a fucking downpour.

This limbo between “so we think you have this” and delayed testing - because FUCK American healthcare & insurance - is exhausting. I just want to know so I can either cope or celebrate.

I just want to fucking know..

#fear#anxiety
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The Hand of God

It feels wrong to play God

to decide

when life ends

so may God forgive me

for doing

what I never wanted to do

to stop a beating heart

and a wagging tail

I’m told it was the right thing

but it feels so wrong

my heart is aching

sleep is my only escape

from the tears

from the pain

from the knowledge

that none of us should play God

and yet today

I made a choice

that only God should make

and now I know

I don’t envy Him.

- R.S. - In loving memory of Cheesy

#unpoetry#heartache#playing god#loss#in memory
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I have some new and exciting ideas brewing for Long-Awaited Savior. I have been dying to write the last chapter and finish the story for over a year now, and it just hasn’t happened. I know I’m on the verge of accomplishing it though. Part of me doesn’t want it to be over, but a larger part of me knows it has to come to an end. But now with the addition of backstory “flashbacks” for the reader and actually giving her a history, there are some insane twists this final chapter can take, and I can’t wait to write them.

Anyway, this is just me gushing about being excited to write. That’s all. Carry on.

And if you don’t know what I’m talking about, follow the “Masterlist” link on my page to find and read Long-Awaited Savior 😬

#long awaited savior#twd fanfic#negan fanfic#twd slow burn
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We lie back

Tracing the black spaces between stars

Visible through the moon roof

On your mother's car

Both silently wondering

If the song on the radio

Was good enough to be our soundtrack

#things i like
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I think the best kind of writing is one where the reader is like damn, I wanna create something that makes others feel like how I’m feeling right now. 

Good writing, it politely knocks on your door and introduces itself to you like a welcome guest and after it leaves you are forever nostalgic for that fateful encounter you once had but cannot replicate.

Which is good, but…

The best writing is the kind that kicks your door down, leaves you winded and steals your chickens tauntingly as it leaves. It makes you want to go to your neighbors and friends and scream about them, because how dare they make me feel things, dammit? and leaves you heaving and lurching for more, tempting you into trying out some chicken stealing for yourself.

Good writing is complete in itself. But, the best kind of writing inspires and leaves behind a ripple-effect of creation that makes it seem like it was never really gone.

The aftermath of bearing witness to the best kind of writing is an act of creation itself. The best kind of writing makes its audience a verb, a force, a creator.

That.

That is the kind of writing I wanna do.

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backseat-negan

This is exactly what happened after I read @flames-bring-a-ton-of-ash for the first time. I laid in bed for 6 hours straight reading her slow-burn and other fics, and at the end 1) I wanted more, and 2) I desperately wanted to write even though I had never done it.

Thank you for being the best kind of writing for us, Ash 🙏

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Talking to a coworker about Long-Awaited Savior

Me: So I’m going to rewrite it, add some explanations, fill in some plot holes, whatever. I’m excited.

Coworker: Ooooo, are there flashbacks?!

Me: Like... wait, what? Like to the past?

Coworker: Yeah! Like to the main character’s past and what their life was like before the apocalypse!

Me: Uh... eh... well, no, because I actually hadn’t thought about what her life was like beforehand. I actually... holy shit, I don’t have a backstory for her! I am a horrible writer, I just wrote her present day story and nothing else! Oh my god! She needs a backstory! I need flashbacks! I need to fully build her as a character, my god, this is brilliant!!!

Coworker: *staring at me uneasily due to my sudden excitement* So.... flashbacks. Yeah. Those would be cool.

Guys/ladies/dudes/otherwise, I am WAY stoked to begin building this story and this character even more than I did the first time around!! And also, yes.... one day I will actually write the last chapter, I promise 😬

#long awaited savior#twd fanfic#twd slow burn
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The Main Course - Jim Hopper x Reader

Summary: Hopper gets stood up on his date, so you decide to make a move.

Characters: Jim Hopper x female reader

Words: 6,816

Warnings: smut, age gap, size kink, unprotected sex, language/dirty talk, Hopper being sexy af

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The Main Course

Placing freshly baked pasta down in front of the middle-aged couple at table 5, you turned and headed back towards the kitchen, wishing this night would just be over already. A glance at the clock showed that it was almost 7pm, which meant that, unfortunately, the place wouldn’t die down for at least another hour or two. And since one of the other waitresses had called in sick, leaving you to close the restaurant alone tonight, you’d be happy to get out of here before midnight.

You had been a waitress at Enzo’s for the past three summers in a row, and while it wasn’t your dream gig, it helped save up some extra money before classes resumed in the fall. You were about to start your senior year of college, which meant that this was most likely (and hopefully) your last summer as a waitress, the plan being to move onto bigger and better opportunities after graduation.

Until then, this was your reality: wearing an uncomfortable uniform while balancing trays of food, dodging spills, and giving your customers a fake smile in the hopes that they might add a little extra to their tip.

The clinking of forks on plates mixed with the soothing, yet lively, notes coming from the string quartet. It covered up the creak of the double wooden front doors, so that at first you didn’t notice someone new had even walked in. However, you had just finished refilling a patron’s wine glass when a glance to the left caused you to freeze in surprise at the man who had just entered.

The tall, imposing figure was wearing a surprisingly casual (and bright) Hawaiian shirt underneath a beige blazer and light blue Wranglers. It was a bit of an odd ensemble, but if any man could pull it off, it was the one and only Chief Jim Hopper.

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backseat-negan

Well, I’m dripping wet now.

#jim hopper smut#hopper#chief hopper
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Hey all. It’s been a minute.... ok, it’s been more like a year.

I’ve decided I’m going to go back and rewrite/overhaul my slow burn TWD fic “Long-Awaited Savior” to make it more friendly for readers who aren’t 120% knowledgeable of TWD universe and the Negan storyline. I’ve had a lot of people irl who have asked to read it, but it’s confusing to them because I don’t explain a lot of things due to the assumption that the reader will already know how things work (ex: the points system at the sanctuary).

And you know what else that means?

I might actually finish that final chapter I promised so long ago.... 😬

Hope you are all doing well and taking care of yourselves. Much love ❤️

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